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Chapters (172)
  1. Dedication
  2. PART ONE
  3. Saturday, 7 March 2020
  4. Matt
  5. 2
  6. 3
  7. Matt
  8. Annabelle
  9. 2
  10. Matt
  11. Annabelle
  12. Annabelle
  13. PART TWO
  14. Late July 2004
  15. September 2004, Birmingham University
  16. 2
  17. 3
  18. 4
  19. 5
  20. 6
  21. 7
  22. Saturday, 7 March 2020, 8.30 p.m.
  23. 2
  24. Annabelle
  25. 2
  26. Birmingham, October 2004
  27. 2
  28. 3
  29. 4
  30. 5
  31. Saturday, 7 March 2020, 10.00 p.m.
  32. Annabelle
  33. Birmingham, November 2004
  34. 2
  35. 3
  36. 4
  37. 5
  38. 6
  39. 7
  40. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 4 a.m.
  41. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 6.03 a.m.
  42. 2
  43. Birmingham, December 2006
  44. 2
  45. 3
  46. 4
  47. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 6.15 a.m.
  48. Annabelle
  49. Grappenhall Library, 2009
  50. 2
  51. 3
  52. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 6.45 a.m.
  53. Matt
  54. 2
  55. Chester, 2011
  56. 2
  57. 3
  58. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 2 p.m.
  59. Annabelle
  60. Summer 2012
  61. 2
  62. 3
  63. 4
  64. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 4.55 p.m.
  65. 2
  66. Summer 2012
  67. Late Summer 2012: Wedding Day
  68. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.31 p.m.
  69. Annabelle
  70. 2013 Christening
  71. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.35 p.m.
  72. 2013: Christening Party
  73. 2
  74. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.41 p.m.
  75. Matt
  76. Annabelle
  77. 2014
  78. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.44 p.m.
  79. Annabelle
  80. PART THREE
  81. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.50 p.m.
  82. Annabelle
  83. Matt
  84. Annabelle
  85. Matt
  86. Annabelle
  87. Wynne
  88. Matt
  89. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 6.40 p.m.
  90. 2
  91. Annabelle
  92. Monday, 9 March 2020, 8 a.m.
  93. Matt
  94. Wynne
  95. Annabelle
  96. Wynne
  97. 2
  98. Matt
  99. 2
  100. Annabelle
  101. Matt
  102. Wynne
  103. 2
  104. Matt
  105. Wynne
  106. 2
  107. Annabelle
  108. 2
  109. Wynne
  110. Annabelle
  111. 2
  112. 1
  113. 2
  114. Matt
  115. Wynne
  116. 2
  117. Wynne
  118. Matt
  119. Annabelle
  120. Annabelle
  121. 2
  122. Tuesday, 10 March 2020, 7 a.m.
  123. 2
  124. Annabelle
  125. Annabelle
  126. 2
  127. Matt
  128. Tuesday, 10 March 2020, 6 p.m.
  129. Annabelle
  130. Finn
  131. Annabelle
  132. Finn
  133. Wynne
  134. 1
  135. 2
  136. Wynne
  137. Wednesday, 11 March 2020, 8 a.m.
  138. Finn
  139. 2
  140. Annabelle
  141. Wynne
  142. PC Gibb
  143. 2
  144. Wynne
  145. Annabelle
  146. Annabelle
  147. Wynne
  148. Matt
  149. Annabelle
  150. Annabelle
  151. 2
  152. Wynne
  153. 2
  154. Annabelle
  155. Annabelle
  156. Wynne
  157. Annabelle
  158. PC Jessie Chalmers
  159. 2
  160. 3
  161. 4
  162. Annabelle
  163. Wynne
  164. Matt
  165. Read on for a sneak peek of Alex Lake’s new novel, coming 2021 …
  166. Early Summer, 2020
  167. Chapter One
  168. Keep Reading …
  169. Acknowledgements
  170. About the Author
  171. Also by Alex Lake
  172. About the Publisher

He repeated her words; they were so familiar – to have and to hold, in sickness and in health, for better or for worse – and yet, now they applied to her and Matt, so strange. She had heard them so many times they had lost their meaning, but as she heard him say them, the meaning became clear.

And then it was her turn. It went in a blur, and suddenly she was saying I do and realized she was smiling and Matt was smiling back at her, and then the vicar asked Guy, their best man, if he had the rings, and he stood up and handed them to her, and the vicar told her to hold out her hand, and Matt was saying With this ring I thee wed, and then she did the same.

‘I now declare you,’ the vicar said, ‘husband and wife.’ She leaned forward and placed a hand on each of their forearms. ‘Congratulations. You may kiss.’

They did, a sort of awkward halfway house between a peck on the lips and a full-on, passionate, open-mouthed kiss, then looked up to see everyone clapping and cheering.

Annabelle glanced at the doors. Still closed. Still no one there to sabotage her wedding.

And now it was too late.

Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.31 p.m.

Matt

Matt looked at his wife, the dressing gown pulled tight around her. ‘No,’ he said. ‘No.’

It was more a statement of disbelief than a rejection of what they had planned. Now they were here he could not believe this was actually happening. He had thought – somehow – it would be resolved before it came to this.

But now they were here, and it was real.

‘We have to,’ Annabelle said. ‘The kids.’

He squeezed his eyes shut, tears filling them, then reached out to her for one last time. They hugged, and he felt the warmth of her body beneath the dressing gown.

‘No,’ he said. ‘No.’

She pulled away. ‘I love you,’ she said.

‘I love you too.’ He opened the car door, stepped out and unlatched the gate. The rusty hinges creaked as it opened.

She put the car in gear and drove slowly past him. He pressed his hands to the glass, feeling the car slip away from him.

He watched as she drove along a track. When she was about a hundred yards away the brake lights went on and the car stopped.

A figure had stepped into the road. It was tall and wore dark jeans and a dark hoodie.

It raised a finger to its lips, then held out its left hand. It was holding something.

Matt squinted to see what it was.

It was holding handcuffs.

Annabelle

She drove slowly along the road. Once she glanced in the rear-view mirror to see Matt staring, his face blank, his hands slightly raised.

It was too painful, and she did not look again.