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Chapters (172)
  1. Dedication
  2. PART ONE
  3. Saturday, 7 March 2020
  4. Matt
  5. 2
  6. 3
  7. Matt
  8. Annabelle
  9. 2
  10. Matt
  11. Annabelle
  12. Annabelle
  13. PART TWO
  14. Late July 2004
  15. September 2004, Birmingham University
  16. 2
  17. 3
  18. 4
  19. 5
  20. 6
  21. 7
  22. Saturday, 7 March 2020, 8.30 p.m.
  23. 2
  24. Annabelle
  25. 2
  26. Birmingham, October 2004
  27. 2
  28. 3
  29. 4
  30. 5
  31. Saturday, 7 March 2020, 10.00 p.m.
  32. Annabelle
  33. Birmingham, November 2004
  34. 2
  35. 3
  36. 4
  37. 5
  38. 6
  39. 7
  40. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 4 a.m.
  41. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 6.03 a.m.
  42. 2
  43. Birmingham, December 2006
  44. 2
  45. 3
  46. 4
  47. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 6.15 a.m.
  48. Annabelle
  49. Grappenhall Library, 2009
  50. 2
  51. 3
  52. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 6.45 a.m.
  53. Matt
  54. 2
  55. Chester, 2011
  56. 2
  57. 3
  58. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 2 p.m.
  59. Annabelle
  60. Summer 2012
  61. 2
  62. 3
  63. 4
  64. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 4.55 p.m.
  65. 2
  66. Summer 2012
  67. Late Summer 2012: Wedding Day
  68. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.31 p.m.
  69. Annabelle
  70. 2013 Christening
  71. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.35 p.m.
  72. 2013: Christening Party
  73. 2
  74. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.41 p.m.
  75. Matt
  76. Annabelle
  77. 2014
  78. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.44 p.m.
  79. Annabelle
  80. PART THREE
  81. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.50 p.m.
  82. Annabelle
  83. Matt
  84. Annabelle
  85. Matt
  86. Annabelle
  87. Wynne
  88. Matt
  89. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 6.40 p.m.
  90. 2
  91. Annabelle
  92. Monday, 9 March 2020, 8 a.m.
  93. Matt
  94. Wynne
  95. Annabelle
  96. Wynne
  97. 2
  98. Matt
  99. 2
  100. Annabelle
  101. Matt
  102. Wynne
  103. 2
  104. Matt
  105. Wynne
  106. 2
  107. Annabelle
  108. 2
  109. Wynne
  110. Annabelle
  111. 2
  112. 1
  113. 2
  114. Matt
  115. Wynne
  116. 2
  117. Wynne
  118. Matt
  119. Annabelle
  120. Annabelle
  121. 2
  122. Tuesday, 10 March 2020, 7 a.m.
  123. 2
  124. Annabelle
  125. Annabelle
  126. 2
  127. Matt
  128. Tuesday, 10 March 2020, 6 p.m.
  129. Annabelle
  130. Finn
  131. Annabelle
  132. Finn
  133. Wynne
  134. 1
  135. 2
  136. Wynne
  137. Wednesday, 11 March 2020, 8 a.m.
  138. Finn
  139. 2
  140. Annabelle
  141. Wynne
  142. PC Gibb
  143. 2
  144. Wynne
  145. Annabelle
  146. Annabelle
  147. Wynne
  148. Matt
  149. Annabelle
  150. Annabelle
  151. 2
  152. Wynne
  153. 2
  154. Annabelle
  155. Annabelle
  156. Wynne
  157. Annabelle
  158. PC Jessie Chalmers
  159. 2
  160. 3
  161. 4
  162. Annabelle
  163. Wynne
  164. Matt
  165. Read on for a sneak peek of Alex Lake’s new novel, coming 2021 …
  166. Early Summer, 2020
  167. Chapter One
  168. Keep Reading …
  169. Acknowledgements
  170. About the Author
  171. Also by Alex Lake
  172. About the Publisher

Guy was smiling, but not in his eyes. His eyes gave him away. It was a smile she recognized: wide, open, easy, charming. He had been doing it all his life, but now she realized it was all a sham. It was a mask. Had it always been? And why was he going on about clothes sizes?

He handed her an envelope. ‘Take a look.’ She unfolded a piece of A4 paper.

It was a birth certificate for someone called Angelica Rina Schmidt, born in Munich in 1984.

She caught his eye. ‘I don’t get it.’

He smiled. Again it did not reach his eyes. It was not like a smile at all; more like a deliberate rearrangement of his features.

‘It’s brilliant,’ he said, his voice almost reverent. ‘Genius.’

‘What is?’ she said. ‘Who is Angelica Schmidt?’

‘She’s you,’ he said. ‘This is a birth certificate I … procured. And with it I can get you a passport, everything you need for identification. You’ll be Angelica. Angie. Guy and Angie. Got a ring to it, no?’

She was amazed he had not seen the flaw.

‘But, Guy,’ she said, ‘people will still recognize me.’

‘No they won’t,’ he said. ‘Not if you change your appearance. Short hair, different colour.’

He was wrong. People would see through that, eventually. But that was fine by her. She’d get recognized and this would be over.

‘OK,’ she said.

‘You’re thinking that’s not enough,’ he said. ‘And you’re right. That’s the plan. We are going to fundamentally change the way you look.’ He leaned down, his face close to hers, his lizard smile fixed. ‘Plastic surgery,’ he said. ‘Quite extensive.’

She stared at him.

‘Great idea, no?’ he said. ‘I’ve spoken to a plastic surgeon already – an American, who can be relied on to keep quiet. He can’t work any more, officially at least. He found his female patients a bit too appealing, shall we say. You’ll be safe, though. I’ll be there for your surgery, so he won’t get up to any of his mischief with you. Anyway, he said that to make someone unrecognizable you need to do quite a lot of work. Nose shape, cheeks, jawline. None of it impossible, though. He’ll be here this Friday. No point wasting time!’

He backed towards the door.

‘I’ll be the only person in the world who knows who you actually are,’ he said. ‘Think about that! You’ll be all mine. I hope I still love you when you look different.’

She blinked. She had no idea what to say.

‘Just joking,’ he said. ‘I’ll always love you. Anyway, I have to go. I can’t be out of the office. We don’t want to mess this up when we’re this close, do we?’

He held index finger and thumb a half-inch apart.

‘This close,’ he said. ‘Right?’

She nodded. ‘Right.’

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