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Chapters (98)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for
  3. Also by David Bell
  4. Dedication
  5. Epigraph
  6. PART I
  7. CHAPTER ONE
  8. CHAPTER TWO
  9. CHAPTER THREE
  10. CHAPTER FOUR
  11. CHAPTER FIVE
  12. CHAPTER SIX
  13. CHAPTER SEVEN
  14. CHAPTER EIGHT
  15. CHAPTER NINE
  16. CHAPTER TEN
  17. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  18. CHAPTER TWELVE
  19. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  20. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  21. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  22. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  23. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  24. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  25. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  26. CHAPTER TWENTY
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  33. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  34. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  35. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  36. CHAPTER THIRTY
  37. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
  38. PART II
  39. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
  40. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
  41. CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
  42. CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
  43. CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
  44. CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
  45. CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
  46. CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
  47. CHAPTER FORTY
  48. CHAPTER FORTY-ONE
  49. CHAPTER FORTY-TWO
  50. CHAPTER FORTY-THREE
  51. CHAPTER FORTY-FOUR
  52. CHAPTER FORTY-FIVE
  53. CHAPTER FORTY-SIX
  54. CHAPTER FORTY-SEVEN
  55. CHAPTER FORTY-EIGHT
  56. CHAPTER FORTY-NINE
  57. CHAPTER FIFTY
  58. CHAPTER FIFTY-ONE
  59. CHAPTER FIFTY-TWO
  60. CHAPTER FIFTY-THREE
  61. CHAPTER FIFTY-FOUR
  62. CHAPTER FIFTY-FIVE
  63. CHAPTER FIFTY-SIX
  64. PART III
  65. CHAPTER FIFTY-SEVEN
  66. CHAPTER FIFTY-EIGHT
  67. CHAPTER FIFTY-NINE
  68. CHAPTER SIXTY
  69. CHAPTER SIXTY-ONE
  70. CHAPTER SIXTY-TWO
  71. CHAPTER SIXTY-THREE
  72. CHAPTER SIXTY-FOUR
  73. CHAPTER SIXTY-FIVE
  74. CHAPTER SIXTY-SIX
  75. CHAPTER SIXTY-SEVEN
  76. CHAPTER SIXTY-EIGHT
  77. CHAPTER SIXTY-NINE
  78. CHAPTER SEVENTY
  79. CHAPTER SEVENTY-ONE
  80. CHAPTER SEVENTY-TWO
  81. CHAPTER SEVENTY-THREE
  82. CHAPTER SEVENTY-FOUR
  83. CHAPTER SEVENTY-FIVE
  84. CHAPTER SEVENTY-SIX
  85. PART IV
  86. CHAPTER SEVENTY-SEVEN
  87. CHAPTER SEVENTY-EIGHT
  88. CHAPTER SEVENTY-NINE
  89. CHAPTER EIGHTY
  90. CHAPTER EIGHTY-ONE
  91. CHAPTER EIGHTY-TWO
  92. CHAPTER EIGHTY-THREE
  93. CHAPTER EIGHTY-FOUR
  94. EPILOGUE
  95. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  96. Readers Guide
  97. About the Author
  98. What’s next onyour reading list?

“You look totally freaked out,” Steven says. “Do you want me to tell him you’re not home or something?”

“No, that’s okay. It’s just so weird to have my professor at my door. And he didn’t say what it’s about?”

“No.” Steven shrugs. “Maybe it’s some shit from class. Like he forgot to give you an assignment or something.”

“He can just e-mail us all. Or use Blackboard.”

“That’s true.” Steven rubs his chin. “Maybe it’s about that student who died. You said you knew her. Did he?”

His guess makes as much sense as anything. Rebecca saw Madeline at Hoffman’s house. Madeline was an English major. Is that why Hoffman is here? Are they getting in touch personally with every student to reassure them? To calm them down or give them counseling?

“Do you want me to get rid of him?” Steven asks.

“No,” Rebecca says. “I’ll go talk to him. He’s going to direct my thesis now. Maybe it’s about that.”

“Sure. Just yell if you need something. Mikaila’s watching Netflix, and I have Psych homework. Okay? But I’m listening.”

“Thanks, Steven.”

Rebecca walks across the living room to the closed front door. Could Steven have misunderstood who is waiting out there hoping to speak to her?

She takes a deep breath on her side of the door and pulls it open.

Hoffman is on the landing, wearing a heavy green parka that looks like it came from an army surplus store. He smiles when he sees her, his hands clasped together in front of his body.

“Rebecca. I’m so sorry to barge in on you like this and at this late hour. Do you have just a moment to talk to me? Your boyfriend didn’t seem certain if you were home or not.”

“He’s not my boyfriend,” she says as if that matters. “He’s my roommate’s boyfriend.”

“Ah, I see. Well . . . time for a quick chat?”

“Sure. I guess. Come in.”

Hoffman hesitates. He looks past Rebecca into the apartment. “Well, I’d rather . . . Can you get a coat and step out here? I was hoping to speak privately. And you seem to have company.”

Rebecca feels her heart jump into a higher gear. If he wants to talk outside, it must be something personal, right? If he wants to reassure her about Madeline’s death, why not come inside and do it?

Can she say no to a professor, even on her own doorstep? Does she want to risk pissing him off when he’s about to direct her thesis?

“Okay,” she says. “Let me get my coat.”

It takes her a minute to walk to her room, grab her coat, and come back out. On her way, Steven sticks his head out of the bedroom again. “Everything okay?”

“I think so. I’m just going outside with him for a minute.”