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Chapters (98)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for
  3. Also by David Bell
  4. Dedication
  5. Epigraph
  6. PART I
  7. CHAPTER ONE
  8. CHAPTER TWO
  9. CHAPTER THREE
  10. CHAPTER FOUR
  11. CHAPTER FIVE
  12. CHAPTER SIX
  13. CHAPTER SEVEN
  14. CHAPTER EIGHT
  15. CHAPTER NINE
  16. CHAPTER TEN
  17. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  18. CHAPTER TWELVE
  19. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  20. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  21. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  22. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  23. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  24. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  25. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  26. CHAPTER TWENTY
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  33. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  34. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  35. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  36. CHAPTER THIRTY
  37. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
  38. PART II
  39. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
  40. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
  41. CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
  42. CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
  43. CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
  44. CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
  45. CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
  46. CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
  47. CHAPTER FORTY
  48. CHAPTER FORTY-ONE
  49. CHAPTER FORTY-TWO
  50. CHAPTER FORTY-THREE
  51. CHAPTER FORTY-FOUR
  52. CHAPTER FORTY-FIVE
  53. CHAPTER FORTY-SIX
  54. CHAPTER FORTY-SEVEN
  55. CHAPTER FORTY-EIGHT
  56. CHAPTER FORTY-NINE
  57. CHAPTER FIFTY
  58. CHAPTER FIFTY-ONE
  59. CHAPTER FIFTY-TWO
  60. CHAPTER FIFTY-THREE
  61. CHAPTER FIFTY-FOUR
  62. CHAPTER FIFTY-FIVE
  63. CHAPTER FIFTY-SIX
  64. PART III
  65. CHAPTER FIFTY-SEVEN
  66. CHAPTER FIFTY-EIGHT
  67. CHAPTER FIFTY-NINE
  68. CHAPTER SIXTY
  69. CHAPTER SIXTY-ONE
  70. CHAPTER SIXTY-TWO
  71. CHAPTER SIXTY-THREE
  72. CHAPTER SIXTY-FOUR
  73. CHAPTER SIXTY-FIVE
  74. CHAPTER SIXTY-SIX
  75. CHAPTER SIXTY-SEVEN
  76. CHAPTER SIXTY-EIGHT
  77. CHAPTER SIXTY-NINE
  78. CHAPTER SEVENTY
  79. CHAPTER SEVENTY-ONE
  80. CHAPTER SEVENTY-TWO
  81. CHAPTER SEVENTY-THREE
  82. CHAPTER SEVENTY-FOUR
  83. CHAPTER SEVENTY-FIVE
  84. CHAPTER SEVENTY-SIX
  85. PART IV
  86. CHAPTER SEVENTY-SEVEN
  87. CHAPTER SEVENTY-EIGHT
  88. CHAPTER SEVENTY-NINE
  89. CHAPTER EIGHTY
  90. CHAPTER EIGHTY-ONE
  91. CHAPTER EIGHTY-TWO
  92. CHAPTER EIGHTY-THREE
  93. CHAPTER EIGHTY-FOUR
  94. EPILOGUE
  95. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  96. Readers Guide
  97. About the Author
  98. What’s next onyour reading list?

I’m up, trying to distract myself with the Ken Burns Civil War documentary, which is running continuously on the university’s PBS station. I’ve seen it before. Twice. But it draws me in, takes my mind off the craziness of the day. And since I don’t have to teach for the time being, it doesn’t matter how late I stay up. Preston e-mailed me earlier and told me Lance was taking over my fiction-writing class, which makes me feel bad for the students. Lance’s attendance can be spotty, and he is easily distracted. And he has a polarizing effect on the students. About half see him as a lovable, dedicated eccentric who changes their lives by spending a great deal of time with them as they revise their work. The other half despise him for being a self-centered blowhard.

I don’t recognize the number on the ID screen. I know I should let it go, ignore it, but I can’t. So while the Battle of Antietam rages on my television, I answer the call.

“Connor? This is Diana Lukas.”

I sit up straighter when she says her name. My lawyer, the one Preston told me to call.

“Diana,” I say, “why are you calling so late?”

I lean forward, use the remote to mute the sounds of gunshots and cannon fire on the TV.

“Connor, we have a problem. I need you to listen, okay?”

“I’m listening.”

“You’ve really stepped in it, and it’s going to come and bite you in the ass.”

“What is, Diana?”

She takes a deep breath, then starts. “I have a friend on the police force here in Gatewood. And I got a call from him just a few minutes ago. Connor, did you pay a social visit to Zach Greenfield earlier today?”

Her words don’t really surprise me. What did I expect to happen if I went around to the home of a murder suspect or person of interest or whatever he is and started asking him questions? Did I think the police would be happy?

“Did you hear me, Connor?”

“Yes, I did. I just—”

“Why did you do that?” Diana asks.

“I was going to say . . . I thought he might know something about all of this. And I thought he might be able to help me out.”

“Help you out? Connor, you have a doctorate, right?”

“Yes.”

“Is it in stupidity? Is that what you studied?”

I feel slapped. More than that—my head buzzes as though I’ve been smacked with a two-by-four.

“Okay, Diana. So I fucked up. But I’m a person of interest or whatever in a murder case, and I kind of want to know what’s really going on.”

“That’s my job. You’re supposed to listen to me and do what I say. And I’ll keep your nuts out of the fire. Do you understand?”

“I do.”