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Chapters (109)
  1. Cover
  2. READERS ARE GIVING ALL FOR YOU FIVE STARS!
  3. Also by Louise Jensen
  4. About the Author
  5. Note to Readers
  6. Prologue
  7. Part One
  8. Chapter One
  9. Chapter Two
  10. Chapter Three
  11. Chapter Four
  12. Chapter Five
  13. Chapter Six
  14. Chapter Seven
  15. Chapter Eight
  16. Chapter Nine
  17. Chapter Ten
  18. Chapter Eleven
  19. Chapter Twelve
  20. Chapter Thirteen
  21. Chapter Fourteen
  22. Chapter Fifteen
  23. Chapter Sixteen
  24. Chapter Seventeen
  25. Chapter Eighteen
  26. Chapter Nineteen
  27. Chapter Twenty
  28. Chapter Twenty-One
  29. Chapter Twenty-Two
  30. Chapter Twenty-Three
  31. Chapter Twenty-Four
  32. Chapter Twenty-Five
  33. Chapter Twenty-Six
  34. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  35. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  36. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  37. Chapter Thirty
  38. Chapter Thirty-One
  39. Chapter Thirty-Two
  40. Chapter Thirty-Three
  41. Chapter Thirty-Four
  42. Chapter Thirty-Five
  43. Chapter Thirty-Six
  44. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  45. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  46. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  47. Chapter Forty
  48. Part Two
  49. Chapter Forty-One
  50. Chapter Forty-Two
  51. Chapter Forty-Three
  52. Chapter Forty-Four
  53. Chapter Forty-Five
  54. Chapter Forty-Six
  55. Chapter Forty-Seven
  56. Chapter Forty-Eight
  57. Chapter Forty-Nine
  58. Chapter Fifty
  59. Chapter Fifty-One
  60. Chapter Fifty-Two
  61. Chapter Fifty-Three
  62. Chapter Fifty-Four
  63. Chapter Fifty-Five
  64. Chapter Fifty-Six
  65. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  66. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  67. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  68. Chapter Sixty
  69. Chapter Sixty-One
  70. Chapter Sixty-Two
  71. Chapter Sixty-Three
  72. Chapter Sixty-Four
  73. Chapter Sixty-Five
  74. Chapter Sixty-Six
  75. Chapter Sixty-Seven
  76. Chapter Sixty-Eight
  77. Chapter Sixty-Nine
  78. Chapter Seventy
  79. Chapter Seventy-One
  80. Chapter Seventy-Two
  81. Chapter Seventy-Three
  82. Chapter Seventy-Four
  83. Chapter Seventy-Five
  84. Chapter Seventy-Six
  85. Chapter Seventy-Seven
  86. Chapter Seventy-Eight
  87. Chapter Seventy-Nine
  88. Chapter Eighty
  89. Chapter Eighty-One
  90. Chapter Eighty-Twos
  91. Chapter Eighty-Three
  92. Chapter Eighty-Four
  93. Chapter Eighty-Five
  94. Chapter Eighty-Six
  95. Chapter Eighty-Seven
  96. Chapter Eighty-Eight
  97. Chapter Eighty-Nine
  98. Chapter Ninety
  99. Chapter Ninety-One
  100. Part Three
  101. Chapter Ninety-Two
  102. Chapter Ninety-Three
  103. Chapter Ninety-Four
  104. The Following Letter Contains Spoilers
  105. Acknowledgements
  106. Book Club Questions
  107. Extract
  108. Chapter One
  109. About the Publisher

I can promise you. Someone is going to get hurt.

Aidan turns up the radio to drown out the whispering threats in his mind.

The Sixties station is playing Elvis. He remembers the song although he can’t instantly place the title, but he knows it’s from that film – The Trouble With Girls.

He turns into Byron Street. Ryan and Tyler are messing around, kicking a can and shoving each other. Aidan wonders what they are laughing about. He clenches his jaw, it wouldn’t be about him, would it? He thought he and Tyler had come to an understanding? Tyler slips off the kerb and Aidan has to swerve to avoid him. The boys laugh again and momentarily Aidan is angry the boys are so happy and carefree while Kieron is lying at home, isolated.

Tyler jumps back onto the pavement, but the boys carry on jostling each other, unaware of the dangers of doing so. Tyler hasn’t notice it’s Aidan driving, not like in the pub car park, where his eyes met Aidan’s through his smeared windscreen.

Someone is going to get hurt.

He accelerates and again twists the volume dial, identifying the song now: ‘Clean Up Your Own Backyard’.

Last night, he had arrived home and stripped off his clothes. Shoved them roughly into the washing machine. Watching them spin round and round before standing in the shower and scrubbing at his skin, but he had still felt dirty.

Still feels dirty.

He wants to clean up his own backyard but he doesn’t know where to start.

Someone is going to get hurt.

Chapter Eighteen

Connor

Connor stalks away from the graveyard, hands thrust into pockets.

‘Wait!’ a voice calls from behind him.

He spins around to face the woman who is jogging towards him, holding out his scarf.

‘Thanks.’ He takes it from her and winds it back around his neck. She looks vaguely familiar. He’s probably seen her here. You get to know the regulars: the middle-aged lady in the straw hat, with the fat Jack Russell. The pensioner who, rain or shine, is always smart in a suit. The man only a few years older than Connor who wears an orange high-vis and carries a flask in one hand and a bunch of pink roses in the other.

‘Cold this morning.’ She yanks on her zip although it’s already done up as far as it will go, the neck of her red jumper barely visible. ‘I need a scarf like yours. Is it warm?’

‘Yeah. Suppose.’ Connor is uncomfortable with small talk. ‘Anyway, gotta go.’ He heads off but she falls into step beside him.

‘I’ll walk with you. I’m going to the cashpoint,’ she says.

He tries to ignore her. He relishes these precious few moments when it’s just him and his thoughts.

‘I’ve seen you before? At the cemetery?’ she asks.

He shrugs, hoping she’ll go away.

She doesn’t.