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Chapters (98)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for
  3. Also by David Bell
  4. Dedication
  5. Epigraph
  6. PART I
  7. CHAPTER ONE
  8. CHAPTER TWO
  9. CHAPTER THREE
  10. CHAPTER FOUR
  11. CHAPTER FIVE
  12. CHAPTER SIX
  13. CHAPTER SEVEN
  14. CHAPTER EIGHT
  15. CHAPTER NINE
  16. CHAPTER TEN
  17. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  18. CHAPTER TWELVE
  19. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  20. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  21. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  22. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  23. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  24. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  25. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  26. CHAPTER TWENTY
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  33. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  34. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  35. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  36. CHAPTER THIRTY
  37. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
  38. PART II
  39. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
  40. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
  41. CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
  42. CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
  43. CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
  44. CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
  45. CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
  46. CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
  47. CHAPTER FORTY
  48. CHAPTER FORTY-ONE
  49. CHAPTER FORTY-TWO
  50. CHAPTER FORTY-THREE
  51. CHAPTER FORTY-FOUR
  52. CHAPTER FORTY-FIVE
  53. CHAPTER FORTY-SIX
  54. CHAPTER FORTY-SEVEN
  55. CHAPTER FORTY-EIGHT
  56. CHAPTER FORTY-NINE
  57. CHAPTER FIFTY
  58. CHAPTER FIFTY-ONE
  59. CHAPTER FIFTY-TWO
  60. CHAPTER FIFTY-THREE
  61. CHAPTER FIFTY-FOUR
  62. CHAPTER FIFTY-FIVE
  63. CHAPTER FIFTY-SIX
  64. PART III
  65. CHAPTER FIFTY-SEVEN
  66. CHAPTER FIFTY-EIGHT
  67. CHAPTER FIFTY-NINE
  68. CHAPTER SIXTY
  69. CHAPTER SIXTY-ONE
  70. CHAPTER SIXTY-TWO
  71. CHAPTER SIXTY-THREE
  72. CHAPTER SIXTY-FOUR
  73. CHAPTER SIXTY-FIVE
  74. CHAPTER SIXTY-SIX
  75. CHAPTER SIXTY-SEVEN
  76. CHAPTER SIXTY-EIGHT
  77. CHAPTER SIXTY-NINE
  78. CHAPTER SEVENTY
  79. CHAPTER SEVENTY-ONE
  80. CHAPTER SEVENTY-TWO
  81. CHAPTER SEVENTY-THREE
  82. CHAPTER SEVENTY-FOUR
  83. CHAPTER SEVENTY-FIVE
  84. CHAPTER SEVENTY-SIX
  85. PART IV
  86. CHAPTER SEVENTY-SEVEN
  87. CHAPTER SEVENTY-EIGHT
  88. CHAPTER SEVENTY-NINE
  89. CHAPTER EIGHTY
  90. CHAPTER EIGHTY-ONE
  91. CHAPTER EIGHTY-TWO
  92. CHAPTER EIGHTY-THREE
  93. CHAPTER EIGHTY-FOUR
  94. EPILOGUE
  95. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  96. Readers Guide
  97. About the Author
  98. What’s next onyour reading list?

“Can I ask you something, Mikaila? You know that package I got yesterday, the one on the porch with my name on it?”

“What? Oh, yeah. That. What was it? Did you order something?”

“It’s a book.”

“Oh. Snooze.”

“Did you see the person who left it here?” Rebecca asks.

Mikaila yawns again, her T-shirt riding up, exposing her navel. She closes her eyes like she might fall asleep leaning against the wall.

“Mikaila?”

“I don’t know, Becca. So many questions so early in the morning.”

“So you didn’t see anyone?”

She sighs. “I don’t know. I told you the package was already sitting there when we walked up. It could have been there all day. I had a really early class at eleven yesterday, so I was gone for a while.”

“Okay. Thanks.”

Mikaila reaches out and starts moving Rebecca’s hair around. “You’d be so pretty with a better haircut, Becca. Maybe some bolder color? Liven up this brown. I can take you to the place I go. It’s only, like, two hundred dollars.”

“Two hundred?”

“Oh, and yeah . . . Steven’s going to be staying here for a few days. He forgot to pay his heating bill, so the landlord shut it off. Can you believe that? So there’s no heat at his place. You don’t mind if he crashes here.”

Mikaila slips into the bathroom without waiting for a response.

Rebecca doesn’t have time to offer one. She’s running late. And she knows Mikaila wouldn’t listen anyway. She dresses in her room—jeans, a sweatshirt, boots. She thinks about bringing the pages of the book with her to read on the bus or during any downtime she has at the writing center, but decides against it. She fears losing some of the pages, since they were just floating around loose, and she could look forward to reading more when she comes home this evening. As she pulls on her coat and steps out into the cold, she pictures the scene playing itself out in reverse in seven hours or so. Rebecca entering the apartment, heading to her room, slipping under the covers, and then reading the rest. Mikaila and Steven could swing from the chandeliers for all she cares, so long as she holds a good book in her hands. And this one is very, very good. . . .

And the more she thinks about the book, the more familiar it sounds. The bus rumbles toward campus and the low set of buildings—none more than three stories high—that makes up Gatewood’s downtown. The air brakes hiss at every stop, the door letting in a rush of cold air as passengers climb on and off. That book—the one from the porch. It kind of sounds like the one Dr. Nye wrote and talked about at the library a few nights ago.