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Chapters (98)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for
  3. Also by David Bell
  4. Dedication
  5. Epigraph
  6. PART I
  7. CHAPTER ONE
  8. CHAPTER TWO
  9. CHAPTER THREE
  10. CHAPTER FOUR
  11. CHAPTER FIVE
  12. CHAPTER SIX
  13. CHAPTER SEVEN
  14. CHAPTER EIGHT
  15. CHAPTER NINE
  16. CHAPTER TEN
  17. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  18. CHAPTER TWELVE
  19. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  20. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  21. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  22. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  23. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  24. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  25. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  26. CHAPTER TWENTY
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  33. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  34. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  35. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  36. CHAPTER THIRTY
  37. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
  38. PART II
  39. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
  40. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
  41. CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
  42. CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
  43. CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
  44. CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
  45. CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
  46. CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
  47. CHAPTER FORTY
  48. CHAPTER FORTY-ONE
  49. CHAPTER FORTY-TWO
  50. CHAPTER FORTY-THREE
  51. CHAPTER FORTY-FOUR
  52. CHAPTER FORTY-FIVE
  53. CHAPTER FORTY-SIX
  54. CHAPTER FORTY-SEVEN
  55. CHAPTER FORTY-EIGHT
  56. CHAPTER FORTY-NINE
  57. CHAPTER FIFTY
  58. CHAPTER FIFTY-ONE
  59. CHAPTER FIFTY-TWO
  60. CHAPTER FIFTY-THREE
  61. CHAPTER FIFTY-FOUR
  62. CHAPTER FIFTY-FIVE
  63. CHAPTER FIFTY-SIX
  64. PART III
  65. CHAPTER FIFTY-SEVEN
  66. CHAPTER FIFTY-EIGHT
  67. CHAPTER FIFTY-NINE
  68. CHAPTER SIXTY
  69. CHAPTER SIXTY-ONE
  70. CHAPTER SIXTY-TWO
  71. CHAPTER SIXTY-THREE
  72. CHAPTER SIXTY-FOUR
  73. CHAPTER SIXTY-FIVE
  74. CHAPTER SIXTY-SIX
  75. CHAPTER SIXTY-SEVEN
  76. CHAPTER SIXTY-EIGHT
  77. CHAPTER SIXTY-NINE
  78. CHAPTER SEVENTY
  79. CHAPTER SEVENTY-ONE
  80. CHAPTER SEVENTY-TWO
  81. CHAPTER SEVENTY-THREE
  82. CHAPTER SEVENTY-FOUR
  83. CHAPTER SEVENTY-FIVE
  84. CHAPTER SEVENTY-SIX
  85. PART IV
  86. CHAPTER SEVENTY-SEVEN
  87. CHAPTER SEVENTY-EIGHT
  88. CHAPTER SEVENTY-NINE
  89. CHAPTER EIGHTY
  90. CHAPTER EIGHTY-ONE
  91. CHAPTER EIGHTY-TWO
  92. CHAPTER EIGHTY-THREE
  93. CHAPTER EIGHTY-FOUR
  94. EPILOGUE
  95. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  96. Readers Guide
  97. About the Author
  98. What’s next onyour reading list?

Preston shakes his head. “I didn’t want anything to happen to Sophia. I just wanted her to back off, to let the stuff with Lance go. Then I could keep the department out of the news. I could keep the university administration off my back. Do you know what it would look like for me if that came out? That I knew about Lance’s parties and everything else and looked the other way? I want to be dean someday.”

“So you tried to convince her to back off? You were going to meet with her at her office?”

“I arranged a meeting. After hours, outside her office, so no one would see us together. No security cameras, nothing. She thought she was just meeting with me. But I told Lance about it and asked him to show up. Eventually. I thought if I got the two of them together, if the three of us talked it out, Sophia might cool down. That was my plan. Madeline was a senior. She was going to graduate with honors and move on. And I was getting through to Sophia, talking to her in her car. . . .”

His face looks distant, contorted again, the way it was in the bedroom. Like he’s in pain, remembering.

“Go on, Preston. Something went wrong. Something with—”

“Lance showed up. Early. And he’d been drinking.” He looks right into my eyes. “Connor, I wish to fuck I’d handled it on my own. But Lance got in the car, in the backseat, and he smelled like a distillery. And Sophia reacted like a caged animal. She wanted to get out. She immediately started talking about calling the police and reporting Lance.”

“And what happened?” I ask. “He killed her.”

Preston shakes his head. “Connor, the sad thing is we actually made progress. I’ll give Sophia credit—she listened. She calmed down. She listened. Lance said he was wrong to harass Madeline. He said he got carried away with his students sometimes and got too close to them. And he admitted he drank too much. And he wanted to work on that. Sophia wasn’t ready to back down or let it all go, but some of the edge left her. She was listening, like I said. That’s the damnedest thing, Connor. She was listening. I was bringing them together. I was working it out. . . .”

“So what went wrong?” I ask.

Preston bites down on his lower lip. “Fuck it all, Connor. Sophia just kept asking for more. She wouldn’t take what she was given and be happy. You know?”

“Was she supposed to just ‘take what she was given’? Is anybody?”

“She wouldn’t. She told Lance he should stop having those parties. She said they were risky and encouraged the wrong kind of behavior. Underage drinking. Impaired driving. She said it wasn’t the way a mentor was supposed to act, and he should cut it out.”

“And Lance said no.”