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Chapters (172)
  1. Dedication
  2. PART ONE
  3. Saturday, 7 March 2020
  4. Matt
  5. 2
  6. 3
  7. Matt
  8. Annabelle
  9. 2
  10. Matt
  11. Annabelle
  12. Annabelle
  13. PART TWO
  14. Late July 2004
  15. September 2004, Birmingham University
  16. 2
  17. 3
  18. 4
  19. 5
  20. 6
  21. 7
  22. Saturday, 7 March 2020, 8.30 p.m.
  23. 2
  24. Annabelle
  25. 2
  26. Birmingham, October 2004
  27. 2
  28. 3
  29. 4
  30. 5
  31. Saturday, 7 March 2020, 10.00 p.m.
  32. Annabelle
  33. Birmingham, November 2004
  34. 2
  35. 3
  36. 4
  37. 5
  38. 6
  39. 7
  40. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 4 a.m.
  41. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 6.03 a.m.
  42. 2
  43. Birmingham, December 2006
  44. 2
  45. 3
  46. 4
  47. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 6.15 a.m.
  48. Annabelle
  49. Grappenhall Library, 2009
  50. 2
  51. 3
  52. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 6.45 a.m.
  53. Matt
  54. 2
  55. Chester, 2011
  56. 2
  57. 3
  58. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 2 p.m.
  59. Annabelle
  60. Summer 2012
  61. 2
  62. 3
  63. 4
  64. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 4.55 p.m.
  65. 2
  66. Summer 2012
  67. Late Summer 2012: Wedding Day
  68. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.31 p.m.
  69. Annabelle
  70. 2013 Christening
  71. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.35 p.m.
  72. 2013: Christening Party
  73. 2
  74. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.41 p.m.
  75. Matt
  76. Annabelle
  77. 2014
  78. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.44 p.m.
  79. Annabelle
  80. PART THREE
  81. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.50 p.m.
  82. Annabelle
  83. Matt
  84. Annabelle
  85. Matt
  86. Annabelle
  87. Wynne
  88. Matt
  89. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 6.40 p.m.
  90. 2
  91. Annabelle
  92. Monday, 9 March 2020, 8 a.m.
  93. Matt
  94. Wynne
  95. Annabelle
  96. Wynne
  97. 2
  98. Matt
  99. 2
  100. Annabelle
  101. Matt
  102. Wynne
  103. 2
  104. Matt
  105. Wynne
  106. 2
  107. Annabelle
  108. 2
  109. Wynne
  110. Annabelle
  111. 2
  112. 1
  113. 2
  114. Matt
  115. Wynne
  116. 2
  117. Wynne
  118. Matt
  119. Annabelle
  120. Annabelle
  121. 2
  122. Tuesday, 10 March 2020, 7 a.m.
  123. 2
  124. Annabelle
  125. Annabelle
  126. 2
  127. Matt
  128. Tuesday, 10 March 2020, 6 p.m.
  129. Annabelle
  130. Finn
  131. Annabelle
  132. Finn
  133. Wynne
  134. 1
  135. 2
  136. Wynne
  137. Wednesday, 11 March 2020, 8 a.m.
  138. Finn
  139. 2
  140. Annabelle
  141. Wynne
  142. PC Gibb
  143. 2
  144. Wynne
  145. Annabelle
  146. Annabelle
  147. Wynne
  148. Matt
  149. Annabelle
  150. Annabelle
  151. 2
  152. Wynne
  153. 2
  154. Annabelle
  155. Annabelle
  156. Wynne
  157. Annabelle
  158. PC Jessie Chalmers
  159. 2
  160. 3
  161. 4
  162. Annabelle
  163. Wynne
  164. Matt
  165. Read on for a sneak peek of Alex Lake’s new novel, coming 2021 …
  166. Early Summer, 2020
  167. Chapter One
  168. Keep Reading …
  169. Acknowledgements
  170. About the Author
  171. Also by Alex Lake
  172. About the Publisher

He paused and she looked at him. He and Sammy had been very close in the years after they left university, but since the wedding – the stag party, actually – things had not been the same.

‘No,’ Matt said. ‘Let it go to voicemail. I’ll call him when this is all over.’

She put a hand on his knee and squeezed it.

‘Matt,’ she said. ‘I love you.’

He made a soft, strangled sound and she saw his lips quiver.

‘I love you too,’ he said.

‘You know, people talk about love at first sight and whether it’s possible, and I never say much, but I know it is. From the very first time we met I knew you were going to be special in my life. I didn’t know how special, but I knew you were different. Now, looking back, I know what that was. It was love.’

‘Annabelle,’ he said, his voice breaking. ‘You’re my life. I can’t imagine how I could carry on without you. I keep thinking about all the time we’ve been together. I can’t do it without you.’

She felt a sudden, shocking horror at the situation. She wanted to shrink to nothing, disappear. She wanted never to have existed.

‘I feel the same,’ she whispered. ‘You’ll be OK, I think. Make sure you tell the kids their mum loves them. Every day.’

‘I can’t think that way,’ he said. ‘We won’t lose you. We have the drones.’

‘I know,’ she said. ‘I know. But just in case. I want you to know that I love you and I trust you to bring up our children the right way.’

They approached a roundabout and a woman’s voice came from the phone.

Turn left at the next junction.

‘It’s down here,’ Matt said. ‘Another mile or so.’

She looked at the clock: 5.54.

Six minutes left with her husband.

Six minutes until her kids were safe.

They followed the road. It was lined with industrial units. After a few hundred yards it turned into a rutted track. It was unlit, and the car jolted as they hit potholes and rocks.

Somewhere above them, a drone tracked their progress. Half a mile or so behind them, Brenda and Rob watched the images it relayed to them. Mike and Tessa were parked beside them, waiting for the signal to come and get the kids.

Eventually the track turned left into a wooded area.

And there was the gate.

The woman’s voice came from the satnav. ‘You have reached your destination.’

They slowed to a stop. The clock on the dashboard showed 6 p.m.

Annabelle turned to Matt.

‘Bye,’ she said. ‘Goodbye, darling.’

Summer 2012

Sammy climbed on a chair in the middle of the room. He was holding a bottle of vodka in his right hand, and a cigarette in his left. His face was flushed, and he wobbled on the chair.