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Chapters (98)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for
  3. Also by David Bell
  4. Dedication
  5. Epigraph
  6. PART I
  7. CHAPTER ONE
  8. CHAPTER TWO
  9. CHAPTER THREE
  10. CHAPTER FOUR
  11. CHAPTER FIVE
  12. CHAPTER SIX
  13. CHAPTER SEVEN
  14. CHAPTER EIGHT
  15. CHAPTER NINE
  16. CHAPTER TEN
  17. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  18. CHAPTER TWELVE
  19. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  20. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  21. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  22. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  23. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  24. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  25. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  26. CHAPTER TWENTY
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  33. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  34. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  35. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  36. CHAPTER THIRTY
  37. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
  38. PART II
  39. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
  40. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
  41. CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
  42. CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
  43. CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
  44. CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
  45. CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
  46. CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
  47. CHAPTER FORTY
  48. CHAPTER FORTY-ONE
  49. CHAPTER FORTY-TWO
  50. CHAPTER FORTY-THREE
  51. CHAPTER FORTY-FOUR
  52. CHAPTER FORTY-FIVE
  53. CHAPTER FORTY-SIX
  54. CHAPTER FORTY-SEVEN
  55. CHAPTER FORTY-EIGHT
  56. CHAPTER FORTY-NINE
  57. CHAPTER FIFTY
  58. CHAPTER FIFTY-ONE
  59. CHAPTER FIFTY-TWO
  60. CHAPTER FIFTY-THREE
  61. CHAPTER FIFTY-FOUR
  62. CHAPTER FIFTY-FIVE
  63. CHAPTER FIFTY-SIX
  64. PART III
  65. CHAPTER FIFTY-SEVEN
  66. CHAPTER FIFTY-EIGHT
  67. CHAPTER FIFTY-NINE
  68. CHAPTER SIXTY
  69. CHAPTER SIXTY-ONE
  70. CHAPTER SIXTY-TWO
  71. CHAPTER SIXTY-THREE
  72. CHAPTER SIXTY-FOUR
  73. CHAPTER SIXTY-FIVE
  74. CHAPTER SIXTY-SIX
  75. CHAPTER SIXTY-SEVEN
  76. CHAPTER SIXTY-EIGHT
  77. CHAPTER SIXTY-NINE
  78. CHAPTER SEVENTY
  79. CHAPTER SEVENTY-ONE
  80. CHAPTER SEVENTY-TWO
  81. CHAPTER SEVENTY-THREE
  82. CHAPTER SEVENTY-FOUR
  83. CHAPTER SEVENTY-FIVE
  84. CHAPTER SEVENTY-SIX
  85. PART IV
  86. CHAPTER SEVENTY-SEVEN
  87. CHAPTER SEVENTY-EIGHT
  88. CHAPTER SEVENTY-NINE
  89. CHAPTER EIGHTY
  90. CHAPTER EIGHTY-ONE
  91. CHAPTER EIGHTY-TWO
  92. CHAPTER EIGHTY-THREE
  93. CHAPTER EIGHTY-FOUR
  94. EPILOGUE
  95. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  96. Readers Guide
  97. About the Author
  98. What’s next onyour reading list?

Bowman rubs her nearly flawless chin. She maintains her delicate perch for another few moments and then deftly rises off the couch and reaches for her coat.

“I’m sorry I bothered you so early in the morning,” she says while she pulls one sleeve and then the other on. “I hope I haven’t made you late for class.”

I stand up too. So does Grendel, although he doesn’t have anyplace to go.

“It’s okay,” I say, pulling on my coat. “I’ll be fine.”

Bowman holds up the book. “At least I got this signed. Thanks for that.”

“Thank you for reading it,” I say.

“Are you going to be in town?” Bowman asks when we reach the door. “Are you going off on a book tour or something?”

“No,” I say. “My publisher isn’t sending me out like that. I used to think I’d get to go on a big book tour, but it’s my understanding they usually only do that for bigger-name authors. I’m doing some smaller events around the state, but nothing too elaborate.”

“So you’ll be in town?”

“I will. I have a day job. I have a lot of bills.”

“Do me a favor. If you do head out anywhere, can you let me know? I want to be able to follow up with you about this if I learn anything else.”

I can’t stop my cheeks from flushing. And I’m sure Bowman sees what I can feel. “Sure. I guess so.”

“Great.” She puts her hand on the knob but doesn’t turn it. “Say, Dr. Nye?” She lets go of the knob and straightens up. “It’s interesting. When Madeline O’Brien disappeared, we did look into whether or not she and Sophia Greenfield knew each other. Sophia’s murder and Madeline’s disappearance happened about six months apart. It turns out they went to the same yoga studio. They were friends who talked from time to time.”

“Curious.”

“Did you ever go to Yoga for Life! here in town? Are you a yoga guy?”

“I can’t even touch my toes anymore.”

“I love yoga,” she says. “But I go to the studio called Imagine on High Street. Jenn knows the owner there. It’s good for you.”

“I’m sure it is.”

“You haven’t had any other thoughts about Madeline’s disappearance, have you? I know it’s been two years, but you were pretty foggy about that last night you saw her. The last night anyone saw her, as far as we know. Anything on that?”

Bowman must now see my flushed cheeks. It feels to me like she must be able to hear my heart beating, as much as it’s thumping inside my chest. Like a fist punching the inside of my rib cage, trying to break out.

“Nothing,” I say through a mouth still dried by last night’s alcohol and this morning’s fear.