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Chapters (98)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for
  3. Also by David Bell
  4. Dedication
  5. Epigraph
  6. PART I
  7. CHAPTER ONE
  8. CHAPTER TWO
  9. CHAPTER THREE
  10. CHAPTER FOUR
  11. CHAPTER FIVE
  12. CHAPTER SIX
  13. CHAPTER SEVEN
  14. CHAPTER EIGHT
  15. CHAPTER NINE
  16. CHAPTER TEN
  17. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  18. CHAPTER TWELVE
  19. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  20. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  21. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  22. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  23. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  24. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  25. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  26. CHAPTER TWENTY
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  33. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  34. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  35. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  36. CHAPTER THIRTY
  37. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
  38. PART II
  39. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
  40. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
  41. CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
  42. CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
  43. CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
  44. CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
  45. CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
  46. CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
  47. CHAPTER FORTY
  48. CHAPTER FORTY-ONE
  49. CHAPTER FORTY-TWO
  50. CHAPTER FORTY-THREE
  51. CHAPTER FORTY-FOUR
  52. CHAPTER FORTY-FIVE
  53. CHAPTER FORTY-SIX
  54. CHAPTER FORTY-SEVEN
  55. CHAPTER FORTY-EIGHT
  56. CHAPTER FORTY-NINE
  57. CHAPTER FIFTY
  58. CHAPTER FIFTY-ONE
  59. CHAPTER FIFTY-TWO
  60. CHAPTER FIFTY-THREE
  61. CHAPTER FIFTY-FOUR
  62. CHAPTER FIFTY-FIVE
  63. CHAPTER FIFTY-SIX
  64. PART III
  65. CHAPTER FIFTY-SEVEN
  66. CHAPTER FIFTY-EIGHT
  67. CHAPTER FIFTY-NINE
  68. CHAPTER SIXTY
  69. CHAPTER SIXTY-ONE
  70. CHAPTER SIXTY-TWO
  71. CHAPTER SIXTY-THREE
  72. CHAPTER SIXTY-FOUR
  73. CHAPTER SIXTY-FIVE
  74. CHAPTER SIXTY-SIX
  75. CHAPTER SIXTY-SEVEN
  76. CHAPTER SIXTY-EIGHT
  77. CHAPTER SIXTY-NINE
  78. CHAPTER SEVENTY
  79. CHAPTER SEVENTY-ONE
  80. CHAPTER SEVENTY-TWO
  81. CHAPTER SEVENTY-THREE
  82. CHAPTER SEVENTY-FOUR
  83. CHAPTER SEVENTY-FIVE
  84. CHAPTER SEVENTY-SIX
  85. PART IV
  86. CHAPTER SEVENTY-SEVEN
  87. CHAPTER SEVENTY-EIGHT
  88. CHAPTER SEVENTY-NINE
  89. CHAPTER EIGHTY
  90. CHAPTER EIGHTY-ONE
  91. CHAPTER EIGHTY-TWO
  92. CHAPTER EIGHTY-THREE
  93. CHAPTER EIGHTY-FOUR
  94. EPILOGUE
  95. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  96. Readers Guide
  97. About the Author
  98. What’s next onyour reading list?

I paused on the sidewalk directly in front of their front door. If they’d looked out the window, they would have seen me out there. The voices grew louder, and I felt like an intruder. A few words reached me, snatches of the fight. Her . . . Did you do that to her? . . . I didn’t . . . Not that . . . I resolved to go on, to let them have their privacy, even as the fight I watched seriously dented the notions I’d been carrying about them. I tore myself away. I took a step to the left, moving up the street.

That’s when he did it.

She continued to poke her finger at him, and he made a quick movement with his left arm, swiping it up and knocking her hand out of his face. He followed that up by taking a step forward. Threatening.

I decided. Almost before I knew what was happening, I was going up the steps, Grendel by my side. I reached the porch and went through the wide-open door and made a right turn toward the dining room. When I did, I saw the blond head disappearing into the kitchen, leaving her husband behind. He must have heard me because he spun around, his face still contorted by anger.

“Who the fuck are you?”

“Is she okay? I heard the yelling. I saw you swing at her.”

“I didn’t swing at her.”

“Is she okay?” I asked again. “I’m calling the police. This isn’t right.”

Some of the anger drained from his face. He came back to himself. Tension went out of the muscles in his neck and shoulders. He straightened up, no longer in a defensive crouch that looked like a prelude to a fight.

He looked and sounded like a man trying to defuse.

“It’s okay,” he said. “We just had an argument, that’s all. A misunderstanding. It happens, and that’s all it was. Something between married people. Okay? Thank you for checking, but we’re okay.”

“I want to see her,” I said. “I really want to know she’s okay, or I’m calling the police.”

“You can’t just—” But he bit off his words, the muscles in his jaw clenching. “This is a matter between the two of us. My wife and me. And we’re handling it.”

“Hello?” I called out. “Hello? Are you okay back there? I need to know you’re not hurt and that you feel safe. Otherwise, I’m going to call the police.”

A long pause.

The guy stood before me, his breath coming in little huffs. His eyes looked like two dark pebbles. They were focused on me so hard, I thought they might give off heat.

“Honey?” he called. “Did you hear him?”

Another pause.

“I’m calling,” I said. “I’m sorry, but I can’t just walk away—”