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Chapters (98)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for
  3. Also by David Bell
  4. Dedication
  5. Epigraph
  6. PART I
  7. CHAPTER ONE
  8. CHAPTER TWO
  9. CHAPTER THREE
  10. CHAPTER FOUR
  11. CHAPTER FIVE
  12. CHAPTER SIX
  13. CHAPTER SEVEN
  14. CHAPTER EIGHT
  15. CHAPTER NINE
  16. CHAPTER TEN
  17. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  18. CHAPTER TWELVE
  19. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  20. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  21. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  22. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  23. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  24. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  25. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  26. CHAPTER TWENTY
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  33. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  34. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  35. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  36. CHAPTER THIRTY
  37. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
  38. PART II
  39. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
  40. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
  41. CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
  42. CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
  43. CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
  44. CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
  45. CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
  46. CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
  47. CHAPTER FORTY
  48. CHAPTER FORTY-ONE
  49. CHAPTER FORTY-TWO
  50. CHAPTER FORTY-THREE
  51. CHAPTER FORTY-FOUR
  52. CHAPTER FORTY-FIVE
  53. CHAPTER FORTY-SIX
  54. CHAPTER FORTY-SEVEN
  55. CHAPTER FORTY-EIGHT
  56. CHAPTER FORTY-NINE
  57. CHAPTER FIFTY
  58. CHAPTER FIFTY-ONE
  59. CHAPTER FIFTY-TWO
  60. CHAPTER FIFTY-THREE
  61. CHAPTER FIFTY-FOUR
  62. CHAPTER FIFTY-FIVE
  63. CHAPTER FIFTY-SIX
  64. PART III
  65. CHAPTER FIFTY-SEVEN
  66. CHAPTER FIFTY-EIGHT
  67. CHAPTER FIFTY-NINE
  68. CHAPTER SIXTY
  69. CHAPTER SIXTY-ONE
  70. CHAPTER SIXTY-TWO
  71. CHAPTER SIXTY-THREE
  72. CHAPTER SIXTY-FOUR
  73. CHAPTER SIXTY-FIVE
  74. CHAPTER SIXTY-SIX
  75. CHAPTER SIXTY-SEVEN
  76. CHAPTER SIXTY-EIGHT
  77. CHAPTER SIXTY-NINE
  78. CHAPTER SEVENTY
  79. CHAPTER SEVENTY-ONE
  80. CHAPTER SEVENTY-TWO
  81. CHAPTER SEVENTY-THREE
  82. CHAPTER SEVENTY-FOUR
  83. CHAPTER SEVENTY-FIVE
  84. CHAPTER SEVENTY-SIX
  85. PART IV
  86. CHAPTER SEVENTY-SEVEN
  87. CHAPTER SEVENTY-EIGHT
  88. CHAPTER SEVENTY-NINE
  89. CHAPTER EIGHTY
  90. CHAPTER EIGHTY-ONE
  91. CHAPTER EIGHTY-TWO
  92. CHAPTER EIGHTY-THREE
  93. CHAPTER EIGHTY-FOUR
  94. EPILOGUE
  95. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  96. Readers Guide
  97. About the Author
  98. What’s next onyour reading list?

Her eyes drifted up to the TV screen. For a moment, she felt curiosity about the result of the game, mild disappointment spreading over her when she saw that her school—Commonwealth University—was losing by five points with three minutes to play. She knew it was time to go when basketball started to get her emotionally engaged.

A stool scraped next to her.

She knew who it was before she turned. Connor Nye.

“You like basketball?” he asked.

“Not really. I don’t know what’s going on. Just a lot of running.”

“My son loved it,” he said. “Actually, my wife loved to watch it too. When we met in college, our first date was at a basketball game. Michigan against Purdue.”

Something tugged in Madeline’s chest. Loved. Past tense. A flush spread over her face, and it wasn’t from alcohol.

“But my son had just grown taller than me,” Nye said, “and I was having trouble beating him one-on-one.” He held a full pint of beer, and just as she looked over, the bartender placed a shot of whiskey in front of him. Connor nodded toward his glass. “Want one?”

“Sure. Why not?”

Connor pointed, and the bartender filled a shot glass for Madeline. She picked it up and said, “What are we drinking to?”

“How about to you turning in a draft of your thesis yesterday?”

“Here’s to it,” she said, and threw the shot back. A pleasant burn in her throat. Her eyes watered. She swallowed beer to chase the shot. She’d just crossed the Rubicon and tipped over from slightly buzzed to starting to get drunk. “Although, I wanted to talk to you about that. I’m a little nervous about it.”

“That’s not unusual.”

“It’s not?” she asked. “There are some things in there . . . things that are personal. And pretty real.”

“Sounds intriguing. I’ve read enough sexy robot stories for one lifetime.”

“I think I should take the thesis back. I think . . . it’s just too personal. In fact, I’m going to have to insist on getting it back.”

“Sounds like you have cold feet.”

“I have cold everything. I don’t want . . . It’s one thing for you to read it. But eventually there will be a whole committee. And these undergraduate-thesis defenses are open to the public. Sometimes a lot of people show up. Students and . . . other professors. So people, certain people, might think the worst of me when they hear about it. Am I making any sense?”

Madeline hated the pleading, defensive tone in her voice. After all—what did she have to apologize for? Once, in class, Dr. Nye had quoted Anne Lamott and told them the people in our lives shouldn’t be offended by what you write. “If people wanted you to write warmly about them, they should have behaved better.”