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Chapters (172)
  1. Dedication
  2. PART ONE
  3. Saturday, 7 March 2020
  4. Matt
  5. 2
  6. 3
  7. Matt
  8. Annabelle
  9. 2
  10. Matt
  11. Annabelle
  12. Annabelle
  13. PART TWO
  14. Late July 2004
  15. September 2004, Birmingham University
  16. 2
  17. 3
  18. 4
  19. 5
  20. 6
  21. 7
  22. Saturday, 7 March 2020, 8.30 p.m.
  23. 2
  24. Annabelle
  25. 2
  26. Birmingham, October 2004
  27. 2
  28. 3
  29. 4
  30. 5
  31. Saturday, 7 March 2020, 10.00 p.m.
  32. Annabelle
  33. Birmingham, November 2004
  34. 2
  35. 3
  36. 4
  37. 5
  38. 6
  39. 7
  40. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 4 a.m.
  41. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 6.03 a.m.
  42. 2
  43. Birmingham, December 2006
  44. 2
  45. 3
  46. 4
  47. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 6.15 a.m.
  48. Annabelle
  49. Grappenhall Library, 2009
  50. 2
  51. 3
  52. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 6.45 a.m.
  53. Matt
  54. 2
  55. Chester, 2011
  56. 2
  57. 3
  58. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 2 p.m.
  59. Annabelle
  60. Summer 2012
  61. 2
  62. 3
  63. 4
  64. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 4.55 p.m.
  65. 2
  66. Summer 2012
  67. Late Summer 2012: Wedding Day
  68. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.31 p.m.
  69. Annabelle
  70. 2013 Christening
  71. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.35 p.m.
  72. 2013: Christening Party
  73. 2
  74. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.41 p.m.
  75. Matt
  76. Annabelle
  77. 2014
  78. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.44 p.m.
  79. Annabelle
  80. PART THREE
  81. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.50 p.m.
  82. Annabelle
  83. Matt
  84. Annabelle
  85. Matt
  86. Annabelle
  87. Wynne
  88. Matt
  89. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 6.40 p.m.
  90. 2
  91. Annabelle
  92. Monday, 9 March 2020, 8 a.m.
  93. Matt
  94. Wynne
  95. Annabelle
  96. Wynne
  97. 2
  98. Matt
  99. 2
  100. Annabelle
  101. Matt
  102. Wynne
  103. 2
  104. Matt
  105. Wynne
  106. 2
  107. Annabelle
  108. 2
  109. Wynne
  110. Annabelle
  111. 2
  112. 1
  113. 2
  114. Matt
  115. Wynne
  116. 2
  117. Wynne
  118. Matt
  119. Annabelle
  120. Annabelle
  121. 2
  122. Tuesday, 10 March 2020, 7 a.m.
  123. 2
  124. Annabelle
  125. Annabelle
  126. 2
  127. Matt
  128. Tuesday, 10 March 2020, 6 p.m.
  129. Annabelle
  130. Finn
  131. Annabelle
  132. Finn
  133. Wynne
  134. 1
  135. 2
  136. Wynne
  137. Wednesday, 11 March 2020, 8 a.m.
  138. Finn
  139. 2
  140. Annabelle
  141. Wynne
  142. PC Gibb
  143. 2
  144. Wynne
  145. Annabelle
  146. Annabelle
  147. Wynne
  148. Matt
  149. Annabelle
  150. Annabelle
  151. 2
  152. Wynne
  153. 2
  154. Annabelle
  155. Annabelle
  156. Wynne
  157. Annabelle
  158. PC Jessie Chalmers
  159. 2
  160. 3
  161. 4
  162. Annabelle
  163. Wynne
  164. Matt
  165. Read on for a sneak peek of Alex Lake’s new novel, coming 2021 …
  166. Early Summer, 2020
  167. Chapter One
  168. Keep Reading …
  169. Acknowledgements
  170. About the Author
  171. Also by Alex Lake
  172. About the Publisher

‘Safer over here,’ she said. Her face was flushed. ‘You not dancing?’

‘I gave it a shot,’ Matt said. ‘And I agree with you. Sammy’s a danger to himself and others.’

‘Could I borrow a smoke?’

‘If you give it back.’

She gave him a puzzled look. ‘Sorry?’

‘People always ask if they can borrow a cigarette, but they’re not the kind of thing you borrow and return.’

‘Oh. Never mind, then. I can do without.’

He had meant it to be funny, but it was not quite working out that way. He felt himself flush. ‘It’s fine. It’s something we say at home. Me and my friends. It was a crap attempt at a joke.’ He passed her his packet of Marlboro Lights. ‘Here. Take one.’

‘You sure? I don’t have to give it back?’

He laughed. ‘Of course. Have two.’

‘Was that another joke?’

‘Yes. Couldn’t you tell?’

She shook her head. ‘Afraid not.’

‘I’ll try harder next time. Or maybe not bother.’

‘Don’t give up. Practice makes perfect.’ She lit the cigarette. ‘So where are you from?’

‘Warrington. You?’

‘Richmond.’

‘In London?’

‘No,’ she said. ‘The Yorkshire one. You enjoying it? At uni?’

‘Love it. How can you not?’

‘I know, right?’ She took a drag and blew the smoke out. ‘What are you doing tomorrow night? There’s a band night at the union.’

‘I’ve got a’ – he picked his word carefully – ‘guest coming.’

‘A guest? What kind of guest?’

‘It’s someone from home.’

‘Someone from home? A friend? Your parents?’

‘No. Someone else.’ He paused. He didn’t need to hide anything. It wasn’t as if she was single, either. ‘Girlfriend,’ he said. ‘She’s called Lindsey.’

He was sure he saw a flicker of disappointment on her face – maybe a slight narrowing of the eyes or fading of her smile – but it was probably only wishful thinking.

She sipped her drink. ‘That should be fun. She must be a serious girlfriend if she’s coming to stay?’

‘Since last Christmas. What about you and Guy?’

‘Me and Guy!’ She laughed. ‘We’re just friends. We’ve known each other for years. We were at school together in Richmond. He has a pretty serious girlfriend of his own. She’s at Cambridge.’

She stood up and stubbed out her cigarette. ‘God, it’s hot in here. Do you want to go for a walk? Get some fresh air?’

‘Sure. Now?’

‘Why not?’

‘Where to?’ he said.

She shrugged. ‘I don’t know. The lake?’

‘There’s a lake?’ he said.

‘Yeah. You should have seen it on the way in.’

‘That?’ Matt said. ‘It’s more of a pond.’

‘Maybe, but they call it a lake. I don’t think pond has quite the same ring to it. Shall we?’