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Chapters (172)
  1. Dedication
  2. PART ONE
  3. Saturday, 7 March 2020
  4. Matt
  5. 2
  6. 3
  7. Matt
  8. Annabelle
  9. 2
  10. Matt
  11. Annabelle
  12. Annabelle
  13. PART TWO
  14. Late July 2004
  15. September 2004, Birmingham University
  16. 2
  17. 3
  18. 4
  19. 5
  20. 6
  21. 7
  22. Saturday, 7 March 2020, 8.30 p.m.
  23. 2
  24. Annabelle
  25. 2
  26. Birmingham, October 2004
  27. 2
  28. 3
  29. 4
  30. 5
  31. Saturday, 7 March 2020, 10.00 p.m.
  32. Annabelle
  33. Birmingham, November 2004
  34. 2
  35. 3
  36. 4
  37. 5
  38. 6
  39. 7
  40. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 4 a.m.
  41. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 6.03 a.m.
  42. 2
  43. Birmingham, December 2006
  44. 2
  45. 3
  46. 4
  47. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 6.15 a.m.
  48. Annabelle
  49. Grappenhall Library, 2009
  50. 2
  51. 3
  52. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 6.45 a.m.
  53. Matt
  54. 2
  55. Chester, 2011
  56. 2
  57. 3
  58. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 2 p.m.
  59. Annabelle
  60. Summer 2012
  61. 2
  62. 3
  63. 4
  64. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 4.55 p.m.
  65. 2
  66. Summer 2012
  67. Late Summer 2012: Wedding Day
  68. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.31 p.m.
  69. Annabelle
  70. 2013 Christening
  71. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.35 p.m.
  72. 2013: Christening Party
  73. 2
  74. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.41 p.m.
  75. Matt
  76. Annabelle
  77. 2014
  78. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.44 p.m.
  79. Annabelle
  80. PART THREE
  81. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.50 p.m.
  82. Annabelle
  83. Matt
  84. Annabelle
  85. Matt
  86. Annabelle
  87. Wynne
  88. Matt
  89. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 6.40 p.m.
  90. 2
  91. Annabelle
  92. Monday, 9 March 2020, 8 a.m.
  93. Matt
  94. Wynne
  95. Annabelle
  96. Wynne
  97. 2
  98. Matt
  99. 2
  100. Annabelle
  101. Matt
  102. Wynne
  103. 2
  104. Matt
  105. Wynne
  106. 2
  107. Annabelle
  108. 2
  109. Wynne
  110. Annabelle
  111. 2
  112. 1
  113. 2
  114. Matt
  115. Wynne
  116. 2
  117. Wynne
  118. Matt
  119. Annabelle
  120. Annabelle
  121. 2
  122. Tuesday, 10 March 2020, 7 a.m.
  123. 2
  124. Annabelle
  125. Annabelle
  126. 2
  127. Matt
  128. Tuesday, 10 March 2020, 6 p.m.
  129. Annabelle
  130. Finn
  131. Annabelle
  132. Finn
  133. Wynne
  134. 1
  135. 2
  136. Wynne
  137. Wednesday, 11 March 2020, 8 a.m.
  138. Finn
  139. 2
  140. Annabelle
  141. Wynne
  142. PC Gibb
  143. 2
  144. Wynne
  145. Annabelle
  146. Annabelle
  147. Wynne
  148. Matt
  149. Annabelle
  150. Annabelle
  151. 2
  152. Wynne
  153. 2
  154. Annabelle
  155. Annabelle
  156. Wynne
  157. Annabelle
  158. PC Jessie Chalmers
  159. 2
  160. 3
  161. 4
  162. Annabelle
  163. Wynne
  164. Matt
  165. Read on for a sneak peek of Alex Lake’s new novel, coming 2021 …
  166. Early Summer, 2020
  167. Chapter One
  168. Keep Reading …
  169. Acknowledgements
  170. About the Author
  171. Also by Alex Lake
  172. About the Publisher

She stared at him. It was a challenge and he knew she would keep on until he asked her to tell him.

‘Yes,’ he muttered. ‘What did I do?’

‘You humiliated me.’

‘I humiliated you? How?’

She put on a wheedling, sycophantic voice. ‘Oh, Carla, she’s not finished sixth form college yet. She still has a year to go.’ She shook her head. ‘You had to try and impress her, didn’t you? Telling her how worthless I am.’

‘But you are in sixth form college!’ he said. ‘What was I supposed to say?’

‘Nothing,’ she said. ‘You should have said nothing.’

‘How could I say nothing? She asked a question, and I gave an answer.’

‘You should have said nothing,’ Lindsey said. ‘It’s easy. You simply keep your mouth shut.’

‘Right. Well, next time I will.’

‘Don’t dismiss me,’ she said. ‘Don’t you dare dismiss me.’

‘Look,’ Matt said. ‘I know this is a difficult day for you—’

‘For me?’ she said, in something like a triumphant cry. ‘For me? What about you? Isn’t this a difficult day for you, too?’

‘Yes,’ he said. ‘Of course, but—’

‘That says it all. That absolutely says it all.’

There was a knock on the door.

‘Hey,’ Matt said, glad of the interruption. He would have been glad of an earthquake, or plague of frogs. Anything to put a stop to this. ‘Come in.’

The door opened. Two boys were standing outside his room. One was tall, with long, dark hair in a ponytail. The other was short and heavily built and had a shaved head.

‘All right,’ he said, in a cockney accent. ‘I’m Sammy.’

‘I’m Jason,’ the other said. He sounded like he was from Newcastle. ‘We’re your neighbours. I’m next door and Sammy’s down the hall.’

There was something thrilling about their accents: one from Newcastle, one from somewhere down south. It was exactly why he was here.

‘Matt.’ He beckoned them inside. ‘And this is Lindsey.’

‘Are you a student here?’ Sammy said.

‘She’s my girlfriend. She came for the day.’

Lindsey glared at them. Jason glanced at Sammy. ‘We’ll come back later,’ he said. ‘Nice to meet you, mate.’

The door closed behind them. They were alone again. Lindsey walked over to the window and looked outside.

‘I think we should go and find Mum and Dad,’ Matt said.

3

DEAR MATT

WELL, NOT MUCH HAS HAPPENED SINCE I LAST WROTE, HA, HA. I’LL ACTUALLY BE SENDING THAT LETTER IN THE SAME ENVELOPE AS THIS ONE COS I WROTE IT LAST NIGHT AND I’M WRITING THIS ONE THIS MORNING.