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Chapters (172)
  1. Dedication
  2. PART ONE
  3. Saturday, 7 March 2020
  4. Matt
  5. 2
  6. 3
  7. Matt
  8. Annabelle
  9. 2
  10. Matt
  11. Annabelle
  12. Annabelle
  13. PART TWO
  14. Late July 2004
  15. September 2004, Birmingham University
  16. 2
  17. 3
  18. 4
  19. 5
  20. 6
  21. 7
  22. Saturday, 7 March 2020, 8.30 p.m.
  23. 2
  24. Annabelle
  25. 2
  26. Birmingham, October 2004
  27. 2
  28. 3
  29. 4
  30. 5
  31. Saturday, 7 March 2020, 10.00 p.m.
  32. Annabelle
  33. Birmingham, November 2004
  34. 2
  35. 3
  36. 4
  37. 5
  38. 6
  39. 7
  40. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 4 a.m.
  41. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 6.03 a.m.
  42. 2
  43. Birmingham, December 2006
  44. 2
  45. 3
  46. 4
  47. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 6.15 a.m.
  48. Annabelle
  49. Grappenhall Library, 2009
  50. 2
  51. 3
  52. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 6.45 a.m.
  53. Matt
  54. 2
  55. Chester, 2011
  56. 2
  57. 3
  58. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 2 p.m.
  59. Annabelle
  60. Summer 2012
  61. 2
  62. 3
  63. 4
  64. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 4.55 p.m.
  65. 2
  66. Summer 2012
  67. Late Summer 2012: Wedding Day
  68. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.31 p.m.
  69. Annabelle
  70. 2013 Christening
  71. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.35 p.m.
  72. 2013: Christening Party
  73. 2
  74. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.41 p.m.
  75. Matt
  76. Annabelle
  77. 2014
  78. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.44 p.m.
  79. Annabelle
  80. PART THREE
  81. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.50 p.m.
  82. Annabelle
  83. Matt
  84. Annabelle
  85. Matt
  86. Annabelle
  87. Wynne
  88. Matt
  89. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 6.40 p.m.
  90. 2
  91. Annabelle
  92. Monday, 9 March 2020, 8 a.m.
  93. Matt
  94. Wynne
  95. Annabelle
  96. Wynne
  97. 2
  98. Matt
  99. 2
  100. Annabelle
  101. Matt
  102. Wynne
  103. 2
  104. Matt
  105. Wynne
  106. 2
  107. Annabelle
  108. 2
  109. Wynne
  110. Annabelle
  111. 2
  112. 1
  113. 2
  114. Matt
  115. Wynne
  116. 2
  117. Wynne
  118. Matt
  119. Annabelle
  120. Annabelle
  121. 2
  122. Tuesday, 10 March 2020, 7 a.m.
  123. 2
  124. Annabelle
  125. Annabelle
  126. 2
  127. Matt
  128. Tuesday, 10 March 2020, 6 p.m.
  129. Annabelle
  130. Finn
  131. Annabelle
  132. Finn
  133. Wynne
  134. 1
  135. 2
  136. Wynne
  137. Wednesday, 11 March 2020, 8 a.m.
  138. Finn
  139. 2
  140. Annabelle
  141. Wynne
  142. PC Gibb
  143. 2
  144. Wynne
  145. Annabelle
  146. Annabelle
  147. Wynne
  148. Matt
  149. Annabelle
  150. Annabelle
  151. 2
  152. Wynne
  153. 2
  154. Annabelle
  155. Annabelle
  156. Wynne
  157. Annabelle
  158. PC Jessie Chalmers
  159. 2
  160. 3
  161. 4
  162. Annabelle
  163. Wynne
  164. Matt
  165. Read on for a sneak peek of Alex Lake’s new novel, coming 2021 …
  166. Early Summer, 2020
  167. Chapter One
  168. Keep Reading …
  169. Acknowledgements
  170. About the Author
  171. Also by Alex Lake
  172. About the Publisher

They headed for the exit. There was a terrace outside; people milled about, smoking and drinking. They walked along a path until they came to the lake.

It really was more of a pond.

‘Another smoke?’ he said.

‘No. I don’t actually smoke, if I’m honest. I just hold them and take a few puffs. Sort of like a French film star.’

‘Is that what they do?’

‘Don’t you watch French films?’

‘All the time. Well, when I’m not watching Terminator or Predator. Or Jean-Claude van Damme kicking ass and taking names.’

‘Do you really watch those films?’

‘Do you really watch French films?’

‘No,’ she said, and laughed. ‘I don’t.’

‘Me neither.’

They fell silent. It wasn’t awkward; it was comfortable. It was as though they’d known each other for a long time.

‘So,’ she said. ‘Your girlfriend. Lindsey. What’s she like?’

‘She’s nice.’

‘Nice? God forbid any boyfriend of mine ever describes me as nice. It’s the blandest, most meaningless adjective in the English language.’

‘Worse than OK? Or pretty good?’

‘Much worse. So, tell me. What’s she like?’

‘I dunno,’ he said. ‘To be honest, it’s not been working out that well.’

‘Oh? But she’s coming to stay?’

‘Exactly. It’s – it’s complicated.’

‘Well,’ she said. ‘This is not like me, Matt, but I’m going to say it anyway. I think I like you. But you have a girlfriend. Who it’s complicated with.’

‘I know,’ he said. ‘I like you too.’ He turned to face her. ‘Isn’t it weird? I feel like I really like you, already.’

‘Yes,’ she said. ‘It’s weird. But she’s coming here tomorrow.’ She leaned forward without warning and kissed him on the lips. Her mouth was warm and she smelled of perfume and then it was over.

‘And I don’t want to be in the middle of that,’ she said. ‘So let’s go back inside.’

6

His first thought was Why the fuck did I set an alarm? and then, when, he looked at his alarm clock, seven in the morning? Why do I need to get up at seven in the morning?

Especially after last night. They had left the bar when it closed, and then gone wandering around the grounds. Jason had a bottle of Bell’s whisky which he, Sammy and Matt passed between themselves. At some point Sammy had gone for a swim in the lake. He had left his shoes near the spot where Matt had stood with Annabelle.

The spot where she had kissed him.

The kiss. It was the reason he had been walking on a cushion of air all night. It was the reason he had worn a stupid, manic grin until collapsing into bed at four in the morning.

And it was the reason his alarm was set for seven.