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Chapters (98)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for
  3. Also by David Bell
  4. Dedication
  5. Epigraph
  6. PART I
  7. CHAPTER ONE
  8. CHAPTER TWO
  9. CHAPTER THREE
  10. CHAPTER FOUR
  11. CHAPTER FIVE
  12. CHAPTER SIX
  13. CHAPTER SEVEN
  14. CHAPTER EIGHT
  15. CHAPTER NINE
  16. CHAPTER TEN
  17. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  18. CHAPTER TWELVE
  19. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  20. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  21. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  22. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  23. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  24. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  25. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  26. CHAPTER TWENTY
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  33. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  34. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  35. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  36. CHAPTER THIRTY
  37. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
  38. PART II
  39. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
  40. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
  41. CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
  42. CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
  43. CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
  44. CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
  45. CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
  46. CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
  47. CHAPTER FORTY
  48. CHAPTER FORTY-ONE
  49. CHAPTER FORTY-TWO
  50. CHAPTER FORTY-THREE
  51. CHAPTER FORTY-FOUR
  52. CHAPTER FORTY-FIVE
  53. CHAPTER FORTY-SIX
  54. CHAPTER FORTY-SEVEN
  55. CHAPTER FORTY-EIGHT
  56. CHAPTER FORTY-NINE
  57. CHAPTER FIFTY
  58. CHAPTER FIFTY-ONE
  59. CHAPTER FIFTY-TWO
  60. CHAPTER FIFTY-THREE
  61. CHAPTER FIFTY-FOUR
  62. CHAPTER FIFTY-FIVE
  63. CHAPTER FIFTY-SIX
  64. PART III
  65. CHAPTER FIFTY-SEVEN
  66. CHAPTER FIFTY-EIGHT
  67. CHAPTER FIFTY-NINE
  68. CHAPTER SIXTY
  69. CHAPTER SIXTY-ONE
  70. CHAPTER SIXTY-TWO
  71. CHAPTER SIXTY-THREE
  72. CHAPTER SIXTY-FOUR
  73. CHAPTER SIXTY-FIVE
  74. CHAPTER SIXTY-SIX
  75. CHAPTER SIXTY-SEVEN
  76. CHAPTER SIXTY-EIGHT
  77. CHAPTER SIXTY-NINE
  78. CHAPTER SEVENTY
  79. CHAPTER SEVENTY-ONE
  80. CHAPTER SEVENTY-TWO
  81. CHAPTER SEVENTY-THREE
  82. CHAPTER SEVENTY-FOUR
  83. CHAPTER SEVENTY-FIVE
  84. CHAPTER SEVENTY-SIX
  85. PART IV
  86. CHAPTER SEVENTY-SEVEN
  87. CHAPTER SEVENTY-EIGHT
  88. CHAPTER SEVENTY-NINE
  89. CHAPTER EIGHTY
  90. CHAPTER EIGHTY-ONE
  91. CHAPTER EIGHTY-TWO
  92. CHAPTER EIGHTY-THREE
  93. CHAPTER EIGHTY-FOUR
  94. EPILOGUE
  95. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  96. Readers Guide
  97. About the Author
  98. What’s next onyour reading list?

As he approached, she looked at the car. She could dash right for it, run around to the driver’s side, and get the key in. . . . But was all of that worth it? Hoffman held all the power. Eventually he’d get close to her again. If she tried to report him, he could damage her reputation at school. Bad-mouth her to the other professors.

Call her a liar.

“I’m just on my way home,” she said, feeling compelled to offer some kind of explanation. But it sounded weak in the darkness.

Hoffman kept coming, almost reaching her, his hands stuffed deep in his pockets.

“We have a problem, Madeline,” he said, sounding very sad. Looking like a whipped dog. “I’ve been trying to reach you for two days. You won’t answer my e-mails asking for a meeting. I couldn’t find you in Goodlaw. It’s like you’re avoiding me.”

“I won’t tell anyone about . . . what happened at your house the other night. It was just a misunderstanding. That’s all. I shouldn’t have come over, and you were drinking.”

For a moment, Hoffman looked confused. Like they were having two different conversations. Then his face cleared. “Oh, I’m not talking about our little misunderstanding. Those kinds of things happen between teachers and students. That’s not my concern.”

“Then . . . I’m sorry. . . . What are we talking about?”

“Your book,” he said, standing at the edge of the streetlight’s glow. “Those details I provided to you. I got carried away. I got fanciful. And I spoke as though I had some understanding and insight into things I really don’t know a lot about. Talking like a big shot takes me away from myself, from my own depressive thoughts.”

As so often happened with Hoffman, Madeline found herself lost, unable to follow exactly what he was talking about. And why.

“I think that’s okay,” she said. “It’s just fiction. You were helping me write the book.”

Hoffman looked to his left, in the direction Madeline had just come from. The direction of Dr. Nye’s house. “You were with Connor. A post-class drink, I presume. Of course, he invited only the kids who are over twenty-one, right? He’s quite the rule follower.”

“He got home okay. I made sure.”

“I bet you did. Let me ask you—did you show Dr. Nye the thesis pages? With those details I provided?”

Madeline hesitated. She wasn’t sure which answer was the correct one. Which answer would cause the least trouble for everyone. For Nye. For herself.

“It’s fiction, Dr. Hoffman. I wrote fiction. And I never told Dr. Nye you were helping me. That’s what you told me to do.”

Hoffman looked even more deflated. “So you did use those details. And turned them in to Dr. Nye.” His head turned in the direction of Dr. Nye’s house again. “Is he okay?”