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Chapters (98)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for
  3. Also by David Bell
  4. Dedication
  5. Epigraph
  6. PART I
  7. CHAPTER ONE
  8. CHAPTER TWO
  9. CHAPTER THREE
  10. CHAPTER FOUR
  11. CHAPTER FIVE
  12. CHAPTER SIX
  13. CHAPTER SEVEN
  14. CHAPTER EIGHT
  15. CHAPTER NINE
  16. CHAPTER TEN
  17. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  18. CHAPTER TWELVE
  19. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  20. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  21. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  22. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  23. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  24. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  25. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  26. CHAPTER TWENTY
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  33. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  34. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  35. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  36. CHAPTER THIRTY
  37. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
  38. PART II
  39. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
  40. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
  41. CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
  42. CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
  43. CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
  44. CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
  45. CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
  46. CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
  47. CHAPTER FORTY
  48. CHAPTER FORTY-ONE
  49. CHAPTER FORTY-TWO
  50. CHAPTER FORTY-THREE
  51. CHAPTER FORTY-FOUR
  52. CHAPTER FORTY-FIVE
  53. CHAPTER FORTY-SIX
  54. CHAPTER FORTY-SEVEN
  55. CHAPTER FORTY-EIGHT
  56. CHAPTER FORTY-NINE
  57. CHAPTER FIFTY
  58. CHAPTER FIFTY-ONE
  59. CHAPTER FIFTY-TWO
  60. CHAPTER FIFTY-THREE
  61. CHAPTER FIFTY-FOUR
  62. CHAPTER FIFTY-FIVE
  63. CHAPTER FIFTY-SIX
  64. PART III
  65. CHAPTER FIFTY-SEVEN
  66. CHAPTER FIFTY-EIGHT
  67. CHAPTER FIFTY-NINE
  68. CHAPTER SIXTY
  69. CHAPTER SIXTY-ONE
  70. CHAPTER SIXTY-TWO
  71. CHAPTER SIXTY-THREE
  72. CHAPTER SIXTY-FOUR
  73. CHAPTER SIXTY-FIVE
  74. CHAPTER SIXTY-SIX
  75. CHAPTER SIXTY-SEVEN
  76. CHAPTER SIXTY-EIGHT
  77. CHAPTER SIXTY-NINE
  78. CHAPTER SEVENTY
  79. CHAPTER SEVENTY-ONE
  80. CHAPTER SEVENTY-TWO
  81. CHAPTER SEVENTY-THREE
  82. CHAPTER SEVENTY-FOUR
  83. CHAPTER SEVENTY-FIVE
  84. CHAPTER SEVENTY-SIX
  85. PART IV
  86. CHAPTER SEVENTY-SEVEN
  87. CHAPTER SEVENTY-EIGHT
  88. CHAPTER SEVENTY-NINE
  89. CHAPTER EIGHTY
  90. CHAPTER EIGHTY-ONE
  91. CHAPTER EIGHTY-TWO
  92. CHAPTER EIGHTY-THREE
  93. CHAPTER EIGHTY-FOUR
  94. EPILOGUE
  95. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  96. Readers Guide
  97. About the Author
  98. What’s next onyour reading list?

“Preston called me early this morning,” Lance says, shaking his head and still rubbing his hands together. He hasn’t shaved, and his stubble is a mixture of gray and black on his pockmarked face. “He told me about Madeline. The news is starting to spread. It really has me struggling. It’s depressing, horribly so. What a shit show. It makes me wonder what anything is worth. Things are so . . . futile. So hopeless.” He stares at the glove box, his eyes wide and disbelieving. “I don’t even know what to say about it. It’s rare that words fail me, but they do.”

“What else did Preston say?”

I want to ask a more pointed question—did he mention calling the police on me? But I don’t.

“He said you were likely to be a suspect of some kind,” Lance says matter-of-factly. “I mean, I know you were the last one to see her before she disappeared and now there’s something bigger brewing. I have my own theory on it, of course.”

“Oh, you do?”

“Sure.” He stops rubbing his hands together.

“Are you going to share with the class?”

He sniffles, rubs his hand across his nose. “That night your book was launched, and Preston and I came over to the house. Madeline was there, right? She was the one you were drinking with before we showed up, and she split out the back door when she saw us coming. It wouldn’t have looked good for anybody if we’d seen her there with you. I mean, she was supposed to be missing.”

“Where did you come up with that craziness?”

“It makes sense. You were probably involved with her before she disappeared. And so when she came back to town, she must have come to see you. I’m right, aren’t I?”

Lance looks pleased with himself. I can imagine him in the classroom, pinning some underprepared, immature student to the wall with the same glee.

“You’re talking about my life, Lance. My freedom.”

“I have to do right by her. I have to tell the police she was at your house that night.”

“I know she was at your house,” I say.

“What?”

“Before she disappeared. When you had one of your famous parties. She was there. Right?”

“She might have been. I don’t keep a guest list.”

“Do you keep track of what happens to those students when they’re at your house? Besides the underage drinking?”