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Chapters (109)
  1. Cover
  2. READERS ARE GIVING ALL FOR YOU FIVE STARS!
  3. Also by Louise Jensen
  4. About the Author
  5. Note to Readers
  6. Prologue
  7. Part One
  8. Chapter One
  9. Chapter Two
  10. Chapter Three
  11. Chapter Four
  12. Chapter Five
  13. Chapter Six
  14. Chapter Seven
  15. Chapter Eight
  16. Chapter Nine
  17. Chapter Ten
  18. Chapter Eleven
  19. Chapter Twelve
  20. Chapter Thirteen
  21. Chapter Fourteen
  22. Chapter Fifteen
  23. Chapter Sixteen
  24. Chapter Seventeen
  25. Chapter Eighteen
  26. Chapter Nineteen
  27. Chapter Twenty
  28. Chapter Twenty-One
  29. Chapter Twenty-Two
  30. Chapter Twenty-Three
  31. Chapter Twenty-Four
  32. Chapter Twenty-Five
  33. Chapter Twenty-Six
  34. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  35. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  36. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  37. Chapter Thirty
  38. Chapter Thirty-One
  39. Chapter Thirty-Two
  40. Chapter Thirty-Three
  41. Chapter Thirty-Four
  42. Chapter Thirty-Five
  43. Chapter Thirty-Six
  44. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  45. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  46. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  47. Chapter Forty
  48. Part Two
  49. Chapter Forty-One
  50. Chapter Forty-Two
  51. Chapter Forty-Three
  52. Chapter Forty-Four
  53. Chapter Forty-Five
  54. Chapter Forty-Six
  55. Chapter Forty-Seven
  56. Chapter Forty-Eight
  57. Chapter Forty-Nine
  58. Chapter Fifty
  59. Chapter Fifty-One
  60. Chapter Fifty-Two
  61. Chapter Fifty-Three
  62. Chapter Fifty-Four
  63. Chapter Fifty-Five
  64. Chapter Fifty-Six
  65. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  66. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  67. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  68. Chapter Sixty
  69. Chapter Sixty-One
  70. Chapter Sixty-Two
  71. Chapter Sixty-Three
  72. Chapter Sixty-Four
  73. Chapter Sixty-Five
  74. Chapter Sixty-Six
  75. Chapter Sixty-Seven
  76. Chapter Sixty-Eight
  77. Chapter Sixty-Nine
  78. Chapter Seventy
  79. Chapter Seventy-One
  80. Chapter Seventy-Two
  81. Chapter Seventy-Three
  82. Chapter Seventy-Four
  83. Chapter Seventy-Five
  84. Chapter Seventy-Six
  85. Chapter Seventy-Seven
  86. Chapter Seventy-Eight
  87. Chapter Seventy-Nine
  88. Chapter Eighty
  89. Chapter Eighty-One
  90. Chapter Eighty-Twos
  91. Chapter Eighty-Three
  92. Chapter Eighty-Four
  93. Chapter Eighty-Five
  94. Chapter Eighty-Six
  95. Chapter Eighty-Seven
  96. Chapter Eighty-Eight
  97. Chapter Eighty-Nine
  98. Chapter Ninety
  99. Chapter Ninety-One
  100. Part Three
  101. Chapter Ninety-Two
  102. Chapter Ninety-Three
  103. Chapter Ninety-Four
  104. The Following Letter Contains Spoilers
  105. Acknowledgements
  106. Book Club Questions
  107. Extract
  108. Chapter One
  109. About the Publisher

‘Either way we’d go to jail.’

‘I’ve thought about that, of course, but Aidan, I’d rather be locked up for the rest of my life knowing my boy is healthy than have my freedom but watch him die, wouldn’t you?’

Aidan looks his wife in the eye and gives her his answer.

Chapter Eighty-Eight

Ryan

Yes.

He can’t believe Aidan has said yes.

He can’t believe Aidan is his father.

He listens to the squeak of a trolley. Lucy softly singing ‘Hush little baby’ the way she had over and over in the car the night she’d taken him, and he’s never heard anything more chilling.

The chink of something metal.

Hot breath near his face.

‘Relax,’ Lucy says. ‘It’ll all be over soon.’

Chapter Eighty-Nine

Connor

Connor doesn’t get why the Find My Friends app has shown his dad at the old hospital, but according to his mobile he’s still here so Connor finds a way inside. The building is huge, but it’s also dusty and there is a clear line of footprints for Connor to follow. He winds through the corridors until he pushes open a double door and there they are. His parents.

‘Connor. What are you doing here?’ He hears the panic in his dad’s voice. He glances over to Mum, who doesn’t say anything. There’s an odd expression on her face, a sense of calmness he hasn’t seen in such a long time. ‘You need to leave.’ Dad is pacing towards him. ‘Now.’

‘What’s going on?’ Confused, Connor takes a step back, his eyes searching the room.

Then he sees Ryan.

‘You’ve found him!’ Excited, he runs over to his friend, skidding to a halt as he sees the way he’s blindfolded. Gagged. Vomit rises in his throat and he swallows it down. Why aren’t his parents helping? The walls closing in, the ceiling pushing down. Light-headed, he clings to the side of the trolley Ryan is lying on.

What is going on?

‘Is he…’ He can’t say the word. But he gently touches Ryan’s chest with one hand, reassured by the movement of his ribcage.

‘Mum?’ Tears pour from Connor’s eyes. ‘Mum, help him. You’re a doctor, for fuck’s sake. Dad?’ It is when he turns to face his father that he sees his brother on a second trolley.

‘Oh God. No.’ His knees buckle as he stumbles towards Kieron.

He runs towards him, half expecting his eyes and mouth to be sewn shut but they aren’t. Like Ryan, he looks as though he is asleep.

‘What the fuck!’ Terror is knocking his heart against his ribcage. He doesn’t understand this. Any of it. Why aren’t his parents moving? Speaking. Where are the police?’

He pulls out his phone.

‘No!’ his dad says sharply. ‘Don’t call anyone.’