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Chapters (172)
  1. Dedication
  2. PART ONE
  3. Saturday, 7 March 2020
  4. Matt
  5. 2
  6. 3
  7. Matt
  8. Annabelle
  9. 2
  10. Matt
  11. Annabelle
  12. Annabelle
  13. PART TWO
  14. Late July 2004
  15. September 2004, Birmingham University
  16. 2
  17. 3
  18. 4
  19. 5
  20. 6
  21. 7
  22. Saturday, 7 March 2020, 8.30 p.m.
  23. 2
  24. Annabelle
  25. 2
  26. Birmingham, October 2004
  27. 2
  28. 3
  29. 4
  30. 5
  31. Saturday, 7 March 2020, 10.00 p.m.
  32. Annabelle
  33. Birmingham, November 2004
  34. 2
  35. 3
  36. 4
  37. 5
  38. 6
  39. 7
  40. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 4 a.m.
  41. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 6.03 a.m.
  42. 2
  43. Birmingham, December 2006
  44. 2
  45. 3
  46. 4
  47. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 6.15 a.m.
  48. Annabelle
  49. Grappenhall Library, 2009
  50. 2
  51. 3
  52. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 6.45 a.m.
  53. Matt
  54. 2
  55. Chester, 2011
  56. 2
  57. 3
  58. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 2 p.m.
  59. Annabelle
  60. Summer 2012
  61. 2
  62. 3
  63. 4
  64. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 4.55 p.m.
  65. 2
  66. Summer 2012
  67. Late Summer 2012: Wedding Day
  68. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.31 p.m.
  69. Annabelle
  70. 2013 Christening
  71. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.35 p.m.
  72. 2013: Christening Party
  73. 2
  74. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.41 p.m.
  75. Matt
  76. Annabelle
  77. 2014
  78. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.44 p.m.
  79. Annabelle
  80. PART THREE
  81. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.50 p.m.
  82. Annabelle
  83. Matt
  84. Annabelle
  85. Matt
  86. Annabelle
  87. Wynne
  88. Matt
  89. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 6.40 p.m.
  90. 2
  91. Annabelle
  92. Monday, 9 March 2020, 8 a.m.
  93. Matt
  94. Wynne
  95. Annabelle
  96. Wynne
  97. 2
  98. Matt
  99. 2
  100. Annabelle
  101. Matt
  102. Wynne
  103. 2
  104. Matt
  105. Wynne
  106. 2
  107. Annabelle
  108. 2
  109. Wynne
  110. Annabelle
  111. 2
  112. 1
  113. 2
  114. Matt
  115. Wynne
  116. 2
  117. Wynne
  118. Matt
  119. Annabelle
  120. Annabelle
  121. 2
  122. Tuesday, 10 March 2020, 7 a.m.
  123. 2
  124. Annabelle
  125. Annabelle
  126. 2
  127. Matt
  128. Tuesday, 10 March 2020, 6 p.m.
  129. Annabelle
  130. Finn
  131. Annabelle
  132. Finn
  133. Wynne
  134. 1
  135. 2
  136. Wynne
  137. Wednesday, 11 March 2020, 8 a.m.
  138. Finn
  139. 2
  140. Annabelle
  141. Wynne
  142. PC Gibb
  143. 2
  144. Wynne
  145. Annabelle
  146. Annabelle
  147. Wynne
  148. Matt
  149. Annabelle
  150. Annabelle
  151. 2
  152. Wynne
  153. 2
  154. Annabelle
  155. Annabelle
  156. Wynne
  157. Annabelle
  158. PC Jessie Chalmers
  159. 2
  160. 3
  161. 4
  162. Annabelle
  163. Wynne
  164. Matt
  165. Read on for a sneak peek of Alex Lake’s new novel, coming 2021 …
  166. Early Summer, 2020
  167. Chapter One
  168. Keep Reading …
  169. Acknowledgements
  170. About the Author
  171. Also by Alex Lake
  172. About the Publisher

And the title: how much clearer could it be?

There’s a knock on my office door.

‘I’ll call later,’ I said. ‘And good luck, Matt.’ I put the phone down. ‘Come in.’

The door opens. It’s Jenn. She joined a few months back, working in foreign rights.

She fucking annoyed me back then. She was nondescript. Brown, curly hair, a plain face. Nothing special about her at all.

And the bitch turned me down, a week after she started here. I was bored. I am often bored. I decided to use her to alleviate the mood, so I suggested a drink after work.

I have a boyfriend, she said.

Imagine: her turning me down.

It fucking pissed me off.

It’s only a drink, I said. To say welcome.

The damage was done, though. I had asked her out and she had said no. I was enraged. It was humiliating. She should have been grateful; instead I was feeling like a fool.

And who was she to make me feel like that?

I taught her a lesson, though, not that she knows it was me.

‘Hi, Jenn,’ I say. ‘Good weekend? Any news?’

Her face is narrow and her eyes sunken. She’s lost quite a bit of weight in the last three weeks. That’s what worry does to you.

‘No,’ she says.

‘Still no word from him?’

It feels so good to twist the knife. A knife I had put there, with great pleasure.

‘No.’ She shakes her head. ‘He’s disappeared.’

‘People don’t just disappear,’ I say. ‘Something must have happened.’

‘Or he got fed up of me. But he could have said something.’

‘Jenn,’ I say, ‘there’s no way he got fed up with you. You’re amazing.’

She gives the ghost of a smile. ‘Thanks. But I’m not sure that’s true.’

Lovely. A bit of insecurity, accentuated by the fear that he simply left her because she is worthless.

He didn’t, though. He is in the boot of his car, his neck snapped in two, in the corner of a scrapyard. Of course, I told him why he was going to die before I did it.

Because your stupid girlfriend didn’t give me what I want, I said. And I am a man who gets what he wants.

And I do. I always do.

Matt

Matt put the phone down.

‘Who was that?’ DI Wynne said. She and DS Dudek had arrived at his house a few minutes earlier.

‘Guy Sanderson,’ Matt said. ‘He’s Annie’s agent.’

Dudek made a note in his notebook. ‘Might he know if there’d been a problem with a fan?’

‘Maybe,’ Matt said. ‘But he would have mentioned it by now.’

‘You never know,’ Dudek said.

‘We’ll interview him,’ Wynne said. ‘Do you have his contact details?’

‘I’ll write them down. He lives in London. That’s where his office is.’