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Chapters (98)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for
  3. Also by David Bell
  4. Dedication
  5. Epigraph
  6. PART I
  7. CHAPTER ONE
  8. CHAPTER TWO
  9. CHAPTER THREE
  10. CHAPTER FOUR
  11. CHAPTER FIVE
  12. CHAPTER SIX
  13. CHAPTER SEVEN
  14. CHAPTER EIGHT
  15. CHAPTER NINE
  16. CHAPTER TEN
  17. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  18. CHAPTER TWELVE
  19. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  20. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  21. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  22. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  23. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  24. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  25. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  26. CHAPTER TWENTY
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  33. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  34. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  35. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  36. CHAPTER THIRTY
  37. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
  38. PART II
  39. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
  40. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
  41. CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
  42. CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
  43. CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
  44. CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
  45. CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
  46. CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
  47. CHAPTER FORTY
  48. CHAPTER FORTY-ONE
  49. CHAPTER FORTY-TWO
  50. CHAPTER FORTY-THREE
  51. CHAPTER FORTY-FOUR
  52. CHAPTER FORTY-FIVE
  53. CHAPTER FORTY-SIX
  54. CHAPTER FORTY-SEVEN
  55. CHAPTER FORTY-EIGHT
  56. CHAPTER FORTY-NINE
  57. CHAPTER FIFTY
  58. CHAPTER FIFTY-ONE
  59. CHAPTER FIFTY-TWO
  60. CHAPTER FIFTY-THREE
  61. CHAPTER FIFTY-FOUR
  62. CHAPTER FIFTY-FIVE
  63. CHAPTER FIFTY-SIX
  64. PART III
  65. CHAPTER FIFTY-SEVEN
  66. CHAPTER FIFTY-EIGHT
  67. CHAPTER FIFTY-NINE
  68. CHAPTER SIXTY
  69. CHAPTER SIXTY-ONE
  70. CHAPTER SIXTY-TWO
  71. CHAPTER SIXTY-THREE
  72. CHAPTER SIXTY-FOUR
  73. CHAPTER SIXTY-FIVE
  74. CHAPTER SIXTY-SIX
  75. CHAPTER SIXTY-SEVEN
  76. CHAPTER SIXTY-EIGHT
  77. CHAPTER SIXTY-NINE
  78. CHAPTER SEVENTY
  79. CHAPTER SEVENTY-ONE
  80. CHAPTER SEVENTY-TWO
  81. CHAPTER SEVENTY-THREE
  82. CHAPTER SEVENTY-FOUR
  83. CHAPTER SEVENTY-FIVE
  84. CHAPTER SEVENTY-SIX
  85. PART IV
  86. CHAPTER SEVENTY-SEVEN
  87. CHAPTER SEVENTY-EIGHT
  88. CHAPTER SEVENTY-NINE
  89. CHAPTER EIGHTY
  90. CHAPTER EIGHTY-ONE
  91. CHAPTER EIGHTY-TWO
  92. CHAPTER EIGHTY-THREE
  93. CHAPTER EIGHTY-FOUR
  94. EPILOGUE
  95. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  96. Readers Guide
  97. About the Author
  98. What’s next onyour reading list?

“They told me they thought there was a possibility that two assailants killed Sophia. And I thought that was so strange. . . . Why would two people team up to murder a young woman? In a parking lot? With her in the driver’s seat. It’s all very strange. Maybe all I had to do was think about it and look around me. And then listen to Zach. So maybe a real possibility is that one person was trying to get the other two together, to make peace between them.”

“But Lance admitted everything on the roof today—”

“Did he, though? When we were up there, Lance had nothing to hide. He planned to jump, so why not just admit it?”

“Lance was an odd guy. And clearly disturbed. Everything he said was oblique. And you’re wondering why he was opaque right before he took his own life.”

“Yeah. Maybe.” I plunge ahead. “But you knew Lance was crossing the line with students in the past. And you said you were sticking your neck out for him. Just like you stuck your neck out for me when Emily and Jake died. You were willing to do that so I could hang on to my job.”

“That’s what I’m supposed to do, Connor.”

“Right. Preston the Politician. Preston the Peacemaker.”

His voice comes out flat. “What are you getting at, Connor? I lead the department. I’m out front. Some people have to do that. Not everyone gets to hide away.”

“But is it possible you took that role too far? Madeline and Sophia were friends. And Lance was sexually harassing Madeline. That’s in her short story, so we know that. Remember what you always say—we need to listen to women. And Sophia’s husband, Zach, told me that Sophia felt very strongly about mentoring and protecting younger women. That’s who Sophia was. That defined her. So if she learned that one of her young friends was being sexually harassed by a more powerful man at the university—a university and a department she was already connected to through her internships—isn’t it possible she would do something about it? Isn’t it possible she would stand up and try to fight back on behalf of that person?”

“She’d confront that person, yes. That’s Lance.”

“Or maybe if she thought that person wasn’t worth the effort, or was unlikely to listen, she might go to someone she thought would listen. Someone in a position of real power. Someone who might be able to corral Lance and tell him to knock it off. Or actually hold him accountable at the university.”

Preston shakes his head. “This is sad, Connor. It’s surprising to me that you couldn’t write a book since you’re spinning all of this fiction right here in my living room. Maybe you need to take another swing at being a novelist. Maybe it will work out this time.”