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Chapters (172)
  1. Dedication
  2. PART ONE
  3. Saturday, 7 March 2020
  4. Matt
  5. 2
  6. 3
  7. Matt
  8. Annabelle
  9. 2
  10. Matt
  11. Annabelle
  12. Annabelle
  13. PART TWO
  14. Late July 2004
  15. September 2004, Birmingham University
  16. 2
  17. 3
  18. 4
  19. 5
  20. 6
  21. 7
  22. Saturday, 7 March 2020, 8.30 p.m.
  23. 2
  24. Annabelle
  25. 2
  26. Birmingham, October 2004
  27. 2
  28. 3
  29. 4
  30. 5
  31. Saturday, 7 March 2020, 10.00 p.m.
  32. Annabelle
  33. Birmingham, November 2004
  34. 2
  35. 3
  36. 4
  37. 5
  38. 6
  39. 7
  40. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 4 a.m.
  41. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 6.03 a.m.
  42. 2
  43. Birmingham, December 2006
  44. 2
  45. 3
  46. 4
  47. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 6.15 a.m.
  48. Annabelle
  49. Grappenhall Library, 2009
  50. 2
  51. 3
  52. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 6.45 a.m.
  53. Matt
  54. 2
  55. Chester, 2011
  56. 2
  57. 3
  58. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 2 p.m.
  59. Annabelle
  60. Summer 2012
  61. 2
  62. 3
  63. 4
  64. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 4.55 p.m.
  65. 2
  66. Summer 2012
  67. Late Summer 2012: Wedding Day
  68. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.31 p.m.
  69. Annabelle
  70. 2013 Christening
  71. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.35 p.m.
  72. 2013: Christening Party
  73. 2
  74. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.41 p.m.
  75. Matt
  76. Annabelle
  77. 2014
  78. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.44 p.m.
  79. Annabelle
  80. PART THREE
  81. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.50 p.m.
  82. Annabelle
  83. Matt
  84. Annabelle
  85. Matt
  86. Annabelle
  87. Wynne
  88. Matt
  89. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 6.40 p.m.
  90. 2
  91. Annabelle
  92. Monday, 9 March 2020, 8 a.m.
  93. Matt
  94. Wynne
  95. Annabelle
  96. Wynne
  97. 2
  98. Matt
  99. 2
  100. Annabelle
  101. Matt
  102. Wynne
  103. 2
  104. Matt
  105. Wynne
  106. 2
  107. Annabelle
  108. 2
  109. Wynne
  110. Annabelle
  111. 2
  112. 1
  113. 2
  114. Matt
  115. Wynne
  116. 2
  117. Wynne
  118. Matt
  119. Annabelle
  120. Annabelle
  121. 2
  122. Tuesday, 10 March 2020, 7 a.m.
  123. 2
  124. Annabelle
  125. Annabelle
  126. 2
  127. Matt
  128. Tuesday, 10 March 2020, 6 p.m.
  129. Annabelle
  130. Finn
  131. Annabelle
  132. Finn
  133. Wynne
  134. 1
  135. 2
  136. Wynne
  137. Wednesday, 11 March 2020, 8 a.m.
  138. Finn
  139. 2
  140. Annabelle
  141. Wynne
  142. PC Gibb
  143. 2
  144. Wynne
  145. Annabelle
  146. Annabelle
  147. Wynne
  148. Matt
  149. Annabelle
  150. Annabelle
  151. 2
  152. Wynne
  153. 2
  154. Annabelle
  155. Annabelle
  156. Wynne
  157. Annabelle
  158. PC Jessie Chalmers
  159. 2
  160. 3
  161. 4
  162. Annabelle
  163. Wynne
  164. Matt
  165. Read on for a sneak peek of Alex Lake’s new novel, coming 2021 …
  166. Early Summer, 2020
  167. Chapter One
  168. Keep Reading …
  169. Acknowledgements
  170. About the Author
  171. Also by Alex Lake
  172. About the Publisher

Once the exchange is done, Matt will leave with the children. Please indicate your acceptance of these terms immediately. The offer will expire in one hour.

Matt put his arms around her and pulled her towards him. She could not bring herself to respond. She felt hollow and broken.

‘Let’s go downstairs,’ Matt said. ‘Talk to Mike and Tessa. I think I heard someone moving around.’

2

Mike was sitting on the couch, a mug of coffee in his hands. Annabelle sat next to him. Matt stood by the window, looking out into the dark morning.

The door to the living room opened and Tessa walked in. ‘I couldn’t sleep,’ she said. ‘I heard you all down here.’

‘We got another message,’ Annabelle said.

‘What is it?’ Mike said. ‘What does it say?’

‘Take a look,’ Annabelle said. She was suddenly overwhelmed by a sensation of utter hopelessness. This was getting worse and worse. ‘Take a fucking look.’ She passed him the phone and folded her arms around herself. ‘Sixty minutes to decide what to do,’ she said, as much to herself as to others in the room. ‘Five of them gone already. What do I do? It’s impossible.’

She turned to Matt. She barely recognized him; his eyes were wide, his pupils dilated, his forehead creased. He looked as though he was suffering intense physical pain.

‘Matt,’ she said, ‘I don’t understand what’s happening. I have no idea what I should do. Tell me what to do.’

‘I don’t know,’ Matt said. ‘I’m sorry.’

‘There’s only one option, isn’t there?’ she said. ‘There’s only one thing I can do. It’s what any mother would do.’

‘No,’ Matt said. ‘No.’

‘But what choice is there?’ Annabelle said. ‘Our children are in danger. And if this is the only way to make them safe, I have to do it.’

‘There’s another way,’ Matt said. ‘There has to be.’

‘What?’ Annabelle said. ‘What way?’

Matt stared at her. He didn’t know what way, but he didn’t want to admit it. Saying it would make it real.

Tessa cleared her throat.

‘There could be a possibility,’ she said. ‘I don’t know if it will work, but we could consider it.’

‘What is it?’ Annabelle said.

‘It might be a long shot,’ Tessa replied. ‘But there’s someone I know who might be able to help.’

Birmingham, December 2006

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She lay next to him, her hips tight against his in the narrow single bed.

‘I have to go and pack,’ she said. ‘I can’t believe term is over.’

He rolled on his elbow and kissed her. ‘Don’t,’ he said. ‘Stay here. We can live in my room over Christmas, eating beans on toast.’

‘You have a toaster?’

‘Beans on bread, then.’

‘It’s an attractive offer,’ she said. ‘But I don’t think it’s going to work. Plus I’d miss my skiing trip.’