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Chapters (109)
  1. Cover
  2. READERS ARE GIVING ALL FOR YOU FIVE STARS!
  3. Also by Louise Jensen
  4. About the Author
  5. Note to Readers
  6. Prologue
  7. Part One
  8. Chapter One
  9. Chapter Two
  10. Chapter Three
  11. Chapter Four
  12. Chapter Five
  13. Chapter Six
  14. Chapter Seven
  15. Chapter Eight
  16. Chapter Nine
  17. Chapter Ten
  18. Chapter Eleven
  19. Chapter Twelve
  20. Chapter Thirteen
  21. Chapter Fourteen
  22. Chapter Fifteen
  23. Chapter Sixteen
  24. Chapter Seventeen
  25. Chapter Eighteen
  26. Chapter Nineteen
  27. Chapter Twenty
  28. Chapter Twenty-One
  29. Chapter Twenty-Two
  30. Chapter Twenty-Three
  31. Chapter Twenty-Four
  32. Chapter Twenty-Five
  33. Chapter Twenty-Six
  34. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  35. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  36. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  37. Chapter Thirty
  38. Chapter Thirty-One
  39. Chapter Thirty-Two
  40. Chapter Thirty-Three
  41. Chapter Thirty-Four
  42. Chapter Thirty-Five
  43. Chapter Thirty-Six
  44. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  45. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  46. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  47. Chapter Forty
  48. Part Two
  49. Chapter Forty-One
  50. Chapter Forty-Two
  51. Chapter Forty-Three
  52. Chapter Forty-Four
  53. Chapter Forty-Five
  54. Chapter Forty-Six
  55. Chapter Forty-Seven
  56. Chapter Forty-Eight
  57. Chapter Forty-Nine
  58. Chapter Fifty
  59. Chapter Fifty-One
  60. Chapter Fifty-Two
  61. Chapter Fifty-Three
  62. Chapter Fifty-Four
  63. Chapter Fifty-Five
  64. Chapter Fifty-Six
  65. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  66. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  67. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  68. Chapter Sixty
  69. Chapter Sixty-One
  70. Chapter Sixty-Two
  71. Chapter Sixty-Three
  72. Chapter Sixty-Four
  73. Chapter Sixty-Five
  74. Chapter Sixty-Six
  75. Chapter Sixty-Seven
  76. Chapter Sixty-Eight
  77. Chapter Sixty-Nine
  78. Chapter Seventy
  79. Chapter Seventy-One
  80. Chapter Seventy-Two
  81. Chapter Seventy-Three
  82. Chapter Seventy-Four
  83. Chapter Seventy-Five
  84. Chapter Seventy-Six
  85. Chapter Seventy-Seven
  86. Chapter Seventy-Eight
  87. Chapter Seventy-Nine
  88. Chapter Eighty
  89. Chapter Eighty-One
  90. Chapter Eighty-Twos
  91. Chapter Eighty-Three
  92. Chapter Eighty-Four
  93. Chapter Eighty-Five
  94. Chapter Eighty-Six
  95. Chapter Eighty-Seven
  96. Chapter Eighty-Eight
  97. Chapter Eighty-Nine
  98. Chapter Ninety
  99. Chapter Ninety-One
  100. Part Three
  101. Chapter Ninety-Two
  102. Chapter Ninety-Three
  103. Chapter Ninety-Four
  104. The Following Letter Contains Spoilers
  105. Acknowledgements
  106. Book Club Questions
  107. Extract
  108. Chapter One
  109. About the Publisher

The day is endless. Minutes ticking past slowly and painfully. At 4 p.m., I phone Connor, he should be home from school but he doesn’t reply. I text and ask him to ring me.

By teatime, Mr Peters still hasn’t been on his rounds. Kieron is given a tray with a jacket potato heaped with grated cheese that hasn’t properly melted, with slices of overripe tomatoes, soft and squidgy, and pale-green iceberg that’s lost its crunch. He’s still eating when Aidan arrives.

‘Hey, buddy!’ Aidan high-fives Kieron. ‘You coming home today or what?’

‘I don’t know.’ Kieron looks questioningly at me.

‘I’m not sure.’ Impatience creeps into my voice. ‘Dr Peters hasn’t been round yet so it will likely be the morning now. Have you seen Connor today?’

‘Not since he left for school. He’ll be at home now.’

I usher Aidan away from the bed, out of Kieron’s earshot. I speak in a low voice. ‘Connor hasn’t answered my calls or replied to my texts.’

‘That’s not unusual,’ Aidan says.

‘I know but I can’t stop thinking about Tyler.’ Panic flutters in my throat. Where did he sleep last night? Where will he sleep tonight? ‘People don’t just… disappear?’

‘He might have run away?’ Aidan suggests. ‘He doesn’t get on with his mum’s boyfriend, Liam.’

‘No.’ I don’t believe that. ‘He wouldn’t miss school, he sees his exams as a way to escape. He’s set on becoming a teacher. It doesn’t make sense. It’s so worrying. I’m going to call Connor again.’

He still doesn’t reply. My chest is tight. ‘We need to make sure he’s okay. That he isn’t… that he hasn’t.’ It’s hard to breathe. Where is my son? Where is Tyler?

‘Calm down, Lucy. I can guarantee you Connor is okay.’

‘How?’ There’s a lack of concern in his tone that unnerves me. ‘How can you guarantee me that. You don’t know what’s happened to Tyler.’

‘I just know Connor, okay,’ Aidan says. ‘He’ll be in his room. His phone out of battery or on silent.’ His expression is unreadable. I have no idea whether he actually believes this or not, all I know is that I have a mother’s instinct something is wrong.

Something has happened to Connor.

Chapter Twenty-Seven

Connor

Connor sits on his gaming chair in his bedroom. He doesn’t pick up his Xbox controller. He doesn’t stream Spotify. He just… sits.

Time is irrelevant and he’s not sure how much has passed before his door bursts open and his dad whizzes in.

‘Connor! Your mother is worried sick about you. She’s been trying to reach you!’