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Chapters (172)
  1. Dedication
  2. PART ONE
  3. Saturday, 7 March 2020
  4. Matt
  5. 2
  6. 3
  7. Matt
  8. Annabelle
  9. 2
  10. Matt
  11. Annabelle
  12. Annabelle
  13. PART TWO
  14. Late July 2004
  15. September 2004, Birmingham University
  16. 2
  17. 3
  18. 4
  19. 5
  20. 6
  21. 7
  22. Saturday, 7 March 2020, 8.30 p.m.
  23. 2
  24. Annabelle
  25. 2
  26. Birmingham, October 2004
  27. 2
  28. 3
  29. 4
  30. 5
  31. Saturday, 7 March 2020, 10.00 p.m.
  32. Annabelle
  33. Birmingham, November 2004
  34. 2
  35. 3
  36. 4
  37. 5
  38. 6
  39. 7
  40. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 4 a.m.
  41. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 6.03 a.m.
  42. 2
  43. Birmingham, December 2006
  44. 2
  45. 3
  46. 4
  47. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 6.15 a.m.
  48. Annabelle
  49. Grappenhall Library, 2009
  50. 2
  51. 3
  52. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 6.45 a.m.
  53. Matt
  54. 2
  55. Chester, 2011
  56. 2
  57. 3
  58. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 2 p.m.
  59. Annabelle
  60. Summer 2012
  61. 2
  62. 3
  63. 4
  64. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 4.55 p.m.
  65. 2
  66. Summer 2012
  67. Late Summer 2012: Wedding Day
  68. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.31 p.m.
  69. Annabelle
  70. 2013 Christening
  71. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.35 p.m.
  72. 2013: Christening Party
  73. 2
  74. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.41 p.m.
  75. Matt
  76. Annabelle
  77. 2014
  78. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.44 p.m.
  79. Annabelle
  80. PART THREE
  81. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.50 p.m.
  82. Annabelle
  83. Matt
  84. Annabelle
  85. Matt
  86. Annabelle
  87. Wynne
  88. Matt
  89. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 6.40 p.m.
  90. 2
  91. Annabelle
  92. Monday, 9 March 2020, 8 a.m.
  93. Matt
  94. Wynne
  95. Annabelle
  96. Wynne
  97. 2
  98. Matt
  99. 2
  100. Annabelle
  101. Matt
  102. Wynne
  103. 2
  104. Matt
  105. Wynne
  106. 2
  107. Annabelle
  108. 2
  109. Wynne
  110. Annabelle
  111. 2
  112. 1
  113. 2
  114. Matt
  115. Wynne
  116. 2
  117. Wynne
  118. Matt
  119. Annabelle
  120. Annabelle
  121. 2
  122. Tuesday, 10 March 2020, 7 a.m.
  123. 2
  124. Annabelle
  125. Annabelle
  126. 2
  127. Matt
  128. Tuesday, 10 March 2020, 6 p.m.
  129. Annabelle
  130. Finn
  131. Annabelle
  132. Finn
  133. Wynne
  134. 1
  135. 2
  136. Wynne
  137. Wednesday, 11 March 2020, 8 a.m.
  138. Finn
  139. 2
  140. Annabelle
  141. Wynne
  142. PC Gibb
  143. 2
  144. Wynne
  145. Annabelle
  146. Annabelle
  147. Wynne
  148. Matt
  149. Annabelle
  150. Annabelle
  151. 2
  152. Wynne
  153. 2
  154. Annabelle
  155. Annabelle
  156. Wynne
  157. Annabelle
  158. PC Jessie Chalmers
  159. 2
  160. 3
  161. 4
  162. Annabelle
  163. Wynne
  164. Matt
  165. Read on for a sneak peek of Alex Lake’s new novel, coming 2021 …
  166. Early Summer, 2020
  167. Chapter One
  168. Keep Reading …
  169. Acknowledgements
  170. About the Author
  171. Also by Alex Lake
  172. About the Publisher

‘I do,’ Tessa said. ‘Which is why I agreed to help. I don’t want to be caught up in this. It’s been killing me, Matt. I’ve been so worried. I can’t sleep.’

‘Shit, Tessa. You don’t need to put up with this. I’ll deal with it, OK? I love you, but this is between me and Lindsey.’

‘I love you too,’ Tessa said. ‘Good luck, big brother.’

He had a shower and a cigarette and a coffee, then he called Lindsey. His sister had evidently got there first.

‘You didn’t wait long, did you?’ she said.

‘For what?’

‘To replace me. Tessie told me about Annabelle. She’s been around a while, huh? That was the name you called me. You’d hardly left home, and already I was nothing to you.’

Tessie? No one called his sister Tessie.

‘I don’t want to argue about this,’ Matt said. ‘There’s no point. I met someone else. I’m not trying to hide it.’

‘You’re pathetic. I can’t believe you’re going to be the father of my child. I’m going to have to put up with you for years.’

‘Then don’t do it,’ Matt said. ‘You don’t have to have the baby.’

‘How dare you!’ she shouted. ‘It’s my body and my baby, and you don’t get to tell me what to do!’

‘I wasn’t telling you what to do. I was just saying—’

‘I hate you, Matt. I can’t believe I ever thought you were the one for me. I hate you.’

‘I’m sorry,’ he said. ‘I am. I don’t want to upset you, but I don’t know what to do or say, Lindsey. We can talk about it more, if you like.’

‘There’s nothing to talk about. I’m having the baby and you can do whatever you want. See it, be there for it, or ignore it. I don’t care.’

‘I’ll be there for it, of course,’ he said. ‘I’ll—’

The phone went dead. He hung up and slumped against the wall of the phone booth. This was a disaster.

There was only one thing he could do, and it was the last thing in the world he wanted to do.

He was going to have to go home and sort this out.

‘I thought it was all over?’ Annabelle took a drag on her cigarette. ‘You guys broke up?’

‘We did.’

‘Then why do you have to go home to see her?’

There was another note in his letter box when he got back from the phone call – how he wished it was the only note he’d got that day – saying Meet me at our bench at noon. A xx

Our bench. They had a bench.

‘She called and left me a message to get in touch. She had news.’