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Chapters (98)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for
  3. Also by David Bell
  4. Dedication
  5. Epigraph
  6. PART I
  7. CHAPTER ONE
  8. CHAPTER TWO
  9. CHAPTER THREE
  10. CHAPTER FOUR
  11. CHAPTER FIVE
  12. CHAPTER SIX
  13. CHAPTER SEVEN
  14. CHAPTER EIGHT
  15. CHAPTER NINE
  16. CHAPTER TEN
  17. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  18. CHAPTER TWELVE
  19. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  20. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  21. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  22. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  23. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  24. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  25. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  26. CHAPTER TWENTY
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  33. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  34. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  35. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  36. CHAPTER THIRTY
  37. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
  38. PART II
  39. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
  40. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
  41. CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
  42. CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
  43. CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
  44. CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
  45. CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
  46. CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
  47. CHAPTER FORTY
  48. CHAPTER FORTY-ONE
  49. CHAPTER FORTY-TWO
  50. CHAPTER FORTY-THREE
  51. CHAPTER FORTY-FOUR
  52. CHAPTER FORTY-FIVE
  53. CHAPTER FORTY-SIX
  54. CHAPTER FORTY-SEVEN
  55. CHAPTER FORTY-EIGHT
  56. CHAPTER FORTY-NINE
  57. CHAPTER FIFTY
  58. CHAPTER FIFTY-ONE
  59. CHAPTER FIFTY-TWO
  60. CHAPTER FIFTY-THREE
  61. CHAPTER FIFTY-FOUR
  62. CHAPTER FIFTY-FIVE
  63. CHAPTER FIFTY-SIX
  64. PART III
  65. CHAPTER FIFTY-SEVEN
  66. CHAPTER FIFTY-EIGHT
  67. CHAPTER FIFTY-NINE
  68. CHAPTER SIXTY
  69. CHAPTER SIXTY-ONE
  70. CHAPTER SIXTY-TWO
  71. CHAPTER SIXTY-THREE
  72. CHAPTER SIXTY-FOUR
  73. CHAPTER SIXTY-FIVE
  74. CHAPTER SIXTY-SIX
  75. CHAPTER SIXTY-SEVEN
  76. CHAPTER SIXTY-EIGHT
  77. CHAPTER SIXTY-NINE
  78. CHAPTER SEVENTY
  79. CHAPTER SEVENTY-ONE
  80. CHAPTER SEVENTY-TWO
  81. CHAPTER SEVENTY-THREE
  82. CHAPTER SEVENTY-FOUR
  83. CHAPTER SEVENTY-FIVE
  84. CHAPTER SEVENTY-SIX
  85. PART IV
  86. CHAPTER SEVENTY-SEVEN
  87. CHAPTER SEVENTY-EIGHT
  88. CHAPTER SEVENTY-NINE
  89. CHAPTER EIGHTY
  90. CHAPTER EIGHTY-ONE
  91. CHAPTER EIGHTY-TWO
  92. CHAPTER EIGHTY-THREE
  93. CHAPTER EIGHTY-FOUR
  94. EPILOGUE
  95. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  96. Readers Guide
  97. About the Author
  98. What’s next onyour reading list?

Rebecca goes to one more class after she leaves Hoffman’s office—World History II—and while she sits through that lecture on Henry VIII, she starts to worry that she shouldn’t have said anything about thinking she’d seen Madeline at the library. Especially to Hoffman.

Once she’d mentioned it, his interest perked up in a weird way, and he showed more enthusiasm in talking to her about Madeline than he had about her thesis. The discussion of her own work seemed more like an excuse for him to ramble on and on about things he wanted to talk about—just like he had in Nye’s class—but when the conversation turned to Madeline and the possibility she was back in town, Hoffman asked question after question. And actually appeared to be listening to the answers.

It now seems silly to think she worried he’d be dismissive of her concerns, like Nye was. Hoffman kept the conversation going for almost twenty minutes, and it felt like he was playing the role of detective, as he wanted to know everything Rebecca knew about Madeline.

Rebecca admitted she didn’t know much. They weren’t such great friends. But Hoffman pushed.

“Maybe she had her heart broken by someone and left.”

“She never mentioned any guys to me,” Rebecca said.

Hoffman nodded, like he wanted her to say more. She wasn’t sure what she could have said. But Hoffman looked so eager to hear, she went on.

“Madeline was kind of secretive about her life,” she said. “Once before Christmas break the year she disappeared, I asked if she was looking forward to going home. I know I was. I couldn’t wait to be in my parents’ house with good food and plenty of hot water. But Madeline said no. I thought she was kidding, and I laughed. But she looked really pissed at me for laughing and said, ‘No, I really don’t want to go home. I’m staying in Gatewood as much as I can.’ ” Rebecca shrugged. “She said it in a way that made it clear she didn’t want any follow-up questions.”

“Interesting,” Hoffman said.

And Rebecca thought that would be the end of it.

But he went on and said, “So maybe she had a guy here in town she wanted to spend time with. Do you think that’s possible?”

It’s strange—Rebecca knows about the guy at the party. And the party was at Hoffman’s house. But Madeline swore her to secrecy about that. Rebecca considered breaking the promise, and would have if Madeline were dead. But since Madeline might be here . . . and since Hoffman might be freaked out if she mentioned something that went wrong at his house, she kept her mouth shut.