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Chapters (172)
  1. Dedication
  2. PART ONE
  3. Saturday, 7 March 2020
  4. Matt
  5. 2
  6. 3
  7. Matt
  8. Annabelle
  9. 2
  10. Matt
  11. Annabelle
  12. Annabelle
  13. PART TWO
  14. Late July 2004
  15. September 2004, Birmingham University
  16. 2
  17. 3
  18. 4
  19. 5
  20. 6
  21. 7
  22. Saturday, 7 March 2020, 8.30 p.m.
  23. 2
  24. Annabelle
  25. 2
  26. Birmingham, October 2004
  27. 2
  28. 3
  29. 4
  30. 5
  31. Saturday, 7 March 2020, 10.00 p.m.
  32. Annabelle
  33. Birmingham, November 2004
  34. 2
  35. 3
  36. 4
  37. 5
  38. 6
  39. 7
  40. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 4 a.m.
  41. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 6.03 a.m.
  42. 2
  43. Birmingham, December 2006
  44. 2
  45. 3
  46. 4
  47. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 6.15 a.m.
  48. Annabelle
  49. Grappenhall Library, 2009
  50. 2
  51. 3
  52. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 6.45 a.m.
  53. Matt
  54. 2
  55. Chester, 2011
  56. 2
  57. 3
  58. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 2 p.m.
  59. Annabelle
  60. Summer 2012
  61. 2
  62. 3
  63. 4
  64. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 4.55 p.m.
  65. 2
  66. Summer 2012
  67. Late Summer 2012: Wedding Day
  68. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.31 p.m.
  69. Annabelle
  70. 2013 Christening
  71. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.35 p.m.
  72. 2013: Christening Party
  73. 2
  74. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.41 p.m.
  75. Matt
  76. Annabelle
  77. 2014
  78. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.44 p.m.
  79. Annabelle
  80. PART THREE
  81. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.50 p.m.
  82. Annabelle
  83. Matt
  84. Annabelle
  85. Matt
  86. Annabelle
  87. Wynne
  88. Matt
  89. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 6.40 p.m.
  90. 2
  91. Annabelle
  92. Monday, 9 March 2020, 8 a.m.
  93. Matt
  94. Wynne
  95. Annabelle
  96. Wynne
  97. 2
  98. Matt
  99. 2
  100. Annabelle
  101. Matt
  102. Wynne
  103. 2
  104. Matt
  105. Wynne
  106. 2
  107. Annabelle
  108. 2
  109. Wynne
  110. Annabelle
  111. 2
  112. 1
  113. 2
  114. Matt
  115. Wynne
  116. 2
  117. Wynne
  118. Matt
  119. Annabelle
  120. Annabelle
  121. 2
  122. Tuesday, 10 March 2020, 7 a.m.
  123. 2
  124. Annabelle
  125. Annabelle
  126. 2
  127. Matt
  128. Tuesday, 10 March 2020, 6 p.m.
  129. Annabelle
  130. Finn
  131. Annabelle
  132. Finn
  133. Wynne
  134. 1
  135. 2
  136. Wynne
  137. Wednesday, 11 March 2020, 8 a.m.
  138. Finn
  139. 2
  140. Annabelle
  141. Wynne
  142. PC Gibb
  143. 2
  144. Wynne
  145. Annabelle
  146. Annabelle
  147. Wynne
  148. Matt
  149. Annabelle
  150. Annabelle
  151. 2
  152. Wynne
  153. 2
  154. Annabelle
  155. Annabelle
  156. Wynne
  157. Annabelle
  158. PC Jessie Chalmers
  159. 2
  160. 3
  161. 4
  162. Annabelle
  163. Wynne
  164. Matt
  165. Read on for a sneak peek of Alex Lake’s new novel, coming 2021 …
  166. Early Summer, 2020
  167. Chapter One
  168. Keep Reading …
  169. Acknowledgements
  170. About the Author
  171. Also by Alex Lake
  172. About the Publisher

‘Matt!’ Sammy said. ‘Glad you could make it. This is Annabelle,’ he said. ‘And this is Guy. Guy’s on my course. Fucking brainy. Knows everything. Shakespeare, Dickens, loads of poems. All that shit. He can quote it like it’s going out of fashion.’

So, not a professor then.

‘Hardly,’ Guy said, although he looked pleased. He already had thinning hair and Matt tried to place his accent; it was neutral and hard to pick. ‘Nice to meet you.’

The girl – Annabelle – raised her hand.

‘Nice to meet you both, too,’ Matt said. ‘I’m Matt.’

‘Hi,’ Annabelle said. She took a drag on her cigarette. ‘How’s it going?’

‘Good. You?’

She shrugged. ‘Good enough. Do you do English with these two?’

‘No. Law. I know Sammy from Chamberlain Hall.’ She stood up, and he realized she was almost as tall as him. She had large, green eyes. ‘Are you English too?’

‘Maths,’ she said.

‘Bloody hell,’ Sammy said. ‘At least someone’s doing a proper subject. Anyway, time for a pint. I’m buying.’

‘That’s good of you,’ Guy said.

‘Nah,’ Sammy said. ‘It’s Happy Hour. Two for the price of one! Your round, next.’

5

Matt stubbed his cigarette out in the ashtray. It was overflowing with ash and butts and he watched as the smoke curled up. He sipped his drink. It was a bottle of alcoholic tangerine-flavoured syrup. It was pretty foul but it was cheap, and strong.

The table was in a corner of the bar in the basement of the hall of residence. He sat on a couch that lined the wall and looked around. It was packed with students. Sammy and Jason were dancing on the tiny, sticky dance floor. They had contrasting dance styles; Jason shuffled from foot to foot, as though he thought he was the only person out there and everyone was watching him and he didn’t want to embarrass himself. Sammy too gave the impression he thought he was the only person out there and everyone was watching him, but for the opposite reason: he threw himself around like a man possessed by a particularly vindictive demon.

Sammy banged into Annabelle and she laughed, then pointed to the table and said something. She started to walk over.

Matt felt his pulse quicken. It was strange; any of the other girls could have been coming over and he would have been fine, but not Annabelle. With her, it was different. He’d felt it as soon as they met. The second he’d seen her at the bar he’d been drawn to her. He had no idea what it was about her versus anyone else, but he didn’t care.

It was real, and he’d felt it from her, too. But she had a boyfriend, so he was going to have to try and ignore those feelings.

‘Done dancing?’ he said, when she sat at the table.