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Chapters (172)
  1. Dedication
  2. PART ONE
  3. Saturday, 7 March 2020
  4. Matt
  5. 2
  6. 3
  7. Matt
  8. Annabelle
  9. 2
  10. Matt
  11. Annabelle
  12. Annabelle
  13. PART TWO
  14. Late July 2004
  15. September 2004, Birmingham University
  16. 2
  17. 3
  18. 4
  19. 5
  20. 6
  21. 7
  22. Saturday, 7 March 2020, 8.30 p.m.
  23. 2
  24. Annabelle
  25. 2
  26. Birmingham, October 2004
  27. 2
  28. 3
  29. 4
  30. 5
  31. Saturday, 7 March 2020, 10.00 p.m.
  32. Annabelle
  33. Birmingham, November 2004
  34. 2
  35. 3
  36. 4
  37. 5
  38. 6
  39. 7
  40. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 4 a.m.
  41. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 6.03 a.m.
  42. 2
  43. Birmingham, December 2006
  44. 2
  45. 3
  46. 4
  47. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 6.15 a.m.
  48. Annabelle
  49. Grappenhall Library, 2009
  50. 2
  51. 3
  52. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 6.45 a.m.
  53. Matt
  54. 2
  55. Chester, 2011
  56. 2
  57. 3
  58. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 2 p.m.
  59. Annabelle
  60. Summer 2012
  61. 2
  62. 3
  63. 4
  64. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 4.55 p.m.
  65. 2
  66. Summer 2012
  67. Late Summer 2012: Wedding Day
  68. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.31 p.m.
  69. Annabelle
  70. 2013 Christening
  71. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.35 p.m.
  72. 2013: Christening Party
  73. 2
  74. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.41 p.m.
  75. Matt
  76. Annabelle
  77. 2014
  78. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.44 p.m.
  79. Annabelle
  80. PART THREE
  81. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.50 p.m.
  82. Annabelle
  83. Matt
  84. Annabelle
  85. Matt
  86. Annabelle
  87. Wynne
  88. Matt
  89. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 6.40 p.m.
  90. 2
  91. Annabelle
  92. Monday, 9 March 2020, 8 a.m.
  93. Matt
  94. Wynne
  95. Annabelle
  96. Wynne
  97. 2
  98. Matt
  99. 2
  100. Annabelle
  101. Matt
  102. Wynne
  103. 2
  104. Matt
  105. Wynne
  106. 2
  107. Annabelle
  108. 2
  109. Wynne
  110. Annabelle
  111. 2
  112. 1
  113. 2
  114. Matt
  115. Wynne
  116. 2
  117. Wynne
  118. Matt
  119. Annabelle
  120. Annabelle
  121. 2
  122. Tuesday, 10 March 2020, 7 a.m.
  123. 2
  124. Annabelle
  125. Annabelle
  126. 2
  127. Matt
  128. Tuesday, 10 March 2020, 6 p.m.
  129. Annabelle
  130. Finn
  131. Annabelle
  132. Finn
  133. Wynne
  134. 1
  135. 2
  136. Wynne
  137. Wednesday, 11 March 2020, 8 a.m.
  138. Finn
  139. 2
  140. Annabelle
  141. Wynne
  142. PC Gibb
  143. 2
  144. Wynne
  145. Annabelle
  146. Annabelle
  147. Wynne
  148. Matt
  149. Annabelle
  150. Annabelle
  151. 2
  152. Wynne
  153. 2
  154. Annabelle
  155. Annabelle
  156. Wynne
  157. Annabelle
  158. PC Jessie Chalmers
  159. 2
  160. 3
  161. 4
  162. Annabelle
  163. Wynne
  164. Matt
  165. Read on for a sneak peek of Alex Lake’s new novel, coming 2021 …
  166. Early Summer, 2020
  167. Chapter One
  168. Keep Reading …
  169. Acknowledgements
  170. About the Author
  171. Also by Alex Lake
  172. About the Publisher

He had to call Lindsey. Her train was leaving Warrington at ten o’clock, so he wanted to let her know before she left.

It was going to be a hard conversation, but it was only fair. He knew now that he didn’t want to be with Lindsey. He hadn’t for a while, but he had not known how to tell her.

But now Annabelle was on the scene he had no choice.

Plus, it was unfair to her to keep stringing her along. Regardless of Annabelle, the right thing to do was to tell her it was over.

But he was not looking forward to the phone call.

He got out of bed. He was still wearing the jeans and T-shirt from the night before. There was a sink in his room and he cupped his hands underneath the tap and splashed water on his face, then lowered his mouth to the stream and drank as much as he could stand.

Barefoot, he walked down the corridor to the phones. He took a fifty-pence piece from his pocket and fed it into the slot. That should be plenty.

He dialled Lindsey’s number. It was her mum who answered.

‘Hi, Sue,’ he said, his voice hoarse. ‘It’s me. Is Linz there?’

‘She’s having her breakfast. Are you well? You sound like you’ve got a bit of a cold. She’s very excited about coming to see you.’

His resolve wavered. She was not going to take this well. Maybe it would be easier to see her one more time. Get through the weekend and then let their relationship fizzle out.

He thought of Annabelle. Of the soft, warm kiss. Of how she had said she didn’t want to be in the middle of this. He had to make sure there was no ‘this’ to be in the middle of.

So he had to do it. It was the right thing.

‘I had a late night last night,’ he said. ‘No cold.’

‘Right. I’ll put her on.’

She called Lindsey. There was a pause, and then his girlfriend was on the line.

‘Hi,’ she said. Her voice was guarded and suspicious. ‘I wasn’t expecting a call.’

‘No,’ he said. ‘How’s it going?’

‘Good. You sound awful. Are you ill? Is that why you’re calling?’

‘No. I wanted to talk to you.’

‘Couldn’t it wait until I get there?’

‘I don’t think so.’

He listened to her breathe. ‘Go on,’ she said.

‘I – I’ve been thinking. And—’

‘Are you breaking up with me?’

‘No!’ It was an instinctive answer. ‘I mean, maybe.’

‘Maybe, or yes?’

‘Look, Annabelle, I—’

‘What did you call me?’

He realized what he had done, and looked at the phone as though it was somehow to blame. ‘Nothing.’