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Chapters (172)
  1. Dedication
  2. PART ONE
  3. Saturday, 7 March 2020
  4. Matt
  5. 2
  6. 3
  7. Matt
  8. Annabelle
  9. 2
  10. Matt
  11. Annabelle
  12. Annabelle
  13. PART TWO
  14. Late July 2004
  15. September 2004, Birmingham University
  16. 2
  17. 3
  18. 4
  19. 5
  20. 6
  21. 7
  22. Saturday, 7 March 2020, 8.30 p.m.
  23. 2
  24. Annabelle
  25. 2
  26. Birmingham, October 2004
  27. 2
  28. 3
  29. 4
  30. 5
  31. Saturday, 7 March 2020, 10.00 p.m.
  32. Annabelle
  33. Birmingham, November 2004
  34. 2
  35. 3
  36. 4
  37. 5
  38. 6
  39. 7
  40. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 4 a.m.
  41. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 6.03 a.m.
  42. 2
  43. Birmingham, December 2006
  44. 2
  45. 3
  46. 4
  47. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 6.15 a.m.
  48. Annabelle
  49. Grappenhall Library, 2009
  50. 2
  51. 3
  52. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 6.45 a.m.
  53. Matt
  54. 2
  55. Chester, 2011
  56. 2
  57. 3
  58. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 2 p.m.
  59. Annabelle
  60. Summer 2012
  61. 2
  62. 3
  63. 4
  64. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 4.55 p.m.
  65. 2
  66. Summer 2012
  67. Late Summer 2012: Wedding Day
  68. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.31 p.m.
  69. Annabelle
  70. 2013 Christening
  71. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.35 p.m.
  72. 2013: Christening Party
  73. 2
  74. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.41 p.m.
  75. Matt
  76. Annabelle
  77. 2014
  78. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.44 p.m.
  79. Annabelle
  80. PART THREE
  81. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.50 p.m.
  82. Annabelle
  83. Matt
  84. Annabelle
  85. Matt
  86. Annabelle
  87. Wynne
  88. Matt
  89. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 6.40 p.m.
  90. 2
  91. Annabelle
  92. Monday, 9 March 2020, 8 a.m.
  93. Matt
  94. Wynne
  95. Annabelle
  96. Wynne
  97. 2
  98. Matt
  99. 2
  100. Annabelle
  101. Matt
  102. Wynne
  103. 2
  104. Matt
  105. Wynne
  106. 2
  107. Annabelle
  108. 2
  109. Wynne
  110. Annabelle
  111. 2
  112. 1
  113. 2
  114. Matt
  115. Wynne
  116. 2
  117. Wynne
  118. Matt
  119. Annabelle
  120. Annabelle
  121. 2
  122. Tuesday, 10 March 2020, 7 a.m.
  123. 2
  124. Annabelle
  125. Annabelle
  126. 2
  127. Matt
  128. Tuesday, 10 March 2020, 6 p.m.
  129. Annabelle
  130. Finn
  131. Annabelle
  132. Finn
  133. Wynne
  134. 1
  135. 2
  136. Wynne
  137. Wednesday, 11 March 2020, 8 a.m.
  138. Finn
  139. 2
  140. Annabelle
  141. Wynne
  142. PC Gibb
  143. 2
  144. Wynne
  145. Annabelle
  146. Annabelle
  147. Wynne
  148. Matt
  149. Annabelle
  150. Annabelle
  151. 2
  152. Wynne
  153. 2
  154. Annabelle
  155. Annabelle
  156. Wynne
  157. Annabelle
  158. PC Jessie Chalmers
  159. 2
  160. 3
  161. 4
  162. Annabelle
  163. Wynne
  164. Matt
  165. Read on for a sneak peek of Alex Lake’s new novel, coming 2021 …
  166. Early Summer, 2020
  167. Chapter One
  168. Keep Reading …
  169. Acknowledgements
  170. About the Author
  171. Also by Alex Lake
  172. About the Publisher

He opened the drawer where they kept the tea and took out a teabag. Next to the Tetley’s was a box of jasmine green tea.

It was what Annabelle drank. They had an ongoing debate about whether it was proper tea or not. She claimed it was; he said it wasn’t. She was right, of course, and in truth he quite liked it, but it had become part of the furniture of their relationship.

Drinking that muck again?

You should try it, Matt.

He had various stock responses:

I did. Thought I’d picked up some warm drain cleaner by accident.

Or:

I have been using it, actually. It’s good for cleaning your feet.

Or:

Someone came over the other day who I really don’t like, so I made them a cup.

She would roll her eyes, and laugh, and he would say, Go on then, I’ll have a cup, and they would sit on the couch and drink jasmine green tea together and enjoy the quiet and be happily in love, married now and forever.

He dropped the teabag and sank to his haunches, a huge sob heaving his chest painfully.

Was that all gone? Was their relationship – the bedrock of his entire adult life – over? Because of an unknown individual with an unknown reason?

It felt that way, and it felt like an unbearable fate. If that was what the world had in store for him, he wanted no part of it. He wanted oblivion.

But that was not an option. Norman and Keith and Molly needed him.

He wasn’t sure he could do it.

The door opened. He wiped his eyes and got to his feet. Norman was looking at him, his eyes swollen and puffy.

‘Daddy,’ he said. ‘I want Mum. Can you get her? Please?’

Annabelle

It was dark outside. She had watched the day pass by, the shadows of the trees growing longer. From the position of the sun she could tell that the house was facing south to the lake, not that the knowledge was much use to her.

She looked out across the water. There were no lights visible, no houses that she could see. Occasionally car headlights moved on the far side of the lake. There must be a road there, although it was very lightly used. The cars were very infrequent.

She tapped the glass again. It was much thicker than ordinary glass; her dad had taken her and Mike to Brittany one summer and it reminded her of the windows on the ferry. They were scratched and salt-caked, but they felt similarly robust and unbreakable.

She thought about the builder who had put the window in. Had they not wondered why Guy wanted a room like this? Or had Guy told them some story? It was hard to think what it could be. Either way, even if the builder had been suspicious, it didn’t help her now.