Back The Choice
Chapters (172)
  1. Dedication
  2. PART ONE
  3. Saturday, 7 March 2020
  4. Matt
  5. 2
  6. 3
  7. Matt
  8. Annabelle
  9. 2
  10. Matt
  11. Annabelle
  12. Annabelle
  13. PART TWO
  14. Late July 2004
  15. September 2004, Birmingham University
  16. 2
  17. 3
  18. 4
  19. 5
  20. 6
  21. 7
  22. Saturday, 7 March 2020, 8.30 p.m.
  23. 2
  24. Annabelle
  25. 2
  26. Birmingham, October 2004
  27. 2
  28. 3
  29. 4
  30. 5
  31. Saturday, 7 March 2020, 10.00 p.m.
  32. Annabelle
  33. Birmingham, November 2004
  34. 2
  35. 3
  36. 4
  37. 5
  38. 6
  39. 7
  40. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 4 a.m.
  41. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 6.03 a.m.
  42. 2
  43. Birmingham, December 2006
  44. 2
  45. 3
  46. 4
  47. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 6.15 a.m.
  48. Annabelle
  49. Grappenhall Library, 2009
  50. 2
  51. 3
  52. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 6.45 a.m.
  53. Matt
  54. 2
  55. Chester, 2011
  56. 2
  57. 3
  58. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 2 p.m.
  59. Annabelle
  60. Summer 2012
  61. 2
  62. 3
  63. 4
  64. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 4.55 p.m.
  65. 2
  66. Summer 2012
  67. Late Summer 2012: Wedding Day
  68. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.31 p.m.
  69. Annabelle
  70. 2013 Christening
  71. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.35 p.m.
  72. 2013: Christening Party
  73. 2
  74. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.41 p.m.
  75. Matt
  76. Annabelle
  77. 2014
  78. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.44 p.m.
  79. Annabelle
  80. PART THREE
  81. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.50 p.m.
  82. Annabelle
  83. Matt
  84. Annabelle
  85. Matt
  86. Annabelle
  87. Wynne
  88. Matt
  89. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 6.40 p.m.
  90. 2
  91. Annabelle
  92. Monday, 9 March 2020, 8 a.m.
  93. Matt
  94. Wynne
  95. Annabelle
  96. Wynne
  97. 2
  98. Matt
  99. 2
  100. Annabelle
  101. Matt
  102. Wynne
  103. 2
  104. Matt
  105. Wynne
  106. 2
  107. Annabelle
  108. 2
  109. Wynne
  110. Annabelle
  111. 2
  112. 1
  113. 2
  114. Matt
  115. Wynne
  116. 2
  117. Wynne
  118. Matt
  119. Annabelle
  120. Annabelle
  121. 2
  122. Tuesday, 10 March 2020, 7 a.m.
  123. 2
  124. Annabelle
  125. Annabelle
  126. 2
  127. Matt
  128. Tuesday, 10 March 2020, 6 p.m.
  129. Annabelle
  130. Finn
  131. Annabelle
  132. Finn
  133. Wynne
  134. 1
  135. 2
  136. Wynne
  137. Wednesday, 11 March 2020, 8 a.m.
  138. Finn
  139. 2
  140. Annabelle
  141. Wynne
  142. PC Gibb
  143. 2
  144. Wynne
  145. Annabelle
  146. Annabelle
  147. Wynne
  148. Matt
  149. Annabelle
  150. Annabelle
  151. 2
  152. Wynne
  153. 2
  154. Annabelle
  155. Annabelle
  156. Wynne
  157. Annabelle
  158. PC Jessie Chalmers
  159. 2
  160. 3
  161. 4
  162. Annabelle
  163. Wynne
  164. Matt
  165. Read on for a sneak peek of Alex Lake’s new novel, coming 2021 …
  166. Early Summer, 2020
  167. Chapter One
  168. Keep Reading …
  169. Acknowledgements
  170. About the Author
  171. Also by Alex Lake
  172. About the Publisher

‘Hi, stranger,’ she said. ‘Long time, no see.’

‘Right.’

She patted the bed. ‘Take a seat.’

He stayed standing. He looked at her stomach. There were no signs of her pregnancy.

‘So,’ he said. ‘You’re pregnant.’

‘We’re pregnant.’

He ignored her clarification. ‘Do you want to talk about it?’

‘Sit down,’ she said. ‘You’re making me feel uncomfortable.’

He looked around for a chair. There had been one at her desk, but it was gone. He wondered whether she had removed it so he had nowhere to sit, but caught himself. It was probably just downstairs.

He sat next to her on the bed.

‘So. We’re going to be parents.’

‘If you have the baby. There’s still time to change your mind. We haven’t talked about it yet.’

She laughed. ‘You can’t understand,’ she said. ‘But I have no choice. I have to have this baby. It’s my child. I can’t do anything to hurt it.’

‘I understand. But for the record, do I get any say?’

She shook her head. ‘But I know you’re a good man, Matt. I know you’ll want to do the right thing for our baby, whatever you think just now.’

‘I will. I’ll do the best I can. But—’

‘I knew you would.’ She smiled. ‘I knew I could count on you. I knew you’d be ready to give it a try.’

He frowned. ‘Give what a try?’

‘Us. The baby.’

He got to his feet. ‘Lindsey. I don’t want to sound mean, but it’s over. There’s no us.’

‘There is, and there always will be. We’ve created this child together. That’ll never go away, and all I want is what’s best for the child. Don’t you want the same?’

‘Of course, but—’

‘What “but” can there be?’ she said. ‘We have to put the baby first. If it doesn’t work out, that’s fine. But we owe it to our child to give it a try. And I think we can do it, Matt. And a second ago you said you’ll do the best you can.’

That was not what he meant. ‘Look,’ he said. ‘I’m not ready for this.’

‘Matt. This is your child. You have to face up to your responsibilities.’

‘I’m at university.’

‘That’s fine. You can come back on the weekends. The baby’s due in late May, so you’ll be nearly done with the year by then. And we can move there together for your second year.’

She was smiling at him, her hands folded over her stomach. He wanted to run from the room and never come back.

‘I don’t think that’s going to work,’ he said.

‘We can give it a try! It’s only a bit of weekend travel!’

‘Not that,’ he said. ‘Me and you. We broke up. It was over.’