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Chapters (98)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for
  3. Also by David Bell
  4. Dedication
  5. Epigraph
  6. PART I
  7. CHAPTER ONE
  8. CHAPTER TWO
  9. CHAPTER THREE
  10. CHAPTER FOUR
  11. CHAPTER FIVE
  12. CHAPTER SIX
  13. CHAPTER SEVEN
  14. CHAPTER EIGHT
  15. CHAPTER NINE
  16. CHAPTER TEN
  17. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  18. CHAPTER TWELVE
  19. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  20. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  21. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  22. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  23. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  24. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  25. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  26. CHAPTER TWENTY
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  33. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  34. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  35. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  36. CHAPTER THIRTY
  37. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
  38. PART II
  39. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
  40. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
  41. CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
  42. CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
  43. CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
  44. CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
  45. CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
  46. CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
  47. CHAPTER FORTY
  48. CHAPTER FORTY-ONE
  49. CHAPTER FORTY-TWO
  50. CHAPTER FORTY-THREE
  51. CHAPTER FORTY-FOUR
  52. CHAPTER FORTY-FIVE
  53. CHAPTER FORTY-SIX
  54. CHAPTER FORTY-SEVEN
  55. CHAPTER FORTY-EIGHT
  56. CHAPTER FORTY-NINE
  57. CHAPTER FIFTY
  58. CHAPTER FIFTY-ONE
  59. CHAPTER FIFTY-TWO
  60. CHAPTER FIFTY-THREE
  61. CHAPTER FIFTY-FOUR
  62. CHAPTER FIFTY-FIVE
  63. CHAPTER FIFTY-SIX
  64. PART III
  65. CHAPTER FIFTY-SEVEN
  66. CHAPTER FIFTY-EIGHT
  67. CHAPTER FIFTY-NINE
  68. CHAPTER SIXTY
  69. CHAPTER SIXTY-ONE
  70. CHAPTER SIXTY-TWO
  71. CHAPTER SIXTY-THREE
  72. CHAPTER SIXTY-FOUR
  73. CHAPTER SIXTY-FIVE
  74. CHAPTER SIXTY-SIX
  75. CHAPTER SIXTY-SEVEN
  76. CHAPTER SIXTY-EIGHT
  77. CHAPTER SIXTY-NINE
  78. CHAPTER SEVENTY
  79. CHAPTER SEVENTY-ONE
  80. CHAPTER SEVENTY-TWO
  81. CHAPTER SEVENTY-THREE
  82. CHAPTER SEVENTY-FOUR
  83. CHAPTER SEVENTY-FIVE
  84. CHAPTER SEVENTY-SIX
  85. PART IV
  86. CHAPTER SEVENTY-SEVEN
  87. CHAPTER SEVENTY-EIGHT
  88. CHAPTER SEVENTY-NINE
  89. CHAPTER EIGHTY
  90. CHAPTER EIGHTY-ONE
  91. CHAPTER EIGHTY-TWO
  92. CHAPTER EIGHTY-THREE
  93. CHAPTER EIGHTY-FOUR
  94. EPILOGUE
  95. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  96. Readers Guide
  97. About the Author
  98. What’s next onyour reading list?

Rebecca isn’t sure what Hoffman means. She isn’t even sure she knows what language he is speaking, although he’s trying to hint at something about Dr. Nye and the reason he’s absent from class. And maybe he’s trying to say it has something to do with Madeline and her disappearance. Hoffman is wrong about something—Rebecca followed the news about Madeline closely when she disappeared, had gone to the trouble of buying herself a canister of pepper spray and taken a self-defense class at the university health center. But nothing else happened in town, and before too long, the police and the media stopped talking about Madeline.

Rebecca remembers that Hoffman was at the reading at the library. Had he seen Madeline too? Whatever he is trying to convey, he looks pleased to be saying it, and his thumbs continue their perpetual motion against his belly.

“Is something going on with Madeline’s case?” Rebecca asks.

“Madeline?” He says the name like he’s never heard it. Like he hadn’t just brought her up a minute earlier. “I don’t know anything about that. She was an excellent student. Very talented. In so many ways. But that’s all I know.”

“Okay,” Rebecca says. “So Dr. Nye isn’t directing my thesis anymore. I just met with him about it yesterday. Is he okay? I mean, should I be doing something for him?”

“Can you bake a cake with a file in it?”

“What’s that?”

“He can take care of himself,” Hoffman says. “He can use all his royalties to hire a good lawyer. But if you’re worried about your thesis, I can direct it for you.”

Rebecca feels relief replace some of the rigidness in her spine. “Really?”

“Sure. It’s all about the students. What kind of thesis is it?”

“I’m writing a series of linked short stories,” Rebecca says. “It’s the same character during a few different periods in her life.”

“Fascinating,” Hoffman says. “But poetry tends to be my strong suit. Have you ever written any?”

“Not for a long time. I don’t really—”

“If I were you, and you want to work with me, I’d seriously think about writing some poems. Maybe you can write them in various forms about this character you’ve dreamed up. I’m sure your fiction is delightful, but under the guidance of Dr. Nye, it might tend toward the commercial and the jejune. But if you stretched yourself and wrote some poetry, that would really be something. The thing I really feel I excel at is taking a student’s work and enhancing it. Providing advice, help with form and structure and language. Finding the right concrete detail for the right moment. Do you see what I’m saying?”

“I guess. . . .”

“Madeline was a student who was equally adept at poetry and prose. Were you close to her?” Hoffman asks.

“Not close. We took one class together. . . .”