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Chapters (103)
  1. Cover
  2. ALSO BY BIANCA MARAIS
  3. Dedication
  4. Map
  5. CHAPTER ONE
  6. CHAPTER TWO
  7. CHAPTER THREE
  8. CHAPTER FOUR
  9. CHAPTER FIVE
  10. CHAPTER SIX
  11. CHAPTER SEVEN
  12. CHAPTER EIGHT
  13. CHAPTER NINE
  14. CHAPTER TEN
  15. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  16. CHAPTER TWELVE
  17. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  18. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  19. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  20. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  21. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  22. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  23. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  24. CHAPTER TWENTY
  25. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  26. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  33. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  34. CHAPTER THIRTY
  35. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
  36. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
  37. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
  38. CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
  39. CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
  40. CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
  41. CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
  42. CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
  43. CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
  44. CHAPTER FORTY
  45. CHAPTER FORTY-ONE
  46. CHAPTER FORTY-TWO
  47. CHAPTER FORTY-THREE
  48. CHAPTER FORTY-FOUR
  49. CHAPTER FORTY-FIVE
  50. CHAPTER FORTY-SIX
  51. CHAPTER FORTY-SEVEN
  52. CHAPTER FORTY-EIGHT
  53. CHAPTER FORTY-NINE
  54. CHAPTER FIFTY
  55. CHAPTER FIFTY-ONE
  56. CHAPTER FIFTY-TWO
  57. CHAPTER FIFTY-THREE
  58. CHAPTER FIFTY-FOUR
  59. CHAPTER FIFTY-FIVE
  60. CHAPTER FIFTY-SIX
  61. CHAPTER FIFTY-SEVEN
  62. CHAPTER FIFTY-EIGHT
  63. CHAPTER FIFTY-NINE
  64. CHAPTER SIXTY
  65. CHAPTER SIXTY-ONE
  66. CHAPTER SIXTY-TWO
  67. CHAPTER SIXTY-THREE
  68. CHAPTER SIXTY-FOUR
  69. CHAPTER SIXTY-FIVE
  70. CHAPTER SIXTY-SIX
  71. CHAPTER SIXTY-SEVEN
  72. CHAPTER SIXTY-EIGHT
  73. CHAPTER SIXTY-NINE
  74. CHAPTER SEVENTY
  75. CHAPTER SEVENTY-ONE
  76. CHAPTER SEVENTY-TWO
  77. CHAPTER SEVENTY-THREE
  78. CHAPTER SEVENTY-FOUR
  79. CHAPTER SEVENTY-FIVE
  80. CHAPTER SEVENTY-SIX
  81. CHAPTER SEVENTY-SEVEN
  82. CHAPTER SEVENTY-EIGHT
  83. CHAPTER SEVENTY-NINE
  84. CHAPTER EIGHTY
  85. CHAPTER EIGHTY-ONE
  86. CHAPTER EIGHTY-TWO
  87. CHAPTER EIGHTY-THREE
  88. CHAPTER EIGHTY-FOUR
  89. CHAPTER EIGHTY-FIVE
  90. CHAPTER EIGHTY-SIX
  91. CHAPTER EIGHTY-SEVEN
  92. CHAPTER EIGHTY-EIGHT
  93. CHAPTER EIGHTY-NINE
  94. CHAPTER NINETY
  95. CHAPTER NINETY-ONE
  96. CHAPTER NINETY-TWO
  97. CHAPTER NINETY-THREE
  98. CHAPTER NINETY-FOUR
  99. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  100. GLOSSARY OF TERMS
  101. AUTHOR’S NOTE
  102. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  103. What’s next onyour reading list?

Later, we’re all sitting on the couch. Mandla is on my lap and I’m holding him with one hand while holding the girl’s bandaged hand with the other. Dee cleaned the bite up and even gave her a rabies shot, which she had in that emergency first-aid kit she travels with. She’s apologized over and over for leaving the droëwors on the table where Mandla could reach it until I finally have to shush her.

The girl looks uncomfortable to be sitting down next to me but she’s staring at my boy like he’s the most beautiful thing she’s ever seen.

“What did you say your name was again?” She’s told me twice but I’ve been so focused on Mandla that I can barely concentrate.

“Zodwa,” she says.

She’s a very pretty girl with beautiful, glowing skin. I wish I knew how she gets it like that because it doesn’t matter how much body lotion I rub onto Mandla, his skin always looks dry and gray. Her hair is tied back in two braids and the whites of her eyes glow in the gloom. She has a quiet but firm voice.

“Zodwa,” I repeat. “You saved Mandla’s life.”

“Mandla. That’s his name?”

“Yes, it means—”

“I know what it means,” she says. “I’m Zulu.”

All the time we’re speaking, she keeps her eyes fixed on Mandla and he seems equally taken with her because he keeps reaching out to her.

“How did you know to do that?” I ask her. “Are you a nurse or something?”

She shakes her head. “I looked after all the children in my grandmother’s village when I was little. I learned then what to do.”

“Thank God you did.”

“Did you come here looking for a job?” Dee asks. “Is that why you came?”

She stares at Dee blankly. It must be the shock.

“Did you hear we were looking for a maid?” I prompt. “Because if you want a job, you have it. You’re hired!”

Zodwa looks at Mandla for a second as though making a decision, and then she smiles. “Yes,” she says. “I was looking for a job.”

CHAPTER FIFTY-SEVEN

Zodwa

1 July 1995

Big Hope Informal Settlement, Magaliesburg, South Africa

This is madness,” Thembeka says as Zodwa packs her few possessions into the very kit bag Leleti used to ferry Mandla away. “You’re really going to do it? Work for them?”

Zodwa doesn’t reply. She just keeps folding her clothes and tucking them away in the bag.

“As a maid, Zodwa? What would your mother think?”

Zodwa knows exactly what her mother would think, but Leleti should have thought of that before she took Zodwa’s baby away and gave him to white people.

When Thembeka doesn’t get a response, she tries a different tack. “They have your child. Your son. Why didn’t you just take him and bring him home?”