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Chapters (103)
  1. Cover
  2. ALSO BY BIANCA MARAIS
  3. Dedication
  4. Map
  5. CHAPTER ONE
  6. CHAPTER TWO
  7. CHAPTER THREE
  8. CHAPTER FOUR
  9. CHAPTER FIVE
  10. CHAPTER SIX
  11. CHAPTER SEVEN
  12. CHAPTER EIGHT
  13. CHAPTER NINE
  14. CHAPTER TEN
  15. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  16. CHAPTER TWELVE
  17. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  18. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  19. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  20. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  21. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  22. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  23. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  24. CHAPTER TWENTY
  25. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  26. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  33. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  34. CHAPTER THIRTY
  35. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
  36. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
  37. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
  38. CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
  39. CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
  40. CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
  41. CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
  42. CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
  43. CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
  44. CHAPTER FORTY
  45. CHAPTER FORTY-ONE
  46. CHAPTER FORTY-TWO
  47. CHAPTER FORTY-THREE
  48. CHAPTER FORTY-FOUR
  49. CHAPTER FORTY-FIVE
  50. CHAPTER FORTY-SIX
  51. CHAPTER FORTY-SEVEN
  52. CHAPTER FORTY-EIGHT
  53. CHAPTER FORTY-NINE
  54. CHAPTER FIFTY
  55. CHAPTER FIFTY-ONE
  56. CHAPTER FIFTY-TWO
  57. CHAPTER FIFTY-THREE
  58. CHAPTER FIFTY-FOUR
  59. CHAPTER FIFTY-FIVE
  60. CHAPTER FIFTY-SIX
  61. CHAPTER FIFTY-SEVEN
  62. CHAPTER FIFTY-EIGHT
  63. CHAPTER FIFTY-NINE
  64. CHAPTER SIXTY
  65. CHAPTER SIXTY-ONE
  66. CHAPTER SIXTY-TWO
  67. CHAPTER SIXTY-THREE
  68. CHAPTER SIXTY-FOUR
  69. CHAPTER SIXTY-FIVE
  70. CHAPTER SIXTY-SIX
  71. CHAPTER SIXTY-SEVEN
  72. CHAPTER SIXTY-EIGHT
  73. CHAPTER SIXTY-NINE
  74. CHAPTER SEVENTY
  75. CHAPTER SEVENTY-ONE
  76. CHAPTER SEVENTY-TWO
  77. CHAPTER SEVENTY-THREE
  78. CHAPTER SEVENTY-FOUR
  79. CHAPTER SEVENTY-FIVE
  80. CHAPTER SEVENTY-SIX
  81. CHAPTER SEVENTY-SEVEN
  82. CHAPTER SEVENTY-EIGHT
  83. CHAPTER SEVENTY-NINE
  84. CHAPTER EIGHTY
  85. CHAPTER EIGHTY-ONE
  86. CHAPTER EIGHTY-TWO
  87. CHAPTER EIGHTY-THREE
  88. CHAPTER EIGHTY-FOUR
  89. CHAPTER EIGHTY-FIVE
  90. CHAPTER EIGHTY-SIX
  91. CHAPTER EIGHTY-SEVEN
  92. CHAPTER EIGHTY-EIGHT
  93. CHAPTER EIGHTY-NINE
  94. CHAPTER NINETY
  95. CHAPTER NINETY-ONE
  96. CHAPTER NINETY-TWO
  97. CHAPTER NINETY-THREE
  98. CHAPTER NINETY-FOUR
  99. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  100. GLOSSARY OF TERMS
  101. AUTHOR’S NOTE
  102. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  103. What’s next onyour reading list?

They’re both silent for a moment and Zodwa wonders what the woman is thinking. Her mind seems to be racing and yet her expression is guarded.

“So,” Zodwa prompts. “Can you check your files to see if there are any possible matches?”

“I don’t need to,” Mrs. Nkosi says. “I know all the children here and none of them fits the description.” She hands the photos back to Zodwa, but doesn’t meet her eyes when she says, “I’m sorry that I couldn’t be more helpful.”

CHAPTER FORTY-SEVEN

Delilah

3 April 1995

Drimolen, Muldersdrift, South Africa

We all sat clustered around in camping chairs, our encampment of tents and vehicles spread out behind us. The moon, a waxing crescent, resembled a closing parenthesis missing its mate.

It was the fourth dig I’d joined Riaan on but the first one that required us to sleep over for a few nights. We’d started off as a boisterous group of approximately two dozen scientists, students, and volunteers sitting around the fire, but the conversation got more muted as people started drifting off to bed. Only five of us remained and after I yawned for the third time, Riaan stood and held out his hand for me. I took it and stood, trying to ignore the frisson of nerves I felt at his touch.

It was a crisp, cold night and the farther we retreated from the fire, the chillier it got.

“I’ll wait here for you and then walk you to your tent,” Riaan said as we split up to go to the bathrooms.

He was waiting for me when I came out, his hands tucked into his pockets and his head tilted back looking at the stars. I stood still for a moment, just watching him and thinking how he’d retained so much of his boyish charm.

“I pitched our camp over there.”

When Riaan had first invited me, he’d made it clear that we’d be staying in separate tents, which had alleviated some of my anxiety. He’d arrived a few days before me along with some of the scientists, so everything was already set up, and I was grateful to have my bed ready and waiting for me.

I’d spent the day doing grunt work, and even that had required special training beforehand. My muscles were sore from spending the day crouched over buckets of sand, sifting through them to find bones or other artifacts, which had to be documented and bagged so that they could be sent for analysis. It was backbreaking but rewarding work.

“Don’t worry, the tents are built for winter conditions and the sleeping bags are made for subzero temperatures, so you shouldn’t be too cold,” Riaan said, leading me to a tent on our site. He unzipped the flap and stepped through, and I could hear him shuffling around on the groundsheet. “Aha,” he said as torchlight flooded the tent. “Here you go.”