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Chapters (98)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for
  3. Also by David Bell
  4. Dedication
  5. Epigraph
  6. PART I
  7. CHAPTER ONE
  8. CHAPTER TWO
  9. CHAPTER THREE
  10. CHAPTER FOUR
  11. CHAPTER FIVE
  12. CHAPTER SIX
  13. CHAPTER SEVEN
  14. CHAPTER EIGHT
  15. CHAPTER NINE
  16. CHAPTER TEN
  17. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  18. CHAPTER TWELVE
  19. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  20. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  21. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  22. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  23. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  24. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  25. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  26. CHAPTER TWENTY
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  33. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  34. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  35. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  36. CHAPTER THIRTY
  37. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
  38. PART II
  39. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
  40. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
  41. CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
  42. CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
  43. CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
  44. CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
  45. CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
  46. CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
  47. CHAPTER FORTY
  48. CHAPTER FORTY-ONE
  49. CHAPTER FORTY-TWO
  50. CHAPTER FORTY-THREE
  51. CHAPTER FORTY-FOUR
  52. CHAPTER FORTY-FIVE
  53. CHAPTER FORTY-SIX
  54. CHAPTER FORTY-SEVEN
  55. CHAPTER FORTY-EIGHT
  56. CHAPTER FORTY-NINE
  57. CHAPTER FIFTY
  58. CHAPTER FIFTY-ONE
  59. CHAPTER FIFTY-TWO
  60. CHAPTER FIFTY-THREE
  61. CHAPTER FIFTY-FOUR
  62. CHAPTER FIFTY-FIVE
  63. CHAPTER FIFTY-SIX
  64. PART III
  65. CHAPTER FIFTY-SEVEN
  66. CHAPTER FIFTY-EIGHT
  67. CHAPTER FIFTY-NINE
  68. CHAPTER SIXTY
  69. CHAPTER SIXTY-ONE
  70. CHAPTER SIXTY-TWO
  71. CHAPTER SIXTY-THREE
  72. CHAPTER SIXTY-FOUR
  73. CHAPTER SIXTY-FIVE
  74. CHAPTER SIXTY-SIX
  75. CHAPTER SIXTY-SEVEN
  76. CHAPTER SIXTY-EIGHT
  77. CHAPTER SIXTY-NINE
  78. CHAPTER SEVENTY
  79. CHAPTER SEVENTY-ONE
  80. CHAPTER SEVENTY-TWO
  81. CHAPTER SEVENTY-THREE
  82. CHAPTER SEVENTY-FOUR
  83. CHAPTER SEVENTY-FIVE
  84. CHAPTER SEVENTY-SIX
  85. PART IV
  86. CHAPTER SEVENTY-SEVEN
  87. CHAPTER SEVENTY-EIGHT
  88. CHAPTER SEVENTY-NINE
  89. CHAPTER EIGHTY
  90. CHAPTER EIGHTY-ONE
  91. CHAPTER EIGHTY-TWO
  92. CHAPTER EIGHTY-THREE
  93. CHAPTER EIGHTY-FOUR
  94. EPILOGUE
  95. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  96. Readers Guide
  97. About the Author
  98. What’s next onyour reading list?

Preston is shaking his head and not saying much. His hands grip the steering wheel tightly as the heat blows through the vents at our feet. I think he’s angry at the injustice of it all.

“I’d still be there if it weren’t for Diana. And you. I didn’t want to have to call my sister in Michigan and tell her I was in jail.”

He remains quiet as he makes the last turn, the one onto my street. I study his profile, watch his jaw clench tight.

He pulls into my driveway, stopping next to my car.

“What do you think?” I ask. “You haven’t really said much.”

He leaves the car on. The headlights shine against the garage door.

“It’s a problem,” he says through pressed lips.

“I know that.”

“No,” he says. “It’s a problem at work. On campus. When you called me from the station, and after I got ahold of Diana, I checked in with Paul Armstrong in Human Resources.”

“What for?”

He turns to face me. “Connor, we’re kind of through the looking glass here. I’ve never had a member of the department become part of a murder probe before. I had to know what to do.”

“What is there to do?” I ask. “What are you getting at?”

He sighs through his nose, his lips pursed tighter. “Connor, do you remember what we talked about this morning? About the changing attitudes on campus? They just can’t have someone working there, going to classes and interacting with the students, who might be guilty of a murder.”

“No one’s charged me with anything. They were trying to rattle my cage with a lot of bullshit.”

Preston’s voice goes up. His voice never goes up. He never seems to lose his cool, but I can tell he’s pissed right now. “And everyone’s going to make that fine distinction when the news breaks about this? Right? That’s what we all do so well these days as a culture—make fine distinctions when we hear something on the news.”

“Are you firing me?”

“No. No one’s firing anybody.” He pauses, collecting his thoughts. “This isn’t corporate America, where you can just run someone out of the building if you want. But you’re being placed on administrative leave. Until we know how all of this is going to shake out, that’s your status. With pay. But you can’t come into Goodlaw, and you can’t go near a classroom.”

I smack my fist against the dashboard. “Are you kidding me?”

“Calm down, Connor. It’s out of my hands. Paul made the call. And he talked to the president about it just to make sure.”

“The president?”

“Yes. The university doesn’t want any black eyes. Not now. Not with a capital fund-raising campaign under way.”