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Chapters (172)
  1. Dedication
  2. PART ONE
  3. Saturday, 7 March 2020
  4. Matt
  5. 2
  6. 3
  7. Matt
  8. Annabelle
  9. 2
  10. Matt
  11. Annabelle
  12. Annabelle
  13. PART TWO
  14. Late July 2004
  15. September 2004, Birmingham University
  16. 2
  17. 3
  18. 4
  19. 5
  20. 6
  21. 7
  22. Saturday, 7 March 2020, 8.30 p.m.
  23. 2
  24. Annabelle
  25. 2
  26. Birmingham, October 2004
  27. 2
  28. 3
  29. 4
  30. 5
  31. Saturday, 7 March 2020, 10.00 p.m.
  32. Annabelle
  33. Birmingham, November 2004
  34. 2
  35. 3
  36. 4
  37. 5
  38. 6
  39. 7
  40. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 4 a.m.
  41. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 6.03 a.m.
  42. 2
  43. Birmingham, December 2006
  44. 2
  45. 3
  46. 4
  47. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 6.15 a.m.
  48. Annabelle
  49. Grappenhall Library, 2009
  50. 2
  51. 3
  52. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 6.45 a.m.
  53. Matt
  54. 2
  55. Chester, 2011
  56. 2
  57. 3
  58. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 2 p.m.
  59. Annabelle
  60. Summer 2012
  61. 2
  62. 3
  63. 4
  64. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 4.55 p.m.
  65. 2
  66. Summer 2012
  67. Late Summer 2012: Wedding Day
  68. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.31 p.m.
  69. Annabelle
  70. 2013 Christening
  71. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.35 p.m.
  72. 2013: Christening Party
  73. 2
  74. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.41 p.m.
  75. Matt
  76. Annabelle
  77. 2014
  78. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.44 p.m.
  79. Annabelle
  80. PART THREE
  81. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.50 p.m.
  82. Annabelle
  83. Matt
  84. Annabelle
  85. Matt
  86. Annabelle
  87. Wynne
  88. Matt
  89. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 6.40 p.m.
  90. 2
  91. Annabelle
  92. Monday, 9 March 2020, 8 a.m.
  93. Matt
  94. Wynne
  95. Annabelle
  96. Wynne
  97. 2
  98. Matt
  99. 2
  100. Annabelle
  101. Matt
  102. Wynne
  103. 2
  104. Matt
  105. Wynne
  106. 2
  107. Annabelle
  108. 2
  109. Wynne
  110. Annabelle
  111. 2
  112. 1
  113. 2
  114. Matt
  115. Wynne
  116. 2
  117. Wynne
  118. Matt
  119. Annabelle
  120. Annabelle
  121. 2
  122. Tuesday, 10 March 2020, 7 a.m.
  123. 2
  124. Annabelle
  125. Annabelle
  126. 2
  127. Matt
  128. Tuesday, 10 March 2020, 6 p.m.
  129. Annabelle
  130. Finn
  131. Annabelle
  132. Finn
  133. Wynne
  134. 1
  135. 2
  136. Wynne
  137. Wednesday, 11 March 2020, 8 a.m.
  138. Finn
  139. 2
  140. Annabelle
  141. Wynne
  142. PC Gibb
  143. 2
  144. Wynne
  145. Annabelle
  146. Annabelle
  147. Wynne
  148. Matt
  149. Annabelle
  150. Annabelle
  151. 2
  152. Wynne
  153. 2
  154. Annabelle
  155. Annabelle
  156. Wynne
  157. Annabelle
  158. PC Jessie Chalmers
  159. 2
  160. 3
  161. 4
  162. Annabelle
  163. Wynne
  164. Matt
  165. Read on for a sneak peek of Alex Lake’s new novel, coming 2021 …
  166. Early Summer, 2020
  167. Chapter One
  168. Keep Reading …
  169. Acknowledgements
  170. About the Author
  171. Also by Alex Lake
  172. About the Publisher

He supposed a lot of children went through it. Parents died. Not all the time, but it happened. There were counsellors trained in dealing with bereavement, methods to help children understand and process their grief, then move on and live normal lives.

Not easy, but possible.

But what if your mum traded herself to save you after you were kidnapped? There were no methods for dealing with that, no well-trodden paths that led to understanding and acceptance. There would be guilt and pain and bewilderment and who knew what else.

And then there was him. Every time he closed his eyes he saw her getting into the front seat of her car and driving away. Heard the shout as she saw her children.

And every time he felt a stab of anguish that he had not stopped it, that he had agreed to let her trade herself for the children, that he had not called the police or raised a private army or done something.

But they couldn’t have risked telling the police and there was no way Annabelle was going to leave the kids with whoever had taken them. And they had tried everything to track him.

Their children had been in the hands of a kidnapper. He could still remember vividly how that had felt. He had been desperate and panic-stricken, like the world was going to end at any moment and there was no price too high to pay to bring them back.

He would gladly have sacrificed himself, but that was not what was being asked.

The price was Annabelle and she was always going to pay it.

But how would they explain that to the children?

He glanced at his watch. DI Wynne was due in five minutes to talk to the kids.

Molly was still lying on his chest, her eyes closed. Norman and Keith were playing Minecraft, building their virtual world.

It was a moment of peace and he forced himself to enjoy it.

He did not think there would be many more.

Annabelle

Annabelle pictured herself springing on the kidnapper as soon as the door opened, wrestling him to the floor, then sprinting away.

That was hardly going to happen. She was in reasonable shape but she had never been in a fight in her life. Moreover, she had one working arm and the kidnapper was likely to be wary. Her chances of overpowering another adult with one arm and without a weapon or the element of surprise were limited.

She tensed and straightened.

She called the kidnapper to mind. Taller than the average woman, yes – maybe five ten, five eleven – but that slender, thin-hipped build …

The handle turned, and the door began to open.

Matt

The doorbell rang just before midday. Matt got to his feet. Tessa was coming to look after the kids. Matt wanted to be there when DI Wynne talked to them, so Tess was going to entertain the two who were not being interviewed.