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Chapters (98)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for
  3. Also by David Bell
  4. Dedication
  5. Epigraph
  6. PART I
  7. CHAPTER ONE
  8. CHAPTER TWO
  9. CHAPTER THREE
  10. CHAPTER FOUR
  11. CHAPTER FIVE
  12. CHAPTER SIX
  13. CHAPTER SEVEN
  14. CHAPTER EIGHT
  15. CHAPTER NINE
  16. CHAPTER TEN
  17. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  18. CHAPTER TWELVE
  19. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  20. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  21. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  22. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  23. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  24. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  25. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  26. CHAPTER TWENTY
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  33. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  34. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  35. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  36. CHAPTER THIRTY
  37. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
  38. PART II
  39. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
  40. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
  41. CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
  42. CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
  43. CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
  44. CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
  45. CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
  46. CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
  47. CHAPTER FORTY
  48. CHAPTER FORTY-ONE
  49. CHAPTER FORTY-TWO
  50. CHAPTER FORTY-THREE
  51. CHAPTER FORTY-FOUR
  52. CHAPTER FORTY-FIVE
  53. CHAPTER FORTY-SIX
  54. CHAPTER FORTY-SEVEN
  55. CHAPTER FORTY-EIGHT
  56. CHAPTER FORTY-NINE
  57. CHAPTER FIFTY
  58. CHAPTER FIFTY-ONE
  59. CHAPTER FIFTY-TWO
  60. CHAPTER FIFTY-THREE
  61. CHAPTER FIFTY-FOUR
  62. CHAPTER FIFTY-FIVE
  63. CHAPTER FIFTY-SIX
  64. PART III
  65. CHAPTER FIFTY-SEVEN
  66. CHAPTER FIFTY-EIGHT
  67. CHAPTER FIFTY-NINE
  68. CHAPTER SIXTY
  69. CHAPTER SIXTY-ONE
  70. CHAPTER SIXTY-TWO
  71. CHAPTER SIXTY-THREE
  72. CHAPTER SIXTY-FOUR
  73. CHAPTER SIXTY-FIVE
  74. CHAPTER SIXTY-SIX
  75. CHAPTER SIXTY-SEVEN
  76. CHAPTER SIXTY-EIGHT
  77. CHAPTER SIXTY-NINE
  78. CHAPTER SEVENTY
  79. CHAPTER SEVENTY-ONE
  80. CHAPTER SEVENTY-TWO
  81. CHAPTER SEVENTY-THREE
  82. CHAPTER SEVENTY-FOUR
  83. CHAPTER SEVENTY-FIVE
  84. CHAPTER SEVENTY-SIX
  85. PART IV
  86. CHAPTER SEVENTY-SEVEN
  87. CHAPTER SEVENTY-EIGHT
  88. CHAPTER SEVENTY-NINE
  89. CHAPTER EIGHTY
  90. CHAPTER EIGHTY-ONE
  91. CHAPTER EIGHTY-TWO
  92. CHAPTER EIGHTY-THREE
  93. CHAPTER EIGHTY-FOUR
  94. EPILOGUE
  95. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  96. Readers Guide
  97. About the Author
  98. What’s next onyour reading list?

“They asked me a few questions.”

“They had to, right? I know they came and talked to me and all of her professors.”

Her chin quivers, but she rights the ship. She folds her arms across her chest. The skin on her cheeks looks red and raw. “I wasn’t good friends with Madeline, so I didn’t know much. But I told the cops about the thing at the party. They acted all interested again, but I don’t know what they did about it.”

I tell her about the night I heard Sophia and Zach fighting, and how I went into their house and saw the trouble but didn’t notify the authorities.

“I hate myself for not calling the police. I really do,” I say. And when I say it, my face grows hot with shame at the memory. “If I’d called the police then, maybe Sophia would be alive. And maybe Madeline would be too. Do you see why I feel it’s so important for you to tell what you know now?”

“I already told it to them. And they didn’t care. They didn’t do anything, so that means they don’t care.”

“Why do you say that? Did something happen to you?”

She looks to my right, her eyes trailing over the well-worn and stained bricks that make up the side of Troy’s. Out on the street, brakes squeal as someone avoids an accident, but neither Rebecca nor I flinch.

“I have a friend. I knew her freshman year in the dorm. She wasn’t an English major. She didn’t stick around here long enough to declare a major at all. But she had a professor in one of her Psychology classes who started harassing her. First he’d ask her to come to his office. Then he wanted to meet for coffee. Here.” She points to the building, as though it’s to blame. “Then he wanted her to come to his house.”

“That should never happen, Rebecca. Never.”

“No, it shouldn’t. That’s why she reported the guy to the head of his department. But the head of the department blamed her. He said she was spreading gossip. It’s funny, isn’t it? It’s always gossip when a woman wants to talk about something.” She looks behind her once and then faces forward. “Then the professor, the one who was harassing her, he started coming down on her in class. Giving her lower grades. Not even giving some papers back. It all got to be too much for her. And she left Commonwealth. She transferred and really doesn’t talk to any of us anymore.”