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Chapters (109)
  1. Cover
  2. READERS ARE GIVING ALL FOR YOU FIVE STARS!
  3. Also by Louise Jensen
  4. About the Author
  5. Note to Readers
  6. Prologue
  7. Part One
  8. Chapter One
  9. Chapter Two
  10. Chapter Three
  11. Chapter Four
  12. Chapter Five
  13. Chapter Six
  14. Chapter Seven
  15. Chapter Eight
  16. Chapter Nine
  17. Chapter Ten
  18. Chapter Eleven
  19. Chapter Twelve
  20. Chapter Thirteen
  21. Chapter Fourteen
  22. Chapter Fifteen
  23. Chapter Sixteen
  24. Chapter Seventeen
  25. Chapter Eighteen
  26. Chapter Nineteen
  27. Chapter Twenty
  28. Chapter Twenty-One
  29. Chapter Twenty-Two
  30. Chapter Twenty-Three
  31. Chapter Twenty-Four
  32. Chapter Twenty-Five
  33. Chapter Twenty-Six
  34. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  35. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  36. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  37. Chapter Thirty
  38. Chapter Thirty-One
  39. Chapter Thirty-Two
  40. Chapter Thirty-Three
  41. Chapter Thirty-Four
  42. Chapter Thirty-Five
  43. Chapter Thirty-Six
  44. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  45. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  46. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  47. Chapter Forty
  48. Part Two
  49. Chapter Forty-One
  50. Chapter Forty-Two
  51. Chapter Forty-Three
  52. Chapter Forty-Four
  53. Chapter Forty-Five
  54. Chapter Forty-Six
  55. Chapter Forty-Seven
  56. Chapter Forty-Eight
  57. Chapter Forty-Nine
  58. Chapter Fifty
  59. Chapter Fifty-One
  60. Chapter Fifty-Two
  61. Chapter Fifty-Three
  62. Chapter Fifty-Four
  63. Chapter Fifty-Five
  64. Chapter Fifty-Six
  65. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  66. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  67. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  68. Chapter Sixty
  69. Chapter Sixty-One
  70. Chapter Sixty-Two
  71. Chapter Sixty-Three
  72. Chapter Sixty-Four
  73. Chapter Sixty-Five
  74. Chapter Sixty-Six
  75. Chapter Sixty-Seven
  76. Chapter Sixty-Eight
  77. Chapter Sixty-Nine
  78. Chapter Seventy
  79. Chapter Seventy-One
  80. Chapter Seventy-Two
  81. Chapter Seventy-Three
  82. Chapter Seventy-Four
  83. Chapter Seventy-Five
  84. Chapter Seventy-Six
  85. Chapter Seventy-Seven
  86. Chapter Seventy-Eight
  87. Chapter Seventy-Nine
  88. Chapter Eighty
  89. Chapter Eighty-One
  90. Chapter Eighty-Twos
  91. Chapter Eighty-Three
  92. Chapter Eighty-Four
  93. Chapter Eighty-Five
  94. Chapter Eighty-Six
  95. Chapter Eighty-Seven
  96. Chapter Eighty-Eight
  97. Chapter Eighty-Nine
  98. Chapter Ninety
  99. Chapter Ninety-One
  100. Part Three
  101. Chapter Ninety-Two
  102. Chapter Ninety-Three
  103. Chapter Ninety-Four
  104. The Following Letter Contains Spoilers
  105. Acknowledgements
  106. Book Club Questions
  107. Extract
  108. Chapter One
  109. About the Publisher

Panic grabs hold of me, twisting my stomach into a tight, hard ball. I fumble at the ties around Ryan’s wrists, snagging my nail. Blood trickles down my thumb but I don’t stop, working the knots free.

Hurry.

‘Ryan? Are you okay?’

The rope loosens.

Thank God.

Hurry.

Chapter Seventy-Five

Ryan

Once more Ryan hears her voice and the sound of it causes his teeth to press together painfully. His whole body rigid.

Before, when he’d heard her, she was just… normal. Now she is anything but.

Oh God. He should never have got in her car.

He should never have got into Lucy’s car.

Chapter Seventy-Six

Aidan

Aidan runs through the twisty corridors of the old hospital. The hospital Lucy had spent much of her career working in.

‘Lucy?’ he shouts. ‘Lucy?’

Chapter Seventy-Seven

Ryan

Ryan hears another voice again. As much as he wants to warn Aidan to run, to save himself, it’s impossible.

It’s too late for both of them.

Chapter Seventy-Eight

Lucy

Ryan stiffens when he hears Aidan call my name. He’s awake, this I know not only from his muscles, but from his laboured breath. From the sweat that trickles down his forehead, his hair damp against his scalp. I didn’t mean to scare him, really I didn’t. It crosses my mind that I should give him something to help him relax. Sleep. But I don’t.

I hadn’t meant to take him.

I’d gone to lie down after bringing Kieron home from hospital after his terrifying bout of sepsis and had fallen asleep. I’d woken up at 8.30. Both Connor and Kieron were asleep. Aidan was nowhere to be seen. I’d missed dinner, hadn’t wanted chips when everyone had eaten, but my stomach had growled and I’d slipped out of the house to pick up a ready meal from the garage.

Ryan wasn’t far from our house, saturated in the pelting rain.

‘Do you want a lift?’ I shouted from the window.

‘I was coming to see Kieron. Is it too late?’

‘It is a bit. He’s asleep, I’m afraid. I’ll drop you home.’

He got into the car, dripping wet and, I swear to God it was like the streak of lightning that lit up the sky. An epiphany, you might say. I knew exactly what I had to do.

I pretended the car had a flat tyre and when he got out I injected him with something to make him sleep – I still carry medical supplies in my car. He was heavy to move, but I got him back into the car and then outside here there was a trolley which made moving him a little easier. Once we were inside, I ordered what I needed from the black market. I’ve had a notification that it’s been delivered.

It’s almost time.

Aidan is nearly here.

And then we can begin.