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Chapters (98)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for
  3. Also by David Bell
  4. Dedication
  5. Epigraph
  6. PART I
  7. CHAPTER ONE
  8. CHAPTER TWO
  9. CHAPTER THREE
  10. CHAPTER FOUR
  11. CHAPTER FIVE
  12. CHAPTER SIX
  13. CHAPTER SEVEN
  14. CHAPTER EIGHT
  15. CHAPTER NINE
  16. CHAPTER TEN
  17. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  18. CHAPTER TWELVE
  19. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  20. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  21. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  22. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  23. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  24. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  25. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  26. CHAPTER TWENTY
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  33. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  34. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  35. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  36. CHAPTER THIRTY
  37. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
  38. PART II
  39. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
  40. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
  41. CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
  42. CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
  43. CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
  44. CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
  45. CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
  46. CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
  47. CHAPTER FORTY
  48. CHAPTER FORTY-ONE
  49. CHAPTER FORTY-TWO
  50. CHAPTER FORTY-THREE
  51. CHAPTER FORTY-FOUR
  52. CHAPTER FORTY-FIVE
  53. CHAPTER FORTY-SIX
  54. CHAPTER FORTY-SEVEN
  55. CHAPTER FORTY-EIGHT
  56. CHAPTER FORTY-NINE
  57. CHAPTER FIFTY
  58. CHAPTER FIFTY-ONE
  59. CHAPTER FIFTY-TWO
  60. CHAPTER FIFTY-THREE
  61. CHAPTER FIFTY-FOUR
  62. CHAPTER FIFTY-FIVE
  63. CHAPTER FIFTY-SIX
  64. PART III
  65. CHAPTER FIFTY-SEVEN
  66. CHAPTER FIFTY-EIGHT
  67. CHAPTER FIFTY-NINE
  68. CHAPTER SIXTY
  69. CHAPTER SIXTY-ONE
  70. CHAPTER SIXTY-TWO
  71. CHAPTER SIXTY-THREE
  72. CHAPTER SIXTY-FOUR
  73. CHAPTER SIXTY-FIVE
  74. CHAPTER SIXTY-SIX
  75. CHAPTER SIXTY-SEVEN
  76. CHAPTER SIXTY-EIGHT
  77. CHAPTER SIXTY-NINE
  78. CHAPTER SEVENTY
  79. CHAPTER SEVENTY-ONE
  80. CHAPTER SEVENTY-TWO
  81. CHAPTER SEVENTY-THREE
  82. CHAPTER SEVENTY-FOUR
  83. CHAPTER SEVENTY-FIVE
  84. CHAPTER SEVENTY-SIX
  85. PART IV
  86. CHAPTER SEVENTY-SEVEN
  87. CHAPTER SEVENTY-EIGHT
  88. CHAPTER SEVENTY-NINE
  89. CHAPTER EIGHTY
  90. CHAPTER EIGHTY-ONE
  91. CHAPTER EIGHTY-TWO
  92. CHAPTER EIGHTY-THREE
  93. CHAPTER EIGHTY-FOUR
  94. EPILOGUE
  95. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  96. Readers Guide
  97. About the Author
  98. What’s next onyour reading list?

Preston leans forward, reaching for the envelope. He places his hands on either side of it, scooping it up. But before he can lift it, I place my hand, palm down, on top of the bundle, preventing him from raising it.

He looks over at me.

“Before you look at it,” I say, “I have one question.”

He stops trying to lift it. Our hands are close together but don’t touch.

“What is it?” he asks.

“It’s about Lance,” I say. “Do you remember that night, the second anniversary of Emily and Jake dying, and the two of us went out drinking? You said you knew Lance was crossing the line and there was only so much you could do to protect him. Do you remember that?”

“I knew Lance had some problems. Yes. The parties . . . He was reckless. And it clearly ended up biting him in the ass. And led to terrible, tragic consequences for everyone. For two young women.”

“Did you know about him and Madeline? That he was sexually harassing her as he helped her with her thesis?”

“Like I said, Lance had a lot of problems. None of it is a complete shock to me. And I bear a certain measure of responsibility for that. If I’d stepped in with a firmer hand, if I’d been tougher, then maybe a lot of this could have been prevented. I was blinded by my friendship for him. Someone in a position of authority can’t let that happen. And I need to reevaluate how I do my job going forward. I’m scheduled to meet with the dean and the provost tomorrow.”

“That’s good,” I say.

“It isn’t going to be a pretty meeting, but let’s hope something positive can come of all of this. If we all grow more aware and more vigilant, maybe we can prevent it.”

He reaches for the manuscript again, and again I place my hand on top of it, holding it down. This time Preston looks irritated with me.

“What are you doing, Connor?”

“Did you know Sophia Greenfield?” I ask. “Personally?”

Now Preston leans back, pulling away from the envelope on the table and from me. He blinks a few times.

“Why are you asking me that, Connor?”

“Did you?”

“No, I did not know Sophia Greenfield. How could I?”

I wait a moment, my hand still on the envelope. “You know that Madeline wrote a short story about Lance when she came back to town and left it for me. That’s how I knew Lance had been harassing her. That’s why I went to campus today. Once I read that story, it all fit.”

“I’m with you so far,” he says.