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Chapters (98)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for
  3. Also by David Bell
  4. Dedication
  5. Epigraph
  6. PART I
  7. CHAPTER ONE
  8. CHAPTER TWO
  9. CHAPTER THREE
  10. CHAPTER FOUR
  11. CHAPTER FIVE
  12. CHAPTER SIX
  13. CHAPTER SEVEN
  14. CHAPTER EIGHT
  15. CHAPTER NINE
  16. CHAPTER TEN
  17. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  18. CHAPTER TWELVE
  19. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  20. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  21. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  22. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  23. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  24. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  25. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  26. CHAPTER TWENTY
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  33. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  34. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  35. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  36. CHAPTER THIRTY
  37. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
  38. PART II
  39. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
  40. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
  41. CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
  42. CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
  43. CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
  44. CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
  45. CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
  46. CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
  47. CHAPTER FORTY
  48. CHAPTER FORTY-ONE
  49. CHAPTER FORTY-TWO
  50. CHAPTER FORTY-THREE
  51. CHAPTER FORTY-FOUR
  52. CHAPTER FORTY-FIVE
  53. CHAPTER FORTY-SIX
  54. CHAPTER FORTY-SEVEN
  55. CHAPTER FORTY-EIGHT
  56. CHAPTER FORTY-NINE
  57. CHAPTER FIFTY
  58. CHAPTER FIFTY-ONE
  59. CHAPTER FIFTY-TWO
  60. CHAPTER FIFTY-THREE
  61. CHAPTER FIFTY-FOUR
  62. CHAPTER FIFTY-FIVE
  63. CHAPTER FIFTY-SIX
  64. PART III
  65. CHAPTER FIFTY-SEVEN
  66. CHAPTER FIFTY-EIGHT
  67. CHAPTER FIFTY-NINE
  68. CHAPTER SIXTY
  69. CHAPTER SIXTY-ONE
  70. CHAPTER SIXTY-TWO
  71. CHAPTER SIXTY-THREE
  72. CHAPTER SIXTY-FOUR
  73. CHAPTER SIXTY-FIVE
  74. CHAPTER SIXTY-SIX
  75. CHAPTER SIXTY-SEVEN
  76. CHAPTER SIXTY-EIGHT
  77. CHAPTER SIXTY-NINE
  78. CHAPTER SEVENTY
  79. CHAPTER SEVENTY-ONE
  80. CHAPTER SEVENTY-TWO
  81. CHAPTER SEVENTY-THREE
  82. CHAPTER SEVENTY-FOUR
  83. CHAPTER SEVENTY-FIVE
  84. CHAPTER SEVENTY-SIX
  85. PART IV
  86. CHAPTER SEVENTY-SEVEN
  87. CHAPTER SEVENTY-EIGHT
  88. CHAPTER SEVENTY-NINE
  89. CHAPTER EIGHTY
  90. CHAPTER EIGHTY-ONE
  91. CHAPTER EIGHTY-TWO
  92. CHAPTER EIGHTY-THREE
  93. CHAPTER EIGHTY-FOUR
  94. EPILOGUE
  95. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  96. Readers Guide
  97. About the Author
  98. What’s next onyour reading list?

At the Owl’s Nest, she danced in the middle of the crowd. Alone. The music pounded, and bodies pressed against her. She held her breath for a while, then let it go. No one groped her. No one spilled a drink on her shoes. She counted herself lucky. She usually ended up with both happening at the Owl’s Nest. A hand or two squeezing her ass. Cheap beer on her pants and shoes. At the end of the night, going home feeling and smelling like the floor.

Someone bumped against her. She ignored it. Kept dancing.

Go away, she thought. Just go away and leave me alone.

The heat made her hair stick to her neck. She peeled it away, kept dancing.

The person tapped her on the shoulder.

Shit.

She offered a glance, a sideways look she hoped conveyed no interest. Better yet, she hoped the glance conveyed contempt. Disdain. Disinterest.

When she saw who it was, she smiled.

“Oh, my God. Sophia.”

“Hey, girl.”

They hugged on the dance floor. Sophia’s blond hair hung loose, brushed across Madeline’s face. Even in the cramped space amid the sweaty bodies and spilled beer, Sophia’s hair smelled like a forest of lavender.

“Are you here with friends?” Sophia asked.

“Just me.”

“Cool. I was about to go outside. Do you want to come?” She leaned in. “I want to smoke. And I don’t want Zach to know.”

“Sure.”

Sophia took Madeline by the hand and started pressing through the crowd. It was always easier to get out than to come in. People moved out of the way when someone left, and then moved forward themselves, hoping to find that small pocket of space just vacated.

Sophia led them through the double glass doors and into the parking lot, the night air warm but better than the sauna inside the club. The sweat on Madeline’s body evaporated, the hairs on her arms standing up. They moved to the side of the building, to the parking lot, where a scattering of people stood around, smoking and drinking and talking. They weren’t supposed to bring beers outside, but everybody did. If a cop cruised by, everyone threw their beers into the bushes. At a dollar a pop, they were easy to replace.

Sophia dug in the pocket of her jeans and brought out a crumpled pack of Camel Lights. Madeline felt disappointed. When Sophia had said “smoke,” Madeline thought she’d meant weed, and her hopes rose. She couldn’t afford to buy it herself, but if someone offered . . .

Sophia struck a match and lit a cigarette behind her cupped hand. She blew out a plume of smoke.

“Can you believe I’m using matches? I’m like my papaw when he used to sit on the porch. Do you want one?”

“I’m cool.”