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Chapters (172)
  1. Dedication
  2. PART ONE
  3. Saturday, 7 March 2020
  4. Matt
  5. 2
  6. 3
  7. Matt
  8. Annabelle
  9. 2
  10. Matt
  11. Annabelle
  12. Annabelle
  13. PART TWO
  14. Late July 2004
  15. September 2004, Birmingham University
  16. 2
  17. 3
  18. 4
  19. 5
  20. 6
  21. 7
  22. Saturday, 7 March 2020, 8.30 p.m.
  23. 2
  24. Annabelle
  25. 2
  26. Birmingham, October 2004
  27. 2
  28. 3
  29. 4
  30. 5
  31. Saturday, 7 March 2020, 10.00 p.m.
  32. Annabelle
  33. Birmingham, November 2004
  34. 2
  35. 3
  36. 4
  37. 5
  38. 6
  39. 7
  40. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 4 a.m.
  41. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 6.03 a.m.
  42. 2
  43. Birmingham, December 2006
  44. 2
  45. 3
  46. 4
  47. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 6.15 a.m.
  48. Annabelle
  49. Grappenhall Library, 2009
  50. 2
  51. 3
  52. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 6.45 a.m.
  53. Matt
  54. 2
  55. Chester, 2011
  56. 2
  57. 3
  58. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 2 p.m.
  59. Annabelle
  60. Summer 2012
  61. 2
  62. 3
  63. 4
  64. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 4.55 p.m.
  65. 2
  66. Summer 2012
  67. Late Summer 2012: Wedding Day
  68. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.31 p.m.
  69. Annabelle
  70. 2013 Christening
  71. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.35 p.m.
  72. 2013: Christening Party
  73. 2
  74. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.41 p.m.
  75. Matt
  76. Annabelle
  77. 2014
  78. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.44 p.m.
  79. Annabelle
  80. PART THREE
  81. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.50 p.m.
  82. Annabelle
  83. Matt
  84. Annabelle
  85. Matt
  86. Annabelle
  87. Wynne
  88. Matt
  89. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 6.40 p.m.
  90. 2
  91. Annabelle
  92. Monday, 9 March 2020, 8 a.m.
  93. Matt
  94. Wynne
  95. Annabelle
  96. Wynne
  97. 2
  98. Matt
  99. 2
  100. Annabelle
  101. Matt
  102. Wynne
  103. 2
  104. Matt
  105. Wynne
  106. 2
  107. Annabelle
  108. 2
  109. Wynne
  110. Annabelle
  111. 2
  112. 1
  113. 2
  114. Matt
  115. Wynne
  116. 2
  117. Wynne
  118. Matt
  119. Annabelle
  120. Annabelle
  121. 2
  122. Tuesday, 10 March 2020, 7 a.m.
  123. 2
  124. Annabelle
  125. Annabelle
  126. 2
  127. Matt
  128. Tuesday, 10 March 2020, 6 p.m.
  129. Annabelle
  130. Finn
  131. Annabelle
  132. Finn
  133. Wynne
  134. 1
  135. 2
  136. Wynne
  137. Wednesday, 11 March 2020, 8 a.m.
  138. Finn
  139. 2
  140. Annabelle
  141. Wynne
  142. PC Gibb
  143. 2
  144. Wynne
  145. Annabelle
  146. Annabelle
  147. Wynne
  148. Matt
  149. Annabelle
  150. Annabelle
  151. 2
  152. Wynne
  153. 2
  154. Annabelle
  155. Annabelle
  156. Wynne
  157. Annabelle
  158. PC Jessie Chalmers
  159. 2
  160. 3
  161. 4
  162. Annabelle
  163. Wynne
  164. Matt
  165. Read on for a sneak peek of Alex Lake’s new novel, coming 2021 …
  166. Early Summer, 2020
  167. Chapter One
  168. Keep Reading …
  169. Acknowledgements
  170. About the Author
  171. Also by Alex Lake
  172. About the Publisher

He had no idea what was going on, why the widows were merry, or how they made the noises that came out of their mouths, but he could tell that the opera was spectacular.

And he felt – in a way he never had before – grown up. He was wearing a shirt and tie. They had sherry at the bar. And Annabelle looked unbelievable. She was in a knee-length black dress and in his mind they were Brad and Jen or Frank and Ava or some other famous couple.

At the interval they sat at a small marble-topped table in the corner of the bar and had another glass of sherry.

‘You like it?’ he said.

‘I love it.’ She smiled at him and he thought Oh God, a smile for me. For me. We’re together. We’re actually together. ‘What do you think?’

‘I don’t really know what’s going on,’ he said. ‘But it’s still totally captivating. It’s weird – if you put an opera CD on for an hour I’d be totally bored, but watching it – it felt like it was ten minutes.’

‘I know. Captivating’s the right word.’ She sipped her sherry. ‘And so stylized. They have to act, but while singing. It’s amazing.’

The bell rang to signal it was time to return to their seats. As they headed for the double door that led to the concourse, he put his arm around her waist. He felt the heat of her body through her dress, and then, in a moment he would never forget, she put her arm around him.

And it was obvious they fitted.

It was, to that point, the best thing that had ever happened to him.

4

When he woke, the first thing he thought was When can I see her?

After the opera they had gone to the lake where she had kissed him. There was a bench; it was damp and he had brushed it down, then put his jacket on the wooden surface.

Don’t be soft, she said. You’ll ruin it.

You’ll ruin your dress.

It cost me ten pounds in the River Island sale, she said. Your jacket is much more valuable. It’s quite cool, actually.

It’s my dad’s. He had it in his wardrobe. It’s pretty old.

They call that vintage. Your dad had good taste.

They sat and talked for a while. Her mum had died when she was eleven and she and her brother had been raised by their dad, a physics teacher. He was an opera fan – along with hiking, model-making, jazz and woodwork – and had taught her a bunch about opera, along with how to make furniture, how to navigate in the thick fog of the Howgill Fells and how to bivouac overnight if you got lost, but, most importantly, he’d taught her to trust in her own abilities and skills and follow her dreams.