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Chapters (172)
  1. Dedication
  2. PART ONE
  3. Saturday, 7 March 2020
  4. Matt
  5. 2
  6. 3
  7. Matt
  8. Annabelle
  9. 2
  10. Matt
  11. Annabelle
  12. Annabelle
  13. PART TWO
  14. Late July 2004
  15. September 2004, Birmingham University
  16. 2
  17. 3
  18. 4
  19. 5
  20. 6
  21. 7
  22. Saturday, 7 March 2020, 8.30 p.m.
  23. 2
  24. Annabelle
  25. 2
  26. Birmingham, October 2004
  27. 2
  28. 3
  29. 4
  30. 5
  31. Saturday, 7 March 2020, 10.00 p.m.
  32. Annabelle
  33. Birmingham, November 2004
  34. 2
  35. 3
  36. 4
  37. 5
  38. 6
  39. 7
  40. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 4 a.m.
  41. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 6.03 a.m.
  42. 2
  43. Birmingham, December 2006
  44. 2
  45. 3
  46. 4
  47. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 6.15 a.m.
  48. Annabelle
  49. Grappenhall Library, 2009
  50. 2
  51. 3
  52. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 6.45 a.m.
  53. Matt
  54. 2
  55. Chester, 2011
  56. 2
  57. 3
  58. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 2 p.m.
  59. Annabelle
  60. Summer 2012
  61. 2
  62. 3
  63. 4
  64. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 4.55 p.m.
  65. 2
  66. Summer 2012
  67. Late Summer 2012: Wedding Day
  68. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.31 p.m.
  69. Annabelle
  70. 2013 Christening
  71. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.35 p.m.
  72. 2013: Christening Party
  73. 2
  74. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.41 p.m.
  75. Matt
  76. Annabelle
  77. 2014
  78. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.44 p.m.
  79. Annabelle
  80. PART THREE
  81. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.50 p.m.
  82. Annabelle
  83. Matt
  84. Annabelle
  85. Matt
  86. Annabelle
  87. Wynne
  88. Matt
  89. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 6.40 p.m.
  90. 2
  91. Annabelle
  92. Monday, 9 March 2020, 8 a.m.
  93. Matt
  94. Wynne
  95. Annabelle
  96. Wynne
  97. 2
  98. Matt
  99. 2
  100. Annabelle
  101. Matt
  102. Wynne
  103. 2
  104. Matt
  105. Wynne
  106. 2
  107. Annabelle
  108. 2
  109. Wynne
  110. Annabelle
  111. 2
  112. 1
  113. 2
  114. Matt
  115. Wynne
  116. 2
  117. Wynne
  118. Matt
  119. Annabelle
  120. Annabelle
  121. 2
  122. Tuesday, 10 March 2020, 7 a.m.
  123. 2
  124. Annabelle
  125. Annabelle
  126. 2
  127. Matt
  128. Tuesday, 10 March 2020, 6 p.m.
  129. Annabelle
  130. Finn
  131. Annabelle
  132. Finn
  133. Wynne
  134. 1
  135. 2
  136. Wynne
  137. Wednesday, 11 March 2020, 8 a.m.
  138. Finn
  139. 2
  140. Annabelle
  141. Wynne
  142. PC Gibb
  143. 2
  144. Wynne
  145. Annabelle
  146. Annabelle
  147. Wynne
  148. Matt
  149. Annabelle
  150. Annabelle
  151. 2
  152. Wynne
  153. 2
  154. Annabelle
  155. Annabelle
  156. Wynne
  157. Annabelle
  158. PC Jessie Chalmers
  159. 2
  160. 3
  161. 4
  162. Annabelle
  163. Wynne
  164. Matt
  165. Read on for a sneak peek of Alex Lake’s new novel, coming 2021 …
  166. Early Summer, 2020
  167. Chapter One
  168. Keep Reading …
  169. Acknowledgements
  170. About the Author
  171. Also by Alex Lake
  172. About the Publisher

‘You think it was a fan?’ Matt Westbrook said.

‘If it was someone you know, that would be easy to find out. Whoever it was would have to have been missing from their day-to-day lives for the last forty-eight hours, and that would stand out. So I think it is very possible it is a fan. Or someone outside your circle of friends. But I know that doesn’t help.’

Matt flinched. ‘It could be anyone,’ he said.

‘Yes, but we have the details of the van,’ she said. ‘That’s the main thing at the moment. Do you happen to know of any fans she has interacted with? Does she have Twitter, Facebook? A website?’

‘All of them, I think.’

‘Do you have her password?’ Dudek said.

‘They should be on her phone,’ Matt said. ‘I’ll unlock it. You can take it, if it helps.’

‘Thanks,’ Dudek said.

‘Did she ever mention a fan who tried to get too close?’ Wynne said.

Matt looked up as he thought. ‘Not really. Not recently, anyway.’

‘Not recently?’ Dudek said. ‘There was someone in the past?’

‘Kind of. I mean, it was hardly anything, but there was a guy who came to a couple of her readings. He said he was a poet and gave her his books in exchange for hers. I think he had no money. He was a bit – I don’t know what the word is these days – but a bit off.’

‘Off in what way?’ Wynne said.

‘Very intense. He wanted her to write specific messages in the books. He came to at least two readings.’

‘Do you know his name?’ Wynne said.

‘No,’ Matt replied. ‘But I can find out. I think she kept the books of poems he gave to her.’

Matt

Matt opened the door to Annabelle’s office. It was, in theory, a shared office, but he rarely used it for anything other than a quiet moment reading the news.

The chair, an old leather office chair on wheels, was pushed back from the desk. She must have left it there. When was that? Was she working at the desk a couple of days ago, in the moments before all this happened?

He sat down and pulled the chair up to the desk. Her laptop was open, the screen dark, on the surface; there was an empty mug next to it. The tab of a green teabag hung over the side. On the left of the desk there was a manuscript, covered in edits and notes. Behind that was a photo of the five of them around a sunny pub table. He remembered it well; they had been walking in the Lake District and stopped for lunch.

He was overwhelmed by a sense of her presence. This room was hers; she had occupied it and shaped it. She was part of it. It was unthinkable that it could exist without her.