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Chapters (98)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for
  3. Also by David Bell
  4. Dedication
  5. Epigraph
  6. PART I
  7. CHAPTER ONE
  8. CHAPTER TWO
  9. CHAPTER THREE
  10. CHAPTER FOUR
  11. CHAPTER FIVE
  12. CHAPTER SIX
  13. CHAPTER SEVEN
  14. CHAPTER EIGHT
  15. CHAPTER NINE
  16. CHAPTER TEN
  17. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  18. CHAPTER TWELVE
  19. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  20. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  21. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  22. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  23. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  24. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  25. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  26. CHAPTER TWENTY
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  33. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  34. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  35. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  36. CHAPTER THIRTY
  37. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
  38. PART II
  39. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
  40. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
  41. CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
  42. CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
  43. CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
  44. CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
  45. CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
  46. CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
  47. CHAPTER FORTY
  48. CHAPTER FORTY-ONE
  49. CHAPTER FORTY-TWO
  50. CHAPTER FORTY-THREE
  51. CHAPTER FORTY-FOUR
  52. CHAPTER FORTY-FIVE
  53. CHAPTER FORTY-SIX
  54. CHAPTER FORTY-SEVEN
  55. CHAPTER FORTY-EIGHT
  56. CHAPTER FORTY-NINE
  57. CHAPTER FIFTY
  58. CHAPTER FIFTY-ONE
  59. CHAPTER FIFTY-TWO
  60. CHAPTER FIFTY-THREE
  61. CHAPTER FIFTY-FOUR
  62. CHAPTER FIFTY-FIVE
  63. CHAPTER FIFTY-SIX
  64. PART III
  65. CHAPTER FIFTY-SEVEN
  66. CHAPTER FIFTY-EIGHT
  67. CHAPTER FIFTY-NINE
  68. CHAPTER SIXTY
  69. CHAPTER SIXTY-ONE
  70. CHAPTER SIXTY-TWO
  71. CHAPTER SIXTY-THREE
  72. CHAPTER SIXTY-FOUR
  73. CHAPTER SIXTY-FIVE
  74. CHAPTER SIXTY-SIX
  75. CHAPTER SIXTY-SEVEN
  76. CHAPTER SIXTY-EIGHT
  77. CHAPTER SIXTY-NINE
  78. CHAPTER SEVENTY
  79. CHAPTER SEVENTY-ONE
  80. CHAPTER SEVENTY-TWO
  81. CHAPTER SEVENTY-THREE
  82. CHAPTER SEVENTY-FOUR
  83. CHAPTER SEVENTY-FIVE
  84. CHAPTER SEVENTY-SIX
  85. PART IV
  86. CHAPTER SEVENTY-SEVEN
  87. CHAPTER SEVENTY-EIGHT
  88. CHAPTER SEVENTY-NINE
  89. CHAPTER EIGHTY
  90. CHAPTER EIGHTY-ONE
  91. CHAPTER EIGHTY-TWO
  92. CHAPTER EIGHTY-THREE
  93. CHAPTER EIGHTY-FOUR
  94. EPILOGUE
  95. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  96. Readers Guide
  97. About the Author
  98. What’s next onyour reading list?

It’s empty and quiet out here. Muted voices come from behind other classroom doors, and a few students congregate at the far end of the hall, standing in a little circle, looking at something on one of their phones.

“Connor, you are way out of line coming in here like this. I’m not sure what you’re thinking. I know this has been hard on you, being suspended and under suspicion this way, but you can’t let your judgment get away from you like this. It’s best if you just turn around and go right now. If you walk back out of here, everybody will forget it. I’ll tell the students it was a misunderstanding. And Preston doesn’t even have to know.”

“Preston saw me coming in. He’ll probably be here in a minute. I hope he is.”

“I don’t think you can count on Preston’s help with this one. He’s going to want to keep his hands clean.”

“Madeline,” I say. “You were sexually harassing Madeline. Before she disappeared. You insisted on helping her with her thesis because you thought I was overburdened and off my game. That’s when it started. Right?”

“This is sad, Connor. I guess this is grief over your family being transferred to grief over Madeline. That is, if you’re not the one who killed her.”

I hold the story in the air between us. “You harassed her. You took advantage of your position on the thesis committee to keep her coming around. You dangled favors in front of her. Like a computer. It’s really classic predatory behavior. And she put it all down here in this story before she died.”

“That’s a short story you’re holding in your hand?”

“It is.”

“Fiction? You’re using a work of fiction to justify all of this?” Some of his perpetual condescension returns in the form of a half smirk. “You can’t even believe that. You can’t base that kind of accusation on a stupid story.” He shakes his head, full of disappointment and disgust. “Just go, Connor. Take your sorry ass out of here and get back to what’s left of your life.”

“She wrote it down, and she signed her name at the end. It’s like her last will and testament. She explains how your behavior led up to her disappearance. That she felt threatened by you because she revealed what you knew about Sophia’s murder in her thesis. Yes, it’s fiction, but that’s how young fiction writers express themselves. With stories. That’s the way Madeline communicates with the world. Or do you have an explanation that contradicts what she said in here?”

“I can deny it. And I will. How did you end up with that?”