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Chapters (98)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for
  3. Also by David Bell
  4. Dedication
  5. Epigraph
  6. PART I
  7. CHAPTER ONE
  8. CHAPTER TWO
  9. CHAPTER THREE
  10. CHAPTER FOUR
  11. CHAPTER FIVE
  12. CHAPTER SIX
  13. CHAPTER SEVEN
  14. CHAPTER EIGHT
  15. CHAPTER NINE
  16. CHAPTER TEN
  17. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  18. CHAPTER TWELVE
  19. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  20. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  21. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  22. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  23. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  24. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  25. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  26. CHAPTER TWENTY
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  33. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  34. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  35. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  36. CHAPTER THIRTY
  37. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
  38. PART II
  39. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
  40. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
  41. CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
  42. CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
  43. CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
  44. CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
  45. CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
  46. CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
  47. CHAPTER FORTY
  48. CHAPTER FORTY-ONE
  49. CHAPTER FORTY-TWO
  50. CHAPTER FORTY-THREE
  51. CHAPTER FORTY-FOUR
  52. CHAPTER FORTY-FIVE
  53. CHAPTER FORTY-SIX
  54. CHAPTER FORTY-SEVEN
  55. CHAPTER FORTY-EIGHT
  56. CHAPTER FORTY-NINE
  57. CHAPTER FIFTY
  58. CHAPTER FIFTY-ONE
  59. CHAPTER FIFTY-TWO
  60. CHAPTER FIFTY-THREE
  61. CHAPTER FIFTY-FOUR
  62. CHAPTER FIFTY-FIVE
  63. CHAPTER FIFTY-SIX
  64. PART III
  65. CHAPTER FIFTY-SEVEN
  66. CHAPTER FIFTY-EIGHT
  67. CHAPTER FIFTY-NINE
  68. CHAPTER SIXTY
  69. CHAPTER SIXTY-ONE
  70. CHAPTER SIXTY-TWO
  71. CHAPTER SIXTY-THREE
  72. CHAPTER SIXTY-FOUR
  73. CHAPTER SIXTY-FIVE
  74. CHAPTER SIXTY-SIX
  75. CHAPTER SIXTY-SEVEN
  76. CHAPTER SIXTY-EIGHT
  77. CHAPTER SIXTY-NINE
  78. CHAPTER SEVENTY
  79. CHAPTER SEVENTY-ONE
  80. CHAPTER SEVENTY-TWO
  81. CHAPTER SEVENTY-THREE
  82. CHAPTER SEVENTY-FOUR
  83. CHAPTER SEVENTY-FIVE
  84. CHAPTER SEVENTY-SIX
  85. PART IV
  86. CHAPTER SEVENTY-SEVEN
  87. CHAPTER SEVENTY-EIGHT
  88. CHAPTER SEVENTY-NINE
  89. CHAPTER EIGHTY
  90. CHAPTER EIGHTY-ONE
  91. CHAPTER EIGHTY-TWO
  92. CHAPTER EIGHTY-THREE
  93. CHAPTER EIGHTY-FOUR
  94. EPILOGUE
  95. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  96. Readers Guide
  97. About the Author
  98. What’s next onyour reading list?

The smoke burned her throat and then her lungs. She thought her chest was going to explode. She held the smoke for about two seconds, and then it all came flying out when she started to cough.

“All right,” the guy with the lighter said. “That’ll get you there.”

Even Isaac, the coughing guy, started to laugh as he collected himself. “She’ll fit in just fine around here.”

Rebecca reached for her beer, happy to have the cool liquid. She took a large swallow, which soothed and burned at the same time.

The tingling along her scalp increased in intensity, a telegraph wire transmitting under her skin. Dots and dashes and urgent messages.

She took another long drink of the beer. It felt like her lungs were sunburned.

“Want more?” the guy asked.

She shook her head, drank more beer, stepping away from the three guys and out into the yard itself.

She heard the voice then.

“Stop it.”

Rebecca thought it came from behind her, one of the guys laughing and jostling for the next turn at the bong. But it was a woman’s voice. And it came from in front of her.

Rebecca walked that way, still holding the beer, even though she’d drunk it down to where just the brackish stuff sloshed around, like in the bottom of a boat. Ahead of her, she saw an alley where a few cars were parked, the only illumination coming from a lone streetlight.

“I’m not joking. Stop it.”

“Come on.”

As Rebecca approached, she saw a guy and a girl near one of the cars, their bodies partially in the shadows. The woman’s back was pushed up against the car, and the guy faced her, his hands on her hips, his head leaning in close for a kiss.

But the woman turned away.

Madeline. It was Madeline. And a guy with a beard.

Rebecca hesitated for a moment. The party waited behind her. As the tingling increased along her scalp, so did her heart rate. Blood rushed in her ears, like the ocean in a seashell.

But she didn’t like what Madeline was saying to that guy. Didn’t like that she’d already said it twice and his hands were still on her.

“Will you please? You’re married.”

“Easy.”

The guy’s hands slid from Madeline’s hips to up under her shirt, exposing some of the flesh above Madeline’s jeans.

“Hey,” Rebecca said. As soon as she said it, she knew she hadn’t been loud enough. So she tried again. “Hey.”

Both heads turned, and the guy stepped back. He fixed his eyes on Rebecca, and while he didn’t say anything, she could see the contempt in the look, the sense that he couldn’t believe someone had dared speak to him that way. Especially someone like Rebecca.

A woman.