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Chapters (98)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for
  3. Also by David Bell
  4. Dedication
  5. Epigraph
  6. PART I
  7. CHAPTER ONE
  8. CHAPTER TWO
  9. CHAPTER THREE
  10. CHAPTER FOUR
  11. CHAPTER FIVE
  12. CHAPTER SIX
  13. CHAPTER SEVEN
  14. CHAPTER EIGHT
  15. CHAPTER NINE
  16. CHAPTER TEN
  17. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  18. CHAPTER TWELVE
  19. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  20. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  21. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  22. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  23. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  24. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  25. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  26. CHAPTER TWENTY
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  33. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  34. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  35. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  36. CHAPTER THIRTY
  37. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
  38. PART II
  39. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
  40. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
  41. CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
  42. CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
  43. CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
  44. CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
  45. CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
  46. CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
  47. CHAPTER FORTY
  48. CHAPTER FORTY-ONE
  49. CHAPTER FORTY-TWO
  50. CHAPTER FORTY-THREE
  51. CHAPTER FORTY-FOUR
  52. CHAPTER FORTY-FIVE
  53. CHAPTER FORTY-SIX
  54. CHAPTER FORTY-SEVEN
  55. CHAPTER FORTY-EIGHT
  56. CHAPTER FORTY-NINE
  57. CHAPTER FIFTY
  58. CHAPTER FIFTY-ONE
  59. CHAPTER FIFTY-TWO
  60. CHAPTER FIFTY-THREE
  61. CHAPTER FIFTY-FOUR
  62. CHAPTER FIFTY-FIVE
  63. CHAPTER FIFTY-SIX
  64. PART III
  65. CHAPTER FIFTY-SEVEN
  66. CHAPTER FIFTY-EIGHT
  67. CHAPTER FIFTY-NINE
  68. CHAPTER SIXTY
  69. CHAPTER SIXTY-ONE
  70. CHAPTER SIXTY-TWO
  71. CHAPTER SIXTY-THREE
  72. CHAPTER SIXTY-FOUR
  73. CHAPTER SIXTY-FIVE
  74. CHAPTER SIXTY-SIX
  75. CHAPTER SIXTY-SEVEN
  76. CHAPTER SIXTY-EIGHT
  77. CHAPTER SIXTY-NINE
  78. CHAPTER SEVENTY
  79. CHAPTER SEVENTY-ONE
  80. CHAPTER SEVENTY-TWO
  81. CHAPTER SEVENTY-THREE
  82. CHAPTER SEVENTY-FOUR
  83. CHAPTER SEVENTY-FIVE
  84. CHAPTER SEVENTY-SIX
  85. PART IV
  86. CHAPTER SEVENTY-SEVEN
  87. CHAPTER SEVENTY-EIGHT
  88. CHAPTER SEVENTY-NINE
  89. CHAPTER EIGHTY
  90. CHAPTER EIGHTY-ONE
  91. CHAPTER EIGHTY-TWO
  92. CHAPTER EIGHTY-THREE
  93. CHAPTER EIGHTY-FOUR
  94. EPILOGUE
  95. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  96. Readers Guide
  97. About the Author
  98. What’s next onyour reading list?

As she reads, Rebecca feels something tingling along her spine. The apartment is warm—Mikaila likes to turn the thermostat up—but despite that, Rebecca gets a shivering feeling in the center of her body. She spent the morning telling the police about Madeline and the party—the guy with her out in the alley, his hands slithering up Madeline’s shirt after his wife was gone. Even when Madeline tried to stop him.

And is Rebecca nuts or does the description of the woman in the book who is about to be killed sound a lot like the woman from the party? Blond hair. Big bright eyes. Married. The guy who might be about to kill her—her husband—has brown hair and a beard. A lot like the creep from the party.

And in real life, that woman is dead. Murdered. Six months before Madeline disappeared. That’s what Nye told her in the alley.

So whoever wrote this book based it on the murder?

So why did the author send it to her?

In the book, the woman is in her car, turning the key to start the engine. And just before she does, she hears something in the backseat.

Maybe it’s the wind.

Maybe it’s outside.

Maybe it’s her mind playing tricks.

She turns around to look—

“Boo!”

Rebecca screams, knocks over her glass of water, dumping its contents everywhere. Then the glass rolls off the end of the table and shatters against the linoleum floor. Rebecca springs from her chair, spinning as she does, turning to face her attacker. Ready to fight or flee.

“Oh, my God, Becca. Are you okay?”

Rebecca stands with her back to the refrigerator. Her hands are out in front of her, both of them clenched into fists. Her dad taught her how to do that when she was little, how to get into a fighting stance and throw a punch.

She’s ready to do that now, the chill in her spine growing hot. The water cascading off the table and onto the floor like a mini waterfall.

She sees Mikaila before her, her mouth wide open, a shocked look on her face. She’s wearing the same shorts and T-shirt she always wears around the apartment, and she lifts her hand to her mouth, covering it even as she speaks.

“Chill, Becca. It was just a joke.” She holds up a beer bottle with her other hand. “I pressed this against your neck, just trying to irritate you. My God, you totally overreacted.”

Rebecca wants to go ahead and punch Mikaila anyway, even though she isn’t a threat. She wants to punch her because Mikaila is acting like Rebecca is the one behaving strangely when it’s her who’s doing the wrong thing, sneaking up on someone who’s had a long, shitty day hearing about murder and spousal abuse and kidnapping.

“Jesus, Mikaila. What the fuck is wrong with you?”