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Chapters (98)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for
  3. Also by David Bell
  4. Dedication
  5. Epigraph
  6. PART I
  7. CHAPTER ONE
  8. CHAPTER TWO
  9. CHAPTER THREE
  10. CHAPTER FOUR
  11. CHAPTER FIVE
  12. CHAPTER SIX
  13. CHAPTER SEVEN
  14. CHAPTER EIGHT
  15. CHAPTER NINE
  16. CHAPTER TEN
  17. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  18. CHAPTER TWELVE
  19. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  20. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  21. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  22. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  23. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  24. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  25. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  26. CHAPTER TWENTY
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  33. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  34. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  35. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  36. CHAPTER THIRTY
  37. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
  38. PART II
  39. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
  40. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
  41. CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
  42. CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
  43. CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
  44. CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
  45. CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
  46. CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
  47. CHAPTER FORTY
  48. CHAPTER FORTY-ONE
  49. CHAPTER FORTY-TWO
  50. CHAPTER FORTY-THREE
  51. CHAPTER FORTY-FOUR
  52. CHAPTER FORTY-FIVE
  53. CHAPTER FORTY-SIX
  54. CHAPTER FORTY-SEVEN
  55. CHAPTER FORTY-EIGHT
  56. CHAPTER FORTY-NINE
  57. CHAPTER FIFTY
  58. CHAPTER FIFTY-ONE
  59. CHAPTER FIFTY-TWO
  60. CHAPTER FIFTY-THREE
  61. CHAPTER FIFTY-FOUR
  62. CHAPTER FIFTY-FIVE
  63. CHAPTER FIFTY-SIX
  64. PART III
  65. CHAPTER FIFTY-SEVEN
  66. CHAPTER FIFTY-EIGHT
  67. CHAPTER FIFTY-NINE
  68. CHAPTER SIXTY
  69. CHAPTER SIXTY-ONE
  70. CHAPTER SIXTY-TWO
  71. CHAPTER SIXTY-THREE
  72. CHAPTER SIXTY-FOUR
  73. CHAPTER SIXTY-FIVE
  74. CHAPTER SIXTY-SIX
  75. CHAPTER SIXTY-SEVEN
  76. CHAPTER SIXTY-EIGHT
  77. CHAPTER SIXTY-NINE
  78. CHAPTER SEVENTY
  79. CHAPTER SEVENTY-ONE
  80. CHAPTER SEVENTY-TWO
  81. CHAPTER SEVENTY-THREE
  82. CHAPTER SEVENTY-FOUR
  83. CHAPTER SEVENTY-FIVE
  84. CHAPTER SEVENTY-SIX
  85. PART IV
  86. CHAPTER SEVENTY-SEVEN
  87. CHAPTER SEVENTY-EIGHT
  88. CHAPTER SEVENTY-NINE
  89. CHAPTER EIGHTY
  90. CHAPTER EIGHTY-ONE
  91. CHAPTER EIGHTY-TWO
  92. CHAPTER EIGHTY-THREE
  93. CHAPTER EIGHTY-FOUR
  94. EPILOGUE
  95. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  96. Readers Guide
  97. About the Author
  98. What’s next onyour reading list?

Something she doesn’t even understand moves Rebecca half a step back toward the apartment building.

It must also show on her face because Hoffman says, “You probably talked to them already, right? As I’m sure you’re aware, Gatewood is something of a backwater, the kind of place great ideas go to die. But it also means it’s a place where everybody knows everybody else. And it’s clear you’re involved in this because you were friends with Madeline and you were at my house that night when a certain unfortunate incident may or may not have taken place. It made me look bad, and it made my friend look bad.”

Hoffman takes a step toward her.

Rebecca tries not to but can’t help moving back again.

When Hoffman shifts forward, his head moves in front of the streetlight behind him, casting his face in shadow.

“What I want you to understand is that things aren’t always what they seem,” he says. “It’s easy to look at a situation and to see only one part of the picture. And when you’re young, like you are, you may not understand all the subtle nuances and complexities inherent in the situation. Are you following what I’m saying?”

“I only told the police what I saw. That’s it.”

“But see, that’s the problem. It’s like when I help a student with a story or a poem. I provide them with a detail or an idea for the plot, and then students think it’s something I’ve really experienced. When what I’m doing is brainstorming. The police get ahold of one sliver of information, and they’re simply not creative enough to understand it or where it came from. They’re not writers like us. From their limited perspective, they can see only trouble. And then they try to destroy someone’s life. A good man. Do you understand?”

“They weren’t interested at all in the underage drinking or the pot smoking, Dr. Hoffman. They didn’t even care.”

Hoffman laughs. But it isn’t a real laugh. It’s a sound that indicates contempt, like Rebecca is so small and insignificant she can’t possibly get anything right. “See, that’s the kind of thing I’m talking about. That narrow focus on the simplest things. I don’t care what the police think of my parties. Let them come and try to do something to me about it.”

Rebecca takes another step back. And then another. “Like I said, I only told them what I saw with Madeline—”

“Madeline was a troubled girl. From a troubled home. Look at the way she behaved. Faking her disappearance, making the police do all that work. Scaring her mother. What kind of person does those things? Someone who isn’t right. Someone with problems.”

“I don’t know what you want me to do. I already talked to the police.”