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Chapters (98)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for
  3. Also by David Bell
  4. Dedication
  5. Epigraph
  6. PART I
  7. CHAPTER ONE
  8. CHAPTER TWO
  9. CHAPTER THREE
  10. CHAPTER FOUR
  11. CHAPTER FIVE
  12. CHAPTER SIX
  13. CHAPTER SEVEN
  14. CHAPTER EIGHT
  15. CHAPTER NINE
  16. CHAPTER TEN
  17. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  18. CHAPTER TWELVE
  19. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  20. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  21. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  22. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  23. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  24. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  25. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  26. CHAPTER TWENTY
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  33. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  34. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  35. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  36. CHAPTER THIRTY
  37. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
  38. PART II
  39. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
  40. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
  41. CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
  42. CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
  43. CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
  44. CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
  45. CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
  46. CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
  47. CHAPTER FORTY
  48. CHAPTER FORTY-ONE
  49. CHAPTER FORTY-TWO
  50. CHAPTER FORTY-THREE
  51. CHAPTER FORTY-FOUR
  52. CHAPTER FORTY-FIVE
  53. CHAPTER FORTY-SIX
  54. CHAPTER FORTY-SEVEN
  55. CHAPTER FORTY-EIGHT
  56. CHAPTER FORTY-NINE
  57. CHAPTER FIFTY
  58. CHAPTER FIFTY-ONE
  59. CHAPTER FIFTY-TWO
  60. CHAPTER FIFTY-THREE
  61. CHAPTER FIFTY-FOUR
  62. CHAPTER FIFTY-FIVE
  63. CHAPTER FIFTY-SIX
  64. PART III
  65. CHAPTER FIFTY-SEVEN
  66. CHAPTER FIFTY-EIGHT
  67. CHAPTER FIFTY-NINE
  68. CHAPTER SIXTY
  69. CHAPTER SIXTY-ONE
  70. CHAPTER SIXTY-TWO
  71. CHAPTER SIXTY-THREE
  72. CHAPTER SIXTY-FOUR
  73. CHAPTER SIXTY-FIVE
  74. CHAPTER SIXTY-SIX
  75. CHAPTER SIXTY-SEVEN
  76. CHAPTER SIXTY-EIGHT
  77. CHAPTER SIXTY-NINE
  78. CHAPTER SEVENTY
  79. CHAPTER SEVENTY-ONE
  80. CHAPTER SEVENTY-TWO
  81. CHAPTER SEVENTY-THREE
  82. CHAPTER SEVENTY-FOUR
  83. CHAPTER SEVENTY-FIVE
  84. CHAPTER SEVENTY-SIX
  85. PART IV
  86. CHAPTER SEVENTY-SEVEN
  87. CHAPTER SEVENTY-EIGHT
  88. CHAPTER SEVENTY-NINE
  89. CHAPTER EIGHTY
  90. CHAPTER EIGHTY-ONE
  91. CHAPTER EIGHTY-TWO
  92. CHAPTER EIGHTY-THREE
  93. CHAPTER EIGHTY-FOUR
  94. EPILOGUE
  95. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  96. Readers Guide
  97. About the Author
  98. What’s next onyour reading list?

Besides, Rebecca knows people in power don’t really like it when you bring up unpleasant or unusual things. They like to see the world a certain way, and they don’t like to listen when someone has a different opinion. Nye isn’t totally like that, she knows. He’s pretty good about listening to students and trying to understand them. But still, he’s a professor. And a dude. And they just don’t always listen the way they should.

She wishes she’d kept circling the building. But she’s in it now.

“Did this person talk to you? Or say something to you?” Nye asks.

“No, she left before I could.”

Nye takes his time speaking. He scratches his head and seems to be carefully formulating a response. He looks like he wants to let Rebecca down easily, not just come out and say how ridiculous and immature she’s being. And Rebecca would hate it if any of her professors thought she was immature. She’s not that kind of student. She meets every deadline, comes to every class. Visits office hours for every professor, even those she really has nothing to ask.

When Nye does talk, the irritation is mostly gone. He sounds . . . Rebecca isn’t sure. Does he sound relieved?

“So maybe you just wanted this person to be Madeline,” he says. “Maybe you found yourself thinking of her because the book is about a murder in a town like Gatewood, and your mind played a trick on you, so you could only see what you wanted to see. Were you and Madeline good friends?”

“Not really,” Rebecca says. “I liked her. But we didn’t hang out much. Just one class. Sometimes I’d see her at a party. One party in particular . . .”

Rebecca doesn’t want to say more. She won’t get into that night. She won’t tell Nye about Zach and the thing in the alley. She thinks Nye would understand better than most. She thinks Nye would be the kind of person to give her the benefit of the doubt and really listen.

But how could she be sure?

She remembers that woman in her dorm back during her freshman year. The one who transferred away . . .

Nye goes on, his words more forceful. “I did see that woman in the back of the room, the one with the red hair. I couldn’t miss her, like you said. But I didn’t think she looked anything like Madeline. Not at all. If you wanted to hide, you wouldn’t show up with hair dyed that bright of a color. And I think we’ve all had to face the harsh truth that Madeline is probably not coming back. Not after two years. It’s really unfortunate.”

“Yes, I know the statistics.”

Now Nye leans forward, his brow furrows. “Do you know something about Madeline’s disappearance? Is there a reason why you think she would be here?”