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Chapters (172)
  1. Dedication
  2. PART ONE
  3. Saturday, 7 March 2020
  4. Matt
  5. 2
  6. 3
  7. Matt
  8. Annabelle
  9. 2
  10. Matt
  11. Annabelle
  12. Annabelle
  13. PART TWO
  14. Late July 2004
  15. September 2004, Birmingham University
  16. 2
  17. 3
  18. 4
  19. 5
  20. 6
  21. 7
  22. Saturday, 7 March 2020, 8.30 p.m.
  23. 2
  24. Annabelle
  25. 2
  26. Birmingham, October 2004
  27. 2
  28. 3
  29. 4
  30. 5
  31. Saturday, 7 March 2020, 10.00 p.m.
  32. Annabelle
  33. Birmingham, November 2004
  34. 2
  35. 3
  36. 4
  37. 5
  38. 6
  39. 7
  40. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 4 a.m.
  41. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 6.03 a.m.
  42. 2
  43. Birmingham, December 2006
  44. 2
  45. 3
  46. 4
  47. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 6.15 a.m.
  48. Annabelle
  49. Grappenhall Library, 2009
  50. 2
  51. 3
  52. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 6.45 a.m.
  53. Matt
  54. 2
  55. Chester, 2011
  56. 2
  57. 3
  58. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 2 p.m.
  59. Annabelle
  60. Summer 2012
  61. 2
  62. 3
  63. 4
  64. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 4.55 p.m.
  65. 2
  66. Summer 2012
  67. Late Summer 2012: Wedding Day
  68. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.31 p.m.
  69. Annabelle
  70. 2013 Christening
  71. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.35 p.m.
  72. 2013: Christening Party
  73. 2
  74. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.41 p.m.
  75. Matt
  76. Annabelle
  77. 2014
  78. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.44 p.m.
  79. Annabelle
  80. PART THREE
  81. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.50 p.m.
  82. Annabelle
  83. Matt
  84. Annabelle
  85. Matt
  86. Annabelle
  87. Wynne
  88. Matt
  89. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 6.40 p.m.
  90. 2
  91. Annabelle
  92. Monday, 9 March 2020, 8 a.m.
  93. Matt
  94. Wynne
  95. Annabelle
  96. Wynne
  97. 2
  98. Matt
  99. 2
  100. Annabelle
  101. Matt
  102. Wynne
  103. 2
  104. Matt
  105. Wynne
  106. 2
  107. Annabelle
  108. 2
  109. Wynne
  110. Annabelle
  111. 2
  112. 1
  113. 2
  114. Matt
  115. Wynne
  116. 2
  117. Wynne
  118. Matt
  119. Annabelle
  120. Annabelle
  121. 2
  122. Tuesday, 10 March 2020, 7 a.m.
  123. 2
  124. Annabelle
  125. Annabelle
  126. 2
  127. Matt
  128. Tuesday, 10 March 2020, 6 p.m.
  129. Annabelle
  130. Finn
  131. Annabelle
  132. Finn
  133. Wynne
  134. 1
  135. 2
  136. Wynne
  137. Wednesday, 11 March 2020, 8 a.m.
  138. Finn
  139. 2
  140. Annabelle
  141. Wynne
  142. PC Gibb
  143. 2
  144. Wynne
  145. Annabelle
  146. Annabelle
  147. Wynne
  148. Matt
  149. Annabelle
  150. Annabelle
  151. 2
  152. Wynne
  153. 2
  154. Annabelle
  155. Annabelle
  156. Wynne
  157. Annabelle
  158. PC Jessie Chalmers
  159. 2
  160. 3
  161. 4
  162. Annabelle
  163. Wynne
  164. Matt
  165. Read on for a sneak peek of Alex Lake’s new novel, coming 2021 …
  166. Early Summer, 2020
  167. Chapter One
  168. Keep Reading …
  169. Acknowledgements
  170. About the Author
  171. Also by Alex Lake
  172. About the Publisher

‘Oh?’ Annabelle looked wary. She folded her arms. ‘What kind of news?’

He was not going to lie. What he had with Annabelle was already too precious. He didn’t want to start off with lies, apart from ones about liking opera. ‘She’s pregnant.’

She blinked, eyes wide. ‘That’s some news. You’re the father?’

He nodded. ‘Apparently.’

‘Didn’t you guys – you know. Use protection?’

‘Condoms. I guess they’re not foolproof.’

‘Did one break or something?’

‘No. I don’t think so. I don’t remember that happening.’

‘Then they’re pretty reliable.’

He shrugged. ‘Not reliable enough.’ He took her free hand in his. ‘I wanted to tell you,’ he said. ‘I don’t want anything hidden between us. I’m going to tell you the truth, always. So, in that vein – I really like you, Annabelle. I want you to know that, as well.’

‘I like you too. A lot.’

He felt a wave of relief. ‘That’s fantastic.’

‘But—’

But. That one word was like a knife slipped between his ribs.

‘But what?’ he said.

‘But I think you need to sort this out,’ Annabelle said. ‘It’s a big deal, for you and for Lindsey. You need to make sure you get this right, and I don’t want to distract you from that.’

‘You won’t,’ Matt said. ‘We can just take it slow. I’m not going to get back together with her, whatever happens. It doesn’t need to change things for us.’

‘You’re going to be a dad,’ Annabelle said. She had tears in her eyes.

‘Not necessarily,’ he said. ‘That might not happen.’

‘But while it might that changes everything for us.’ She took his hands in hers. They were warm and soft. ‘So go home and do what you need to do. And when the dust settles we’ll see where we are.’ She leaned forward and kissed him, then stood up, and walked away from their bench.

5

‘Hi, Matt.’ Lindsey’s mum, Sue, opened the door. ‘You’re back! How’s university?’

He had gone home first and Tessa had told him that Lindsey had not informed her parents about the pregnancy; she was worried they would force her to have an abortion, so she was planning to keep it a secret as long as she could.

‘It’s great.’

‘Lindsey said you’re enjoying it. She was hoping to visit more often but she mentioned you have a lot going on.’

‘Yeah,’ he said. It was clear that Lindsey had not told her parents they had broken up, either. ‘It’s pretty busy.’

‘Well, I’m glad you made it home. She’s been missing you. She’s upstairs.’

Lindsey was sitting on her bed, reading a magazine. When he came into the room she looked up at him with a sweet smile. There was no trace of the hatred she had expressed so forcefully that morning.