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Chapters (172)
  1. Dedication
  2. PART ONE
  3. Saturday, 7 March 2020
  4. Matt
  5. 2
  6. 3
  7. Matt
  8. Annabelle
  9. 2
  10. Matt
  11. Annabelle
  12. Annabelle
  13. PART TWO
  14. Late July 2004
  15. September 2004, Birmingham University
  16. 2
  17. 3
  18. 4
  19. 5
  20. 6
  21. 7
  22. Saturday, 7 March 2020, 8.30 p.m.
  23. 2
  24. Annabelle
  25. 2
  26. Birmingham, October 2004
  27. 2
  28. 3
  29. 4
  30. 5
  31. Saturday, 7 March 2020, 10.00 p.m.
  32. Annabelle
  33. Birmingham, November 2004
  34. 2
  35. 3
  36. 4
  37. 5
  38. 6
  39. 7
  40. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 4 a.m.
  41. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 6.03 a.m.
  42. 2
  43. Birmingham, December 2006
  44. 2
  45. 3
  46. 4
  47. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 6.15 a.m.
  48. Annabelle
  49. Grappenhall Library, 2009
  50. 2
  51. 3
  52. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 6.45 a.m.
  53. Matt
  54. 2
  55. Chester, 2011
  56. 2
  57. 3
  58. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 2 p.m.
  59. Annabelle
  60. Summer 2012
  61. 2
  62. 3
  63. 4
  64. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 4.55 p.m.
  65. 2
  66. Summer 2012
  67. Late Summer 2012: Wedding Day
  68. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.31 p.m.
  69. Annabelle
  70. 2013 Christening
  71. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.35 p.m.
  72. 2013: Christening Party
  73. 2
  74. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.41 p.m.
  75. Matt
  76. Annabelle
  77. 2014
  78. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.44 p.m.
  79. Annabelle
  80. PART THREE
  81. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.50 p.m.
  82. Annabelle
  83. Matt
  84. Annabelle
  85. Matt
  86. Annabelle
  87. Wynne
  88. Matt
  89. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 6.40 p.m.
  90. 2
  91. Annabelle
  92. Monday, 9 March 2020, 8 a.m.
  93. Matt
  94. Wynne
  95. Annabelle
  96. Wynne
  97. 2
  98. Matt
  99. 2
  100. Annabelle
  101. Matt
  102. Wynne
  103. 2
  104. Matt
  105. Wynne
  106. 2
  107. Annabelle
  108. 2
  109. Wynne
  110. Annabelle
  111. 2
  112. 1
  113. 2
  114. Matt
  115. Wynne
  116. 2
  117. Wynne
  118. Matt
  119. Annabelle
  120. Annabelle
  121. 2
  122. Tuesday, 10 March 2020, 7 a.m.
  123. 2
  124. Annabelle
  125. Annabelle
  126. 2
  127. Matt
  128. Tuesday, 10 March 2020, 6 p.m.
  129. Annabelle
  130. Finn
  131. Annabelle
  132. Finn
  133. Wynne
  134. 1
  135. 2
  136. Wynne
  137. Wednesday, 11 March 2020, 8 a.m.
  138. Finn
  139. 2
  140. Annabelle
  141. Wynne
  142. PC Gibb
  143. 2
  144. Wynne
  145. Annabelle
  146. Annabelle
  147. Wynne
  148. Matt
  149. Annabelle
  150. Annabelle
  151. 2
  152. Wynne
  153. 2
  154. Annabelle
  155. Annabelle
  156. Wynne
  157. Annabelle
  158. PC Jessie Chalmers
  159. 2
  160. 3
  161. 4
  162. Annabelle
  163. Wynne
  164. Matt
  165. Read on for a sneak peek of Alex Lake’s new novel, coming 2021 …
  166. Early Summer, 2020
  167. Chapter One
  168. Keep Reading …
  169. Acknowledgements
  170. About the Author
  171. Also by Alex Lake
  172. About the Publisher

Besides, it was no bad thing to let him think she had given up. It might make him complacent, and at this time, that was all she had.

She took another deep breath.

That salty tang of the sea air; it was too good to leave behind. She let him walk her along, let him think she was broken and submissive.

And she smiled.

Fine. If she wants to go this easily, I will let her. It simply confirms this is the right thing to do. Any lingering doubts that maybe she is worthy of me after all have gone.

She is worth nothing. It is a liberating feeling.

Like all the others. It is a burden, in some ways, being me. I realized I was different when I was about ten. I could see that other people were bothered if they said something and it upset someone. They cared what people thought.

I never even considered it.

I still don’t. From a young age I thought other people didn’t have minds. They were just hollow shells. It was only me that was truly real.

And so it was only me that mattered.

Then came Richie and I learned I could be hurt by them. I learned I had to fight, I had to do whatever I could to protect myself.

So killing him – and all the others – was a simple matter of survival. And every animal has the right to survive.

And if I happened to enjoy it? Well, that was simply the icing on the cake.

I know they have names for me: Narcissist, sociopath.

It is a sign of how different I am to all the others that they see those names as negative. They describe people like me as lacking something.

A conscience, empathy, a soul.

I see it as only positive. My life is simple: I want something, and I take it. Provided I don’t get caught, there is no downside.

No: what they think I lack is what makes them weak.

I am strong. I will prevail. People like me will prevail.

We are the next evolution of humans. A different species.

So killing her is like slaughtering a pig. Or a dog.

It is nothing.

We cross the path and approach the cliff. The wind whips the rain across my face. I can feel the salt air sting my cheeks.

It is a smell I have always hated. It is the smell of chaos, and I am a bringer of order.

Wynne

It was incredibly frustrating, but there was nothing she could do but wait. She was sure they were close and she would have given anything to be there, to get to Guy Sanderson before he was able to harm Annabelle Westbrook any more than he already had.

She stared at the phone, willing it to ring.

DS Dudek opened the office door. ‘Any update?’

She shook her head.