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Chapters (172)
  1. Dedication
  2. PART ONE
  3. Saturday, 7 March 2020
  4. Matt
  5. 2
  6. 3
  7. Matt
  8. Annabelle
  9. 2
  10. Matt
  11. Annabelle
  12. Annabelle
  13. PART TWO
  14. Late July 2004
  15. September 2004, Birmingham University
  16. 2
  17. 3
  18. 4
  19. 5
  20. 6
  21. 7
  22. Saturday, 7 March 2020, 8.30 p.m.
  23. 2
  24. Annabelle
  25. 2
  26. Birmingham, October 2004
  27. 2
  28. 3
  29. 4
  30. 5
  31. Saturday, 7 March 2020, 10.00 p.m.
  32. Annabelle
  33. Birmingham, November 2004
  34. 2
  35. 3
  36. 4
  37. 5
  38. 6
  39. 7
  40. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 4 a.m.
  41. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 6.03 a.m.
  42. 2
  43. Birmingham, December 2006
  44. 2
  45. 3
  46. 4
  47. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 6.15 a.m.
  48. Annabelle
  49. Grappenhall Library, 2009
  50. 2
  51. 3
  52. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 6.45 a.m.
  53. Matt
  54. 2
  55. Chester, 2011
  56. 2
  57. 3
  58. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 2 p.m.
  59. Annabelle
  60. Summer 2012
  61. 2
  62. 3
  63. 4
  64. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 4.55 p.m.
  65. 2
  66. Summer 2012
  67. Late Summer 2012: Wedding Day
  68. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.31 p.m.
  69. Annabelle
  70. 2013 Christening
  71. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.35 p.m.
  72. 2013: Christening Party
  73. 2
  74. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.41 p.m.
  75. Matt
  76. Annabelle
  77. 2014
  78. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.44 p.m.
  79. Annabelle
  80. PART THREE
  81. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.50 p.m.
  82. Annabelle
  83. Matt
  84. Annabelle
  85. Matt
  86. Annabelle
  87. Wynne
  88. Matt
  89. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 6.40 p.m.
  90. 2
  91. Annabelle
  92. Monday, 9 March 2020, 8 a.m.
  93. Matt
  94. Wynne
  95. Annabelle
  96. Wynne
  97. 2
  98. Matt
  99. 2
  100. Annabelle
  101. Matt
  102. Wynne
  103. 2
  104. Matt
  105. Wynne
  106. 2
  107. Annabelle
  108. 2
  109. Wynne
  110. Annabelle
  111. 2
  112. 1
  113. 2
  114. Matt
  115. Wynne
  116. 2
  117. Wynne
  118. Matt
  119. Annabelle
  120. Annabelle
  121. 2
  122. Tuesday, 10 March 2020, 7 a.m.
  123. 2
  124. Annabelle
  125. Annabelle
  126. 2
  127. Matt
  128. Tuesday, 10 March 2020, 6 p.m.
  129. Annabelle
  130. Finn
  131. Annabelle
  132. Finn
  133. Wynne
  134. 1
  135. 2
  136. Wynne
  137. Wednesday, 11 March 2020, 8 a.m.
  138. Finn
  139. 2
  140. Annabelle
  141. Wynne
  142. PC Gibb
  143. 2
  144. Wynne
  145. Annabelle
  146. Annabelle
  147. Wynne
  148. Matt
  149. Annabelle
  150. Annabelle
  151. 2
  152. Wynne
  153. 2
  154. Annabelle
  155. Annabelle
  156. Wynne
  157. Annabelle
  158. PC Jessie Chalmers
  159. 2
  160. 3
  161. 4
  162. Annabelle
  163. Wynne
  164. Matt
  165. Read on for a sneak peek of Alex Lake’s new novel, coming 2021 …
  166. Early Summer, 2020
  167. Chapter One
  168. Keep Reading …
  169. Acknowledgements
  170. About the Author
  171. Also by Alex Lake
  172. About the Publisher

‘He was going to push me off,’ Annabelle said. ‘And then leave a note saying it was a joint suicide. He was not going to kill himself, though. So when he came close to me, I attacked him. I bit his cheek and hit him and did whatever I could. I had no choice.’

‘Self-defence,’ Dudek said. ‘That’s fine.’

‘And then he grabbed my ankle and started to drag me off the cliff edge. He was going to take us both over’ – her voice faltered, but she collected herself – ‘so I was kicking him, but it made no difference. I was trying to grab onto something, but my hands were cuffed, and then I felt the rock I’d hit him with. I picked it up and leaned down and smashed it onto his hands. I did it again, and again, so hard that I broke something in my ankle. I think I also broke his hands, because he let go.’

She looked away, tears in her eyes.

‘I scrambled away from him, and when I looked back, he was gone. I didn’t know if he’d fallen or if I’d kicked him over or if he’d escaped.’

‘He didn’t escape,’ Dudek said. ‘I can tell you that.’

‘I didn’t push him over,’ Annabelle said. ‘I was just trying to get him off me.’

Wynne folded her arms. ‘I think’ – she said – ‘that in the interest of simplicity we can say he fell. You can leave it with us, Mrs Westbrook.’

There was a knock on the door, and an officer put her head around it.

‘Hi,’ she said. ‘They’re here.’

Matt

He had thought – really, totally, genuinely believed – that he would never see her again. He had pictured his life without her. Him, Norman, Keith and Molly struggling to find a way to live without her.

He could hardly believe she was back.

They walked along a corridor behind an officer – Farida, she’d said her name was – until they reached a door. Farida opened it, and said something, then turned to them.

‘You can go in,’ she said.

And there she was. He couldn’t believe it was her. She was pale, with a big bruise on her forehead, and dark circles under her eyes, but she was smiling, and it was Annabelle, it was actually her, alive and in the flesh.

He had never loved anyone more than he did her, at that moment.

Norman, Keith and Molly froze for a second, and then they ran, arms outstretched across the room. Annabelle sank to her knees and they collapsed into her arms, kissing and hugging her and burying their faces in her neck and chest, as though they were trying to get as close to her as possible.

That’s what he wanted to do, and then never let go.

She looked up at him, tears running down her face.

‘Matt,’ she said. ‘It’s actually you.’