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Chapters (98)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for
  3. Also by David Bell
  4. Dedication
  5. Epigraph
  6. PART I
  7. CHAPTER ONE
  8. CHAPTER TWO
  9. CHAPTER THREE
  10. CHAPTER FOUR
  11. CHAPTER FIVE
  12. CHAPTER SIX
  13. CHAPTER SEVEN
  14. CHAPTER EIGHT
  15. CHAPTER NINE
  16. CHAPTER TEN
  17. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  18. CHAPTER TWELVE
  19. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  20. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  21. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  22. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  23. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  24. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  25. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  26. CHAPTER TWENTY
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  33. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  34. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  35. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  36. CHAPTER THIRTY
  37. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
  38. PART II
  39. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
  40. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
  41. CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
  42. CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
  43. CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
  44. CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
  45. CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
  46. CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
  47. CHAPTER FORTY
  48. CHAPTER FORTY-ONE
  49. CHAPTER FORTY-TWO
  50. CHAPTER FORTY-THREE
  51. CHAPTER FORTY-FOUR
  52. CHAPTER FORTY-FIVE
  53. CHAPTER FORTY-SIX
  54. CHAPTER FORTY-SEVEN
  55. CHAPTER FORTY-EIGHT
  56. CHAPTER FORTY-NINE
  57. CHAPTER FIFTY
  58. CHAPTER FIFTY-ONE
  59. CHAPTER FIFTY-TWO
  60. CHAPTER FIFTY-THREE
  61. CHAPTER FIFTY-FOUR
  62. CHAPTER FIFTY-FIVE
  63. CHAPTER FIFTY-SIX
  64. PART III
  65. CHAPTER FIFTY-SEVEN
  66. CHAPTER FIFTY-EIGHT
  67. CHAPTER FIFTY-NINE
  68. CHAPTER SIXTY
  69. CHAPTER SIXTY-ONE
  70. CHAPTER SIXTY-TWO
  71. CHAPTER SIXTY-THREE
  72. CHAPTER SIXTY-FOUR
  73. CHAPTER SIXTY-FIVE
  74. CHAPTER SIXTY-SIX
  75. CHAPTER SIXTY-SEVEN
  76. CHAPTER SIXTY-EIGHT
  77. CHAPTER SIXTY-NINE
  78. CHAPTER SEVENTY
  79. CHAPTER SEVENTY-ONE
  80. CHAPTER SEVENTY-TWO
  81. CHAPTER SEVENTY-THREE
  82. CHAPTER SEVENTY-FOUR
  83. CHAPTER SEVENTY-FIVE
  84. CHAPTER SEVENTY-SIX
  85. PART IV
  86. CHAPTER SEVENTY-SEVEN
  87. CHAPTER SEVENTY-EIGHT
  88. CHAPTER SEVENTY-NINE
  89. CHAPTER EIGHTY
  90. CHAPTER EIGHTY-ONE
  91. CHAPTER EIGHTY-TWO
  92. CHAPTER EIGHTY-THREE
  93. CHAPTER EIGHTY-FOUR
  94. EPILOGUE
  95. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  96. Readers Guide
  97. About the Author
  98. What’s next onyour reading list?

Sophia came in and looked around. Madeline apologized for the rickety stairs, the crappy apartment, the pathetic lighting on the landing. “The place is kind of a dump.”

“Don’t apologize for that,” Sophia said. “It kind of makes me nostalgic for college. Good times, you know? Simpler times.”

“You went to Vanderbilt, right?”

“I did. My mom’s a lawyer with a really big firm. She’s done well. Privilege, I know.”

“I wasn’t saying that,” Madeline said, although she had thought it. What would it be like to go to a school like Vanderbilt? And have your parents pay? And graduate with no debt so you could maybe buy a house or a car or take a vacation? But she didn’t really know if that was the case with Sophia. Madeline was doing what she always did—making a character biography of everybody she met. “I’m sorry. Do you want something? I think I have some tea. Maybe a little coffee. I don’t cook much.”

“It’s cool,” Sophia said, taking a seat in the recliner. “I won’t be long. And I’m sorry to just barge in when you’re studying.”

“That’s okay. I could use a break. Some of the guys write these stories for class. . . . I think they all believe our society is going to be taken over by sexy robots.”

Sophia’s hair was in the braid she always wore to yoga. Her oversized Commonwealth U sweatshirt hid most of her body. Madeline wondered if the sweatshirt belonged to Zach. Sophia crossed one leg over the other and jangled her foot in the air. She seemed nervous, not her usual calm self. And that made Madeline freaked. Madeline wished she did have something to drink. A cheap beer. Some shitty wine. Anything.

“I’m sorry to bring all this up, Madeline,” Sophia said. “I’ve just been wondering if everything went okay at the party after I left.” She looked down at her lap, played with the strap on her purse. She kept her eyes down when she said, “I know Zach and I talked to you when you first showed up. We only went because Lance invited us. We know a few Commonwealth graduates, people closer to our age who were going to be there. And Zach plays golf with Lance and hangs out with him sometimes. Lance likes to brag about these parties he has for students and recent graduates. And I know how Zach is. He has his issues, growing up without a dad. I saw the way he looked at you. It was the same way he looked that first night you met him at the Owl’s Nest.” She lifted her eyes then, fixed them on Madeline. They were watery. “So . . .”

She let the word hang in the air between them. Madeline thought everything hung on that word. An entire friendship. An entire marriage.

“Sophia, I don’t know what you’ve heard—”