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Chapters (98)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for
  3. Also by David Bell
  4. Dedication
  5. Epigraph
  6. PART I
  7. CHAPTER ONE
  8. CHAPTER TWO
  9. CHAPTER THREE
  10. CHAPTER FOUR
  11. CHAPTER FIVE
  12. CHAPTER SIX
  13. CHAPTER SEVEN
  14. CHAPTER EIGHT
  15. CHAPTER NINE
  16. CHAPTER TEN
  17. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  18. CHAPTER TWELVE
  19. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  20. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  21. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  22. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  23. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  24. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  25. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  26. CHAPTER TWENTY
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  33. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  34. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  35. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  36. CHAPTER THIRTY
  37. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
  38. PART II
  39. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
  40. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
  41. CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
  42. CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
  43. CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
  44. CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
  45. CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
  46. CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
  47. CHAPTER FORTY
  48. CHAPTER FORTY-ONE
  49. CHAPTER FORTY-TWO
  50. CHAPTER FORTY-THREE
  51. CHAPTER FORTY-FOUR
  52. CHAPTER FORTY-FIVE
  53. CHAPTER FORTY-SIX
  54. CHAPTER FORTY-SEVEN
  55. CHAPTER FORTY-EIGHT
  56. CHAPTER FORTY-NINE
  57. CHAPTER FIFTY
  58. CHAPTER FIFTY-ONE
  59. CHAPTER FIFTY-TWO
  60. CHAPTER FIFTY-THREE
  61. CHAPTER FIFTY-FOUR
  62. CHAPTER FIFTY-FIVE
  63. CHAPTER FIFTY-SIX
  64. PART III
  65. CHAPTER FIFTY-SEVEN
  66. CHAPTER FIFTY-EIGHT
  67. CHAPTER FIFTY-NINE
  68. CHAPTER SIXTY
  69. CHAPTER SIXTY-ONE
  70. CHAPTER SIXTY-TWO
  71. CHAPTER SIXTY-THREE
  72. CHAPTER SIXTY-FOUR
  73. CHAPTER SIXTY-FIVE
  74. CHAPTER SIXTY-SIX
  75. CHAPTER SIXTY-SEVEN
  76. CHAPTER SIXTY-EIGHT
  77. CHAPTER SIXTY-NINE
  78. CHAPTER SEVENTY
  79. CHAPTER SEVENTY-ONE
  80. CHAPTER SEVENTY-TWO
  81. CHAPTER SEVENTY-THREE
  82. CHAPTER SEVENTY-FOUR
  83. CHAPTER SEVENTY-FIVE
  84. CHAPTER SEVENTY-SIX
  85. PART IV
  86. CHAPTER SEVENTY-SEVEN
  87. CHAPTER SEVENTY-EIGHT
  88. CHAPTER SEVENTY-NINE
  89. CHAPTER EIGHTY
  90. CHAPTER EIGHTY-ONE
  91. CHAPTER EIGHTY-TWO
  92. CHAPTER EIGHTY-THREE
  93. CHAPTER EIGHTY-FOUR
  94. EPILOGUE
  95. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  96. Readers Guide
  97. About the Author
  98. What’s next onyour reading list?

“Yes, she is.” I wait a beat, watch Rebecca carefully, looking for signs that she’s going to fall over or cry or lose her composure in any way. But she doesn’t. She remains upright, even with her face blank. “Are you okay? Do you want me to go inside and get you some water or something?”

She shakes her head ever so slightly, her hand still pressed to her chest.

“Would you like me to drive you home?” I ask. “I saw you got off the bus.”

“I’m okay,” she says. She starts nodding. “I am. I’m just . . . really shocked.”

“I know.”

“Does this mean that really was Madeline at your reading the other night?” she asks.

“Yes, it does. And the police are going to be trying to figure out why she was here and who might have wanted to hurt her.”

“I thought someone hurt her when she disappeared. I thought she was already . . . you know, dead. That’s why I didn’t believe it at first when I thought I saw her at the library.”

“You were right about that. And I was kind of dismissive when you told me you saw her, but I shouldn’t have been.”

“That’s okay. It’s pretty fucking weird.”

“It is.”

Rebecca seems to be coming back to herself. Color returns to her face, and her eyes focus on mine for the first time since I told her the news.

“That’s why I wanted to talk to you today, if I could. I wondered if you’d had any other contact with Madeline since that night. I know you were kind of friends and both writing majors, so I thought maybe she tried to talk to you or reach out to you.”

But Rebecca is shaking her head. “No, she hasn’t. Like I told you, she was at the library, but then she left before I could talk to her. I was kind of freaked by seeing her. I mean, I wanted to go up and get closer and see if it was Madeline, but then a part of me didn’t. I don’t believe in ghosts—I really don’t—but seeing that person there just freaked me out. I was scared.”

“That’s understandable.”

“Yeah, sure.”

“It’s even more complicated because another woman was murdered before Madeline disappeared. And the police are trying to make connections between the two crimes. It looks like Madeline knew the first woman who was killed.”

“Who was that?” Rebecca asks.

“Her name was Sophia Greenfield. I guess she and Madeline went to yoga together and were friends.”

“Oh, yeah. My mom read about it and called me when it happened. She was totally freaked out. Then she talked about making me come home, but I wanted to stay. So I signed up for a self-defense class and bought pepper spray to make her happy. I don’t think the murder was on campus. . . .”