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Chapters (98)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for
  3. Also by David Bell
  4. Dedication
  5. Epigraph
  6. PART I
  7. CHAPTER ONE
  8. CHAPTER TWO
  9. CHAPTER THREE
  10. CHAPTER FOUR
  11. CHAPTER FIVE
  12. CHAPTER SIX
  13. CHAPTER SEVEN
  14. CHAPTER EIGHT
  15. CHAPTER NINE
  16. CHAPTER TEN
  17. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  18. CHAPTER TWELVE
  19. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  20. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  21. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  22. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  23. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  24. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  25. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  26. CHAPTER TWENTY
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  33. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  34. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  35. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  36. CHAPTER THIRTY
  37. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
  38. PART II
  39. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
  40. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
  41. CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
  42. CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
  43. CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
  44. CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
  45. CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
  46. CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
  47. CHAPTER FORTY
  48. CHAPTER FORTY-ONE
  49. CHAPTER FORTY-TWO
  50. CHAPTER FORTY-THREE
  51. CHAPTER FORTY-FOUR
  52. CHAPTER FORTY-FIVE
  53. CHAPTER FORTY-SIX
  54. CHAPTER FORTY-SEVEN
  55. CHAPTER FORTY-EIGHT
  56. CHAPTER FORTY-NINE
  57. CHAPTER FIFTY
  58. CHAPTER FIFTY-ONE
  59. CHAPTER FIFTY-TWO
  60. CHAPTER FIFTY-THREE
  61. CHAPTER FIFTY-FOUR
  62. CHAPTER FIFTY-FIVE
  63. CHAPTER FIFTY-SIX
  64. PART III
  65. CHAPTER FIFTY-SEVEN
  66. CHAPTER FIFTY-EIGHT
  67. CHAPTER FIFTY-NINE
  68. CHAPTER SIXTY
  69. CHAPTER SIXTY-ONE
  70. CHAPTER SIXTY-TWO
  71. CHAPTER SIXTY-THREE
  72. CHAPTER SIXTY-FOUR
  73. CHAPTER SIXTY-FIVE
  74. CHAPTER SIXTY-SIX
  75. CHAPTER SIXTY-SEVEN
  76. CHAPTER SIXTY-EIGHT
  77. CHAPTER SIXTY-NINE
  78. CHAPTER SEVENTY
  79. CHAPTER SEVENTY-ONE
  80. CHAPTER SEVENTY-TWO
  81. CHAPTER SEVENTY-THREE
  82. CHAPTER SEVENTY-FOUR
  83. CHAPTER SEVENTY-FIVE
  84. CHAPTER SEVENTY-SIX
  85. PART IV
  86. CHAPTER SEVENTY-SEVEN
  87. CHAPTER SEVENTY-EIGHT
  88. CHAPTER SEVENTY-NINE
  89. CHAPTER EIGHTY
  90. CHAPTER EIGHTY-ONE
  91. CHAPTER EIGHTY-TWO
  92. CHAPTER EIGHTY-THREE
  93. CHAPTER EIGHTY-FOUR
  94. EPILOGUE
  95. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  96. Readers Guide
  97. About the Author
  98. What’s next onyour reading list?

“Madeline, don’t be like that. None of this has to be like that. We’re connecting here.”

“I’m going to go,” she said. “And I want you to let me go.” She pointed past him. “Out that door. The one I came in.”

But Hoffman didn’t move. He placed his hands on his hips and seemed to be anchoring himself into place, as if he expected her to charge at him and try to knock him down.

Which she might have to do. And she didn’t think that would work.

She started to sweat. Sticky beads popping out on her forehead. Her breath came in small gulps.

“Madeline, I was just . . . Look, I feel close to you. We can be close to each other. And I had another idea for the book. I wanted to tell you. Why don’t you stay and reconsider, and then we can talk some more?”

Madeline’s hands shook. Her eyes made a quick dash around the room, looking for a weapon. A fireplace poker, a bookend. A baseball bat or a hammer.

But she saw nothing. Just the computer. She wanted it. Wanted to use it to rewrite her novel. But she couldn’t take it from Hoffman.

And she couldn’t carry it out the door alone. She had to let it go. She’d e-mailed her file to herself, so she needed to go. She needed to go because Hoffman was a pig. And tying strings to her acceptance of the computer. Terrible, terrible strings.

Just run.

Just go for it.

“I’m leaving now,” she said, trying to sound as firm and confident as possible. She thought she’d pulled it off.

“Where are you going?”

“I’m going home. I need to work on this . . . and I don’t want you touching me. Ever.”

“Oh, Madeline.” He remained in the rigid, solid position between her and the door. He showed no inclination to move. “I’m disappointed in you. I thought we really understood each other. I thought we could have fun. And work on your thesis, which I think I’ve made quite a bit better with my insights. Are you going to run off like a scared little girl?”

“I’m not a little girl. And I don’t want anything else from you.”

“What about the computer? My generous offer?”

“I don’t need it. I’ll . . . figure something else out.”

“And handwrite your way through your last semester of college? That will surely impress everyone.”

“Are you going to let me leave?” she asked. “I’ll scream.”

Then Hoffman laughed. He shook his head dismissively, and he laughed. A low chuckle, the kind of thing someone would do when a child acted foolish or immature.

“Oh, Madeline. And you say you’re not a little girl?”

He took a step toward her.

Madeline tensed. Her hands clenched into fists.