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Chapters (109)
  1. Cover
  2. READERS ARE GIVING ALL FOR YOU FIVE STARS!
  3. Also by Louise Jensen
  4. About the Author
  5. Note to Readers
  6. Prologue
  7. Part One
  8. Chapter One
  9. Chapter Two
  10. Chapter Three
  11. Chapter Four
  12. Chapter Five
  13. Chapter Six
  14. Chapter Seven
  15. Chapter Eight
  16. Chapter Nine
  17. Chapter Ten
  18. Chapter Eleven
  19. Chapter Twelve
  20. Chapter Thirteen
  21. Chapter Fourteen
  22. Chapter Fifteen
  23. Chapter Sixteen
  24. Chapter Seventeen
  25. Chapter Eighteen
  26. Chapter Nineteen
  27. Chapter Twenty
  28. Chapter Twenty-One
  29. Chapter Twenty-Two
  30. Chapter Twenty-Three
  31. Chapter Twenty-Four
  32. Chapter Twenty-Five
  33. Chapter Twenty-Six
  34. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  35. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  36. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  37. Chapter Thirty
  38. Chapter Thirty-One
  39. Chapter Thirty-Two
  40. Chapter Thirty-Three
  41. Chapter Thirty-Four
  42. Chapter Thirty-Five
  43. Chapter Thirty-Six
  44. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  45. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  46. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  47. Chapter Forty
  48. Part Two
  49. Chapter Forty-One
  50. Chapter Forty-Two
  51. Chapter Forty-Three
  52. Chapter Forty-Four
  53. Chapter Forty-Five
  54. Chapter Forty-Six
  55. Chapter Forty-Seven
  56. Chapter Forty-Eight
  57. Chapter Forty-Nine
  58. Chapter Fifty
  59. Chapter Fifty-One
  60. Chapter Fifty-Two
  61. Chapter Fifty-Three
  62. Chapter Fifty-Four
  63. Chapter Fifty-Five
  64. Chapter Fifty-Six
  65. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  66. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  67. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  68. Chapter Sixty
  69. Chapter Sixty-One
  70. Chapter Sixty-Two
  71. Chapter Sixty-Three
  72. Chapter Sixty-Four
  73. Chapter Sixty-Five
  74. Chapter Sixty-Six
  75. Chapter Sixty-Seven
  76. Chapter Sixty-Eight
  77. Chapter Sixty-Nine
  78. Chapter Seventy
  79. Chapter Seventy-One
  80. Chapter Seventy-Two
  81. Chapter Seventy-Three
  82. Chapter Seventy-Four
  83. Chapter Seventy-Five
  84. Chapter Seventy-Six
  85. Chapter Seventy-Seven
  86. Chapter Seventy-Eight
  87. Chapter Seventy-Nine
  88. Chapter Eighty
  89. Chapter Eighty-One
  90. Chapter Eighty-Twos
  91. Chapter Eighty-Three
  92. Chapter Eighty-Four
  93. Chapter Eighty-Five
  94. Chapter Eighty-Six
  95. Chapter Eighty-Seven
  96. Chapter Eighty-Eight
  97. Chapter Eighty-Nine
  98. Chapter Ninety
  99. Chapter Ninety-One
  100. Part Three
  101. Chapter Ninety-Two
  102. Chapter Ninety-Three
  103. Chapter Ninety-Four
  104. The Following Letter Contains Spoilers
  105. Acknowledgements
  106. Book Club Questions
  107. Extract
  108. Chapter One
  109. About the Publisher

He makes a show out of pulling his ear buds from his pocket, lowering his head and engrossing himself in working the knots free that have formed in the cable, hoping she’ll take the hint.

‘You’re tangling the wire even more. Want me to try?’ She holds out her hand.

Connor hesitates. They’re only cheap but he doesn’t want to pass them over to a complete stranger.

‘You into that grime or whatever the in thing is right now?’ she asks.

‘Nah.’ He glances at his hands. She’s right – he’s been twisting the knots tighter. He hands them over. ‘I like Oasis. The Arctic Monkeys.’ Old-school vinyls that Fergus used to play whenever he was at Ryan’s. He’d taught him a lot about music.

‘Ooh, indie boy. I was a goth when I was young.’

‘The Cure and all that Sisters of Mercy shit?’

‘Nah, I was all The Smiths – depressed as fuck. I stomped around hating my mum for my crap body and my crap life and my crap everything. Until she wasn’t there anymore and I couldn’t blame her. That’s who I was visiting today. In the cemetery.’

Connor doesn’t answer. Partly because he is uncomfortable with a stranger divulging such personal information and partly because he is wondering how he’d feel if his mum wasn’t around anymore. Knowing he’d miss her. Would she miss him if it were the other way around or was she so fixated on Kieron she’d be glad she had one less responsibility?

They turn onto Deene Street.

Connor raises a hand at Ryan and Tyler.

‘These your mates?’

‘Yeah. This is Ryan. Tyler.’

‘The three wise monkeys, eh?’

‘What?’ Connor wasn’t sure if she’d just insulted them.

‘You know, hear no evil, speak no evil, see no evil. Between you, you’ve got it all covered.’

‘Right,’ Ryan monotones. ‘And you are?’

‘A friend of Connor’s here.’

Connor kicks at the kerb, embarrassed. He’s known her all of ten minutes and she’s old.

‘Here you go. All sorted.’ She drops his ear buds back into his hand.

‘Ta.’ He stuffs them back into his pocket.

‘You lot off to school?’

‘Yeah.’

‘Last year?’

‘Of sixth form.’ Connor pointedly checks his watch, hoping she’ll take the hint. ‘We’ve gotta—’

‘And you still have to wear a uniform – unlucky!’

Ryan raises his eyebrows at Connor in a let’s-get-out-of-here-way but she’s still talking.

‘I customized mine. Was really into sewing. I stitched those fabric badges you get with different band names on into the inside of my blazer, covered the lining. I was a rebel on the inside even if the teachers couldn’t see it on the outside. I knew they were there. Don’t suppose you boys sew. Learn loads of useless crap at school but not the basics.’